Tuesday, July 29, 2008

FINAL - Episode 8

July 29 2008, Tuesday

Hm…. there seems to be alot of tings I wanted to tok abt huhx…. I guessed I will moved on to wat happen at singapore garden festival 1st….



26 July 2008

Normalli, a saturdae is used for Y outings… But somehw, tis saturdae is used for Singapore Garden Festival… Hm… I went for the familiarisation tour, but didn’t get the chance to use wat I learnt at the tour aniwae…. Well, I reached there ard 8 plus am…. after waitin for instructions and briefings, I begin my dae as a show marshaller….

Actualli its quite borin larx… coz wat I haf to do is to move ard, makin sure the crowd are nt crowdin ard…. But somehw frm wat I can see, there’s no big and messy crowds…. Aniwae, met the APSN outin grp lead by yiwei…. wah, so touched…. some volunteers and beneficiairies still rmbs me even though wif my coulor changed hair??? coolz….

Den marshallin till ard 12 plus pm, one of the IC, mark told me to go for my lunch and den c ome back to be at infomation counter…. Yeah… No need to walk ard liao, can sit lorx…. hahaha…. Arghx, but lookin at my bank acct after passin by an atm, makes me doesn’t even knw hw long I can survive wifout a job….

In the end, I was poor until onli able to get one stick of sausage and one stick of fishballs…. OMG…. After I went back, I began my last few hrs of shift, usin my cheerfulness and prolite smiles to attract the ppl to the information counter to buy the show booklet…. wahahahaha….

I end ard my shift at 4pm…. den went home…. Hm… tokin back abt this garden festival, the beautiful flowers and gardens is certainli the most attractive…. Esp. the gardens…. different designs shows hw much efforts each designers put in… I was realli glad I was there….

It will be back in 2010…. I am sure, the attractions will den be back again….

Aniwae, comin back…. These few daes, I haf been watchin the anime, INITIAL D… woo hoo…. till yesterdae, I haf finished till the 4th series, episode 7 le…. Nw, why did I specialli wan to mention abt this anime…. One of the reason is becoz of the driftin part done by takumi, the main character…



OMG… if you knw tis veri veri veri old model car, called AE86, u will certainli wonder hw the heck, takumi can drift wif such an old model car…. aniwae, he wins all his opponent, except one time, when his car engine blasted in a battle…. But the new AE86 is definetli better nw as shown tat in series 3 and in series 4, where takumi joined Project D, a team formed by ryosukue…. the 3rd new AE86, is definetli better….



Hm… nw wats the 2nd reason for mentionin tis anime… If you realli look into the story part, there will be times takumi said tis phrase : “No matter hw fast your opponent’s car is, you never try and you will never knw the result.” I seriousli like tis phrase… Coz if you put it into your daily life, den it will be : No matter hw difficult each situation is, you never try and you will never knw the outcome.



I guessed its hard, but when you keep on tryin, you will be able to change everi situation ard…..



Juz 2 daes ago, I read a book on love relationships, den I came to a paragraph sayin to leave my past behind…. After reading it, I suddenli was havin deep thots abt it….



Nw, if you wan to move into a new and healthy relationship, you definetli haf to find a place and store all the baggage you r carryin frm the past…. Tis sentence gifs me a veri impt tinkin coz when you haf a baggage, the potential woman in ur life also haf a load of her own and in fact women probabli haf even more baggage than men….



As I keep tinkin and readin, I suddenli realised tat I didn’t even find a place to store all my baggage of my past…. Tats no big wonder, coz after bein hurt, there’s a ‘refuses to trust the next’ reaction…. I guessed I was bein hurt too mani times, but I totalli cannt blame ani woman at all… well, as I always believe in a relationship wise, bth man and woman plays a part… so, its up to whether bth hands wans to clap together….



But nw, I totalli understand, if I cannt fulli open my heart to trust, I will never go far in aniwae….

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Wednesday, July 23, 2008

FINAL - Episode 7

July 23 2008, Wednesday

Woah… todae is alreadi wednesday??? OMG…. maybe I will haf some fruitful days ahead bah…. Now, is 12.02pm, ltr still need to go dwn to suntec city for the singapore garden festival’s familiarisation tour…. well, I am helpin out wif the garden festival as a vistor services on tis sat…. woo hoo….



