Tuesday, July 29, 2008

FINAL - Episode 8

July 29 2008, Tuesday

Hm…. there seems to be alot of tings I wanted to tok abt huhx…. I guessed I will moved on to wat happen at singapore garden festival 1st….



26 July 2008

Normalli, a saturdae is used for Y outings… But somehw, tis saturdae is used for Singapore Garden Festival… Hm… I went for the familiarisation tour, but didn’t get the chance to use wat I learnt at the tour aniwae…. Well, I reached there ard 8 plus am…. after waitin for instructions and briefings, I begin my dae as a show marshaller….

Actualli its quite borin larx… coz wat I haf to do is to move ard, makin sure the crowd are nt crowdin ard…. But somehw frm wat I can see, there’s no big and messy crowds…. Aniwae, met the APSN outin grp lead by yiwei…. wah, so touched…. some volunteers and beneficiairies still rmbs me even though wif my coulor changed hair??? coolz….

Den marshallin till ard 12 plus pm, one of the IC, mark told me to go for my lunch and den c ome back to be at infomation counter…. Yeah… No need to walk ard liao, can sit lorx…. hahaha…. Arghx, but lookin at my bank acct after passin by an atm, makes me doesn’t even knw hw long I can survive wifout a job….

In the end, I was poor until onli able to get one stick of sausage and one stick of fishballs…. OMG…. After I went back, I began my last few hrs of shift, usin my cheerfulness and prolite smiles to attract the ppl to the information counter to buy the show booklet…. wahahahaha….

I end ard my shift at 4pm…. den went home…. Hm… tokin back abt this garden festival, the beautiful flowers and gardens is certainli the most attractive…. Esp. the gardens…. different designs shows hw much efforts each designers put in… I was realli glad I was there….

It will be back in 2010…. I am sure, the attractions will den be back again….

Aniwae, comin back…. These few daes, I haf been watchin the anime, INITIAL D… woo hoo…. till yesterdae, I haf finished till the 4th series, episode 7 le…. Nw, why did I specialli wan to mention abt this anime…. One of the reason is becoz of the driftin part done by takumi, the main character…



OMG… if you knw tis veri veri veri old model car, called AE86, u will certainli wonder hw the heck, takumi can drift wif such an old model car…. aniwae, he wins all his opponent, except one time, when his car engine blasted in a battle…. But the new AE86 is definetli better nw as shown tat in series 3 and in series 4, where takumi joined Project D, a team formed by ryosukue…. the 3rd new AE86, is definetli better….



Hm… nw wats the 2nd reason for mentionin tis anime… If you realli look into the story part, there will be times takumi said tis phrase : “No matter hw fast your opponent’s car is, you never try and you will never knw the result.” I seriousli like tis phrase… Coz if you put it into your daily life, den it will be : No matter hw difficult each situation is, you never try and you will never knw the outcome.



I guessed its hard, but when you keep on tryin, you will be able to change everi situation ard…..



Juz 2 daes ago, I read a book on love relationships, den I came to a paragraph sayin to leave my past behind…. After reading it, I suddenli was havin deep thots abt it….



Nw, if you wan to move into a new and healthy relationship, you definetli haf to find a place and store all the baggage you r carryin frm the past…. Tis sentence gifs me a veri impt tinkin coz when you haf a baggage, the potential woman in ur life also haf a load of her own and in fact women probabli haf even more baggage than men….



As I keep tinkin and readin, I suddenli realised tat I didn’t even find a place to store all my baggage of my past…. Tats no big wonder, coz after bein hurt, there’s a ‘refuses to trust the next’ reaction…. I guessed I was bein hurt too mani times, but I totalli cannt blame ani woman at all… well, as I always believe in a relationship wise, bth man and woman plays a part… so, its up to whether bth hands wans to clap together….



But nw, I totalli understand, if I cannt fulli open my heart to trust, I will never go far in aniwae….

Posted by Chris de Feng at 08:57:49
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  1. your space is amazing!

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