Another happie ting, yesterdae I gt my 1st job interviews…. waahahaha…. well tis job interview, the manager there from the Student Advisory Centre says that she will need to knw more abt me 1st and see hw den…. Ehx, well, its becoz I told her abt my experiences in the volunteering field for 9 yrs…. haha…. and more over she saw that I haf experience volunteering in ymca’s outings and camps for 2 yr plus…..



YESH! camps…. the manager there told me tat she is puttin me as one of the facilitator in the upcomin camp for the student advisory centre… woo hoo…. I am goin to be a facilitator lorx, aniwae, tis camp is frm aug 22 to 24 @ sebrium campsite (did I spell it wrongli?)…. makes me tink abt the y reading club on 23 aug…. OMG, i tink i am goin to miss it again….. sigh….



N plus trainings for tis job as a youth worker at student advisory centre will start in earli aug???? I tink…. coz its either in fri or sat, so will planned it probabli as to nt missed out to y outings…..



17 July 2008

If u see wats in my program for the comin 3 days, u will knw hw shag I was after Y confidence on sat….. Aniwae, I went to help out wif eileen as a logistic in her nature walk…. hm… hw come nt yew chong le??? haha….

Aniwae, tis nature walk is for coporate’s one wif APSN…. wif roger, victor and me, we formed the log team…. woo hoo…. Aniwae, after a briefin at 10am wif eileen, the 3 of us went straight to APSN….

At there, we took some pics of the garden at APSN…. its beautiful leh…. I can still rmb the times I made a garden at my sec sch, it didnt came out so successful at all…. Aniwae, the program went on after the rest of the leaders and the volunteers came…. So its work after rest, den work…. hahaha…. the most funniest thing is probabli roger, victor and me singin so loud while the rest of them r doin icebreakin games….

Aniwae, after lunch, we 3 went back to ymca to take the rest of the snacks and drinks…. We left ymca ard 1 plus pm, victor was the one drivin, so before we went to fetch eileen, we had some men’s talk… woo… will nt tell u the details though…. Aniwae, when we finalli found eileen somewhere before the Hort Park, we had to rearrange the stuffs in the car so tat roger and me had space to sit…..

The day ended, wif phillips takin back all the uneaten snacks at APSN, while the rest of them gone back, I was waitin for victor to gf me a free ride home lorx… haha… nt exactli lar, juz tat I was also waitin for eileen to sort out the things she wanted, so tat the stuffs will nt be lyin ard…..

I ended my dae back at home doin evaluation forms ppt slide for eileen…. though its seems like nt my business at all, but juz help out lorx…. aniwae, finished it in one nite and e-mailed her….
18 July 2008

Its another session of Y metta reading today…. OMG…. I am veri late larx…. dunno hw, I always left my hse quite earli one leh, but somehw I am always late….. Aniwae, I had some problems wif my buddy…. hahaha…

It may seem serious when I mention problems…. but its nt anithing big at all lar…. The thing is tat my buddy at metta sch, is veri bright…. N his language and maths are at the highest lvl…. so when I go thru his bk, he totalli understands everithing, even if he doesn’t, you juz tell him once, he will understand it….

Therefore, I changed the strategy in coachin him… Instead of juz sticking onto his bks, I gave him a one page compo, 250 words of compo as homework…. Tats for language onli…. As I still dunno his maths understanding, though its said to be a lvl quite high, I gaf him some problem solving questions and some multiples, 5 digits addin, times, minus and division qns….

Tink the next time, haf to use pri 6 em2 /3 (is there still an em3?)’s qns to teach him le…..

Aniwae, while goin hme…. thanxfulli nt alone, coz sok wai live on the same line wif me…. yupz, we bth r frm NEL. so we had some chattin session. Well, by interactin wif someone, you get to understand hw has the person been…. N I did…. Well, due to some problems wif her com, tats why sok wai did nt even came online at all….

Arhx…. becoz of her com, I had to wait like one wk, den I can speak wif her abt the oct’s apsn outin tingy…. and its confirmed, she’s my 2nd grp leader, besides serene toh…. Hm… so who r the other 2 grp leaders leh??? I realli dunno who I shld find, coz my list of leaders r a bit long liao…..

19 July 2008

Another dae of Y confidence…. Nw wat did I told u…. I left my hse too earli liao…. 6.30am…. its juz like the times I am in NS, left my hse tat time…. N wat… I reached SHINES at 7.40am???? diaoz….

Tis session is gd…. lettin the BBBH boys goin thru wat we had done over last wk in the low elements…. Frm the tokin wif my buddy, I feel tat he has a veri interestin life…. Yeah, definelti…. But somehw, I felt tat his attention span towards the elements are a bit short and tense, when debrief, he will do his own things….

But I seriousli can feel his involvement, and tats why I dare to say he’s improvin…. No freat…. coz its onli the 1st session together wif him, I still haf a long way more….. I am sure, he will make a big difference after tis Y confidence…. Aniwae, had my 1st time doin debrief wifout even bein notified before-hand…. Its a gd one, juz tat wifout preparation, the debrief lack ideas and powers…..

Coz for debrief, when u prepared before-hand on wat to sae, u will at least had the idea of like able to discuss with the team in the manner tat ur qns will be sth to let them ponder abt…. hahaha… I am still nt veri gd at debrief larx… but well, can sae need sth more to let me become better….. Aniwae, tat debrief which I did at y confidence lack depth, I juz tink of wat and ask wat…. moreover, wif no conclusion, I will need to tink abt it again on hw I can improve lorx….

Aniwae, onli one small unhappiness happened durin the y confidence…. well, seriousli eileen’s rule of stickin to ur buddy seems onli workable wif the ID beneficiairies…. as for the BBBH boys, u will need to gif them freedom and respect at times, they r guys, and if u treat them like a small kid, followin them ard, hw do u wan them to trust us???? tats why I didn’t follow them towards the toilet durin lunch time….. N wif a ’so wat’ frm eileen, I didn’t even bother to keep on explaninin to eileen liao…. coz I was seriousli no in the mood animore to explain tings and even durin the volunteers debrief, I dun even wan to speak up liao….

Nt realli of angry or wat larx…. after all, I realli respect eileen and therefore wat she sae gt reason one…. Moreover, I enjoyed the times I had wif my buddy, why will I even be angry???? hahah… juz tat I too shag liao…. coz thurs is nature walk, fri is y metta reading, den todae is y confidence….. Wah…. I superman woah….. So if u tink I can still explain things more…. den pls, do it for me…. haha….

Aniwae, actualli I had been lookin at ning’s blog tis few days… yupz there’s indeed one qns to ponder… who’s the mentor tat influences you…. Hm… I haf some mani mentors in the past, but currentli there are onli one who influences me alot lorx…. Shall keep her identity secret till the end…. hahaha…. Actualli, I haf been mentionin her for quite some time in my blog liao… but for her name, I dun tink its time to tell anione, unless u ask me personalli larx….

After the Y confidence, I went to orchard to meet yiliang, ah kar aka christabelle, and val… we had some slackin session for the rest of the daes…. So frm walkin in taka findin presents for val’s bf, to eatin ice creams at dempsey’s ben & jelly’s, we den went to holland V for a dinner at subway…..

Its still ok lar… coz thruout the whole dae, we juz keep on chattin and chattin…. until its ard 10 plus pm, I sat on the same bus wif val as I am goin to hougang to take a bus back home…..

Ok…. nw, I hadn’t been restin on sunday at all…. which 20 July…. The whole afernoon, I had a talk wif one of my old sec sch friends as he wans me to go back to network marketin… sianz… I long time never go back liao and moreover I doin so well, outside, so askin me to go back seems wrong lehx….

Aniwae, I did told him to tell his manager, a guy whom I took into network marketin yrs ago, to haf another session wif me, coz I was rushin for time after tat…. so see hw larx…. After all, if I will to go back, I do wan to go back highli…. But part of tat is tat, I haf another friend who is knowlegeable abt network marketin, so goin back, I will seek his advice 1st….

Den on sunday nite, after dinner wif my bro, rave, I was alone larx…. so I msg C ( yupz…. name her as C.), den see if she wans meet me lorx… N she does larx, so we went to haf a chit chat session at mac till 11 plus pm, den sent her home….

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Sunday, July 13, 2008

FINAL - Episode 6

July 13 2008, Sunday

Some ppl said that they are born to be a leader, while some ppl sae tat they are being trained to be a leader. So wat abt me???? I am neither ani of those. I am forced to become a leader.



In 1999, when I started to become a volunteer, I will never have thought I will be doing volunteering work till now, which is 9 yrs alreadi… Woah…. But wat surprises me is tat I haf never thot of myself as a leader, coz I seriousli dun look like one. However in the yr 2001, when they needed a leader, I was forced to go into leadership….



Oh crap… but hey, its been 7 yrs of becomin a volunteer leader and I am still goin on wif it…. But I knw as the days goes, I knw tat its abt time to end tis volunteerin journey…. In 2010… Yeah, after the 2010 dec y camp, I will be leavin ymca, nt to go to other association larx, but more of like stoppin to do volunteerin work for a while…. After 2010 dec, I wan to concentrate on other things in my life…..



Ooh… Aniwae, great news!!! My sept APSN committee has finally been formed…. Yeah!!! Co Leader, Alan with me, I have 4 other group leaders…



They are…



- Daniel Ouyang (my good bro and a veri gd volunteer leader, yeah… he’s been doin volunteer leader durin nature walk.)

- Chi Chiang (another gd bro of mine, whom we haf worked together for 1 yr as the president and VP of Interact Club… ehx… chi chiang is the president.)

- Serene Ho (the famous photographer durin the dec 07’s y camp, I believed she needed a platform to show her leadership and I really believe she will be a great help to me.)

- and finally, Serene Toh (my interact club’s senior and 1 batch above me’s board of director…. Ehx, she will act as Alan’s understudy as she has not participate in any y outings before. But she will be continuin to help me out wif oct’s apsn outin…. so vola, she’s here….)



Arhx… yesh, I am overall IC for sept and oct’s apsn outin…. I do hope tis sept one will be a veri gd one, I definelti haf faith in all my leaders…. They r a veri gd batch of leaders whom I haf knw thru yrs and mths….. Actualli, I haf a list of leaders whom I wanted to work wif (juz to clarify tat no one is back up to another one, k????)….



Like Ning, I wanted her to join my tis comm, but she’s been too busy liao and cannt all sat go for y outin…. Sigh…. Den AJ, she’s also busy larx…. Wif all her projects…. Terence is interested wif oct’s outin…. Willl contact him soon….



Yesh, I will be finalisin the leaders for the oct’s apsn outin next mth…. Do take note lorx, all suitable candidates…. haha… I haf alreadi in mind who r the leaders I am findin for oct’s apsn outin alreadi and is alreadi lookin at their performances in volunteerin work….



11 July 2008

Nw… hw am I wonderin to myself, where am I able to find so much free time to do volunteerin work on fridaes…. But somehw tinkin after 2010 dec, I am not continuin to do volunteerin work le… why nt nw do more???? Tats why I joined the y reading club @ metta sch…..

Tis y readin club is different frm the y readin club @ SCAS…. At scas, u r concentratin on playin games and readin stories to the buddies, but at metta sch, you will need to help the buddies to improve their grades…. Tats why I find it so meaninful and tats why I wanted to help them improve in the comin exams….

I guess at the start its nt easy to juz tok to my buddy as I needed some time to warm up, but as time goes on, we are chattin and chattin…. I realli find it great coz I am able to understand wat he’s doin…. I guessed its alreadi some great leap in me in my skills in volunteerin work….

For the next few y readin sessions, I will be doin my best to see hw much I can help him improve his english…. I guess its abt time to use my skills in volunteerin and skills of life to help myself improve in areas i am weak, like nt tokin much??? Nt intitiative enugh????

Haha…. hw surprised am I to find siok wai, a interact club members alone in tis program…. After a chit chat session on the way hme wif her, I am interested to put her as my grp leader for the y apsn outin in oct…. U knw wat realli made me to do tat??? Its her courage to come out of interact club and do volunteerin work alone in ymca…. She somehw reminds me of hw I start goin for outins alone in 2007… I didn’t go to any of the outins or activities wif anyone, I juz joined in myself….

N sok wai is someone who can chat wif u almost anything…. I truli believe tat is one great qualities a leader shld haf…. Will tok to her next wk to see wat’s her view to become one of my grp leaders…..

12 July 2008

Juz one dae after seein eileen, I saw her the next dae…. sigh…. hahahahaha…. juz kiddin larx…..

Ok, u can ignore the 1st line actualli…. Aniwae, I went for the y confidence trainin and tis program is a program which let me RETRAIN, REDO N RELEARN my volunteerin and leadership skills…..

Perhaps its been yrs tat I forgotten hw I started it all…. After servin as a volunteer and volunteer leader for such a long time, I guessed I haf forgotten the happie self when I first started as a volunteer and the courage and initiative self when I first became a volunteer leader…..

Y confidence is definetli a program I found back the first of a volunteer in me and the first of a volunteer leader in me…. N to my surprise, becoz of tis refound of all the first, I was happily enjoyin everi moment in y confidence…. Nt even a sign of disappointment of nt becomin one of the leaders in tis program…..

It was also tis program tat made me leap forward of my skills of volunteerin and leadership in the past tat I had…. RETRAIN, REDO N RELEARN helped me to get in touch and communicate more wif the other volunteers, takin initiative in any things more than I ever did these few yrs…. Since like I had onli ever did those when I first started out as a leader in 2001…. Den slowli, I never did tat….

My skills of volunteerin stop for some time, den new skills comes in and it juz went on…. But tis time round at y readin @ metta sch and y confidence, I haf to RETRAIN, REDO N RELEARN everi thing tat I knw and to use my experience to help my buddies whom I never gt in touch wif before……

I seriousli believe I will be a better volunteer and volunteer leader after tis 2 programs ended…. RETRAIN, REDO N RELEARN is realli a great thing…. This experience will let me knw hw much can I improve frm the skills I alreadi had…..

Ok… nw, juz wanted to sae thanx to my mentor…. hehe…. Ooh… If ani one who saw tis post is interested to become one of my apsn leaders for oct outin, do contact me, k??? I currentli haf serene toh, sok wai is nt confirm, but will be tokin to her on comin fri…. So will need 2 more??? haha….

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Monday, July 7, 2008

FINAL - Episode 5

July 07 2008, Monday

The time now is 11.03 am. I had juz returned home nt long ago, bath and nw infront of my com, typin in this blog entry. Juz in tis 2 days, 2 huge events made me realli rmb it for life….



July 05 2008

Nw, earli in the mornin at 8am SHARP…. I reached Pasir Ris Mrt stn… Coz its my 1st time as a leader of MINDS outin… woo hoo… Aniwae, after some serious remindal frm my mentor, I guessed its abt time I shld changed my habits of bein late for outins… N I will keep tis up as long as I can….



8.30am, ning was earli than my other comm members… I actualli dunno why she came so earli also…. But well, I dunno wat to tok to her either… Its nt realli easy for me to change overnite lar… I mean, to go over to all the volunteers n say : “hey, hw are you?” I seriousli needed some warmup lor…. Aniwae, I was busy dryin my bag as water frm my water bottle spilt out…. Ok, but after as more volunteers come, I did some interaction, which I cld sae is a breakthru lar….



Hm… for the whole outin, I guessed my performance as a leader was juz a good…. Nt realli the best, coz I haf still alot more to improve on… I guessed tis outin, the pts tat I set for the volunteers were met, so seriousli, they haf done well… But I gotta remind myself, I was never doin the best job as a leader. My performance still needs a lot of improvement…. Guessed my mentor said correctli….



Aniwae, I hoped tat tis start of a good performance for tis outin will brin in better performance for ani outins….



After debriefin session wif the grp…. Everione got together to celebrate ning’s birthdae… Haha…. wat a chaotic times it is, as she is smashed wif her cake…. Hahaha…. Ok… I didn’t did much to help her either and I got my retribution…. I was juz standin at a corner and while she was chasin after someone else, she juz came beside me and smashed me wif her handful of cake… OMG…. Thank god tat I will be changin my clothin before I go to after glow…..



I left after the comm debriefin and went straight for home to change…. Its time for After Glow….



I did manage to come juz a little bit late…. Hm… tis after glow is a bit different frm the past post camp gatherin I attended… Eileen had tis ice breaker game, disaster for all of us to play lar… o_O … hahaha… but seriousli, I guessed its gd as volunteers frm each sub camps are abled to mix ard….



Den lookin at the camp video, I was tinkin abt alot…. 5 y camps alreadi…. Woah…. Hw did I managed to continue for so long??? I seriousli dunno…. Juz as all my past camp mates, onli like ning, terence, daniel, huda, ai jia, jinng yi, arnold, enard, alicia and huijing came back more than once, I guessed huijing, alicia and me came back the most…. But tink back all the hardship I went thru as a volunteer in tis camp, all the busy times in the log team and the haeadache and larah times I had as a programmer, I guessed all is worth it….



I made a promise to myself tat y camp dec 2010 will be my last one… If I can continue till den, I will be able to go thru 10 y camps… N more realisticalli, I haf to tink of wat roles do I actualli suit more… so I actualli haf requested eileen to put me back into the log team and nowhere else…. Seriousli, tis is nt juz out of the blues tingy, but more of after I tink thru carefulli…..



Hearin ppl tokin abt their reflections abt the camp, I was seriousli touched… especialli when ning came out to sae abt hers, I was inspired by wat she sae…. Frm 1999 till nw, I haf been doin 8 yrs of volunteerin work, at times when I was abt to gif up, it was the ppl whom I had work wif bear wif me all my tempers and mani other unreasonable requests to do mani stuff, tat I had the confidence to keep on goin…. Nw wif a mentor guidin me, I am realli glad she did….



After hearin frm wat ning said, I will wan to continue till dec 2010 wif ymca…. After tinkin realli hard, I realised tat nth is more impt when you actualli put all ur heart in to help the ppl whom you wanted to help…. More imptli is tat, you are able to gif as much of ur love and concern to the ppl ard you….



The after glows ended in a huge laughter wif the funnie videos yinghui made…. Hahaha….



Den, some of us proceed to timbre for some chillin out session… I had to sae I lost all my image when after drinkin 3 full cups of bacardi plus mixer, I vomited… OMG…. N wats worse, infront of my gd friend, ning…. diaoz…. o_O”" … wah lew…. sigh…. After the 2nd time I vomited, justin and jerome, n tink ying hui helped me out to let me take a cab home… thanx to them….



Argh…. tat nite I had a freakin headache after drinkin tat much… OMG…. though the food is nice lar…..



July 06 2008

Kool…. yeah… I managed to wake up at 9am, despite of drunken state…. haha… Aniwae, I went online to surf till 3pm and left home… I am goin to val’s surprise birthdae parti….



I reached east coast park at ard 5pm… Ok, nt becoz tat I was late, I managed to take a bus and reached the park at 4pm, but walkin frm carpark E3 to C1, it took me nearli 1 hr…. OMG…. When I reached there, I was like…. shag…. realli shag….



After chillin and tokin for a while, yiliang and tiying appeared ard 5.30pm… wif lots of stuff…. Aniwae, we managed to juz stand ard and tok and tok and tok till val came lar…. Ok, at the start, its onli juz food and one small birthdae cake lor… Wats fun is tat val had a big box of present for her…. woah….



Aniwae, the food was nice… but I seriousli cannt eat too much, after vomitin too much yst…. I also drank ard 3 cups of coke and changed to green tea…. Den, had some small chit chattin session wif yiwei… gd to knw tat he’s also in y confidence…. haha… he’s camp commander for dec 08’s y camp, so he had to be there….



It will be a challengin y confidence lorx…. N I hoped I can do my veri best in y confidence…. Also heard tat val will be in dec 08’s y camp as sub camp commander…. gd gd….



Hm…. well, tis paragraph abt wat actualli happened, actualli I wanted to put it into my entri, but somehw I dun feel its appropriate…. So, I will nt put it in, but I will write it in another way…. I can onli sae, heaven is realli fair… I am nt a veri gd guy, tats why when he let me met gd girls, they can onli be my friends N nt my girlfriend, but its ok, I guessed tat girl has met someone better than me…. I sincerli wish them happiness…. I knw I am nt in a way better than ani of the guys, nt even him, n moreove, the me nw is nt concentratin on love issue, so might as well forget it….



I was a passerby in love, a friend to the ones I haf feelins for…..



Aniwae, the biggest surprise for val is tat her bf, samuel came lorx…. hw sweet…. Seein 2 couples, val and samuel, libing and andrew, I felt tat its normalli when the girls can out her faith on tat particular guy who can take gd care of her, tats hw they are together….



Den slowli, libing and andrew left 1st…. followed by pau, yiwei and huili, den val and samuel…. Onli left yiliang, ah kar, tiying and me tokin and playin games, which I had a hard time figurin out the answers larx…. The 3 of them got some slp after 4am… I was tinkin a lot in my mind and thus cldnt slp….. We did tri to wait for the sun to come out in east coast park, but juz cldnt see ani… so sad….



We left the place at ard 8 plus am, after our breakfast, returnin to our hmes wif a tired and shag face….

I am shag, but I still cldnt slp yet…. I dunno why seriousli, but guessed I still had lots of thoughts to tink and tings to do….

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