Sunday, June 15, 2008

FINAL - Episode 2

June 16 2008, Monday

Looking at the time now… its 2 am in the morning… I am tinkin abt wat shld I be writin in tis entry seriousli… It gaf me some time to ponder over wat has happen over the wks, or shld I sae wat will be happenin to me frm the next time I open my eyes after I went to slp ltr….

Hm… why nt let’s go back to wat happen in the past few days…..

Let’s see…. Wednesday…. I went back to ymca to help out wif the feedback form thingy…. N tat makes my whole dae @ ymca lor… Nw, the whole morning had been me typing the feedback forms in the com…. I guessed mani were surprised by my new hair color…. Ok, I bleach the whole hair and ppl get excited…. But well, tis kind of excitement happens onli once in a while…. hahah…

































haha…. its nt the 1st time I am changin my hair colors though… Coz before I enlisted into NS, my hair was strikin red…. Ok, aniwae, back to wat happen at ymca… the most funniest thingy happen after lunch…. Ying hui, mai, kai fai (he reminded me of his h in kah… which shld be spelt correctli as kai… haha…), guo sheng and me found some fake bread at action citi in PS…. somehw, eileen believe us and tried to ate it…. Haha…. the whole scene was filmed dwn lar… looks like after glow, tis video will be shown lol….

I tink kai fai gt addicted to it and went out wif wei guang (after he got tricked also) to buy more breads…. OMG…. heard they are tryin to trick more y camp main comm durin their debrief…. hahaha…. hw cld after glow nt be fun???? Aniwae, my rest of the daes were spent helpin yew chong to clear his store wif guo sheng n kai fai…..

Ooh…. I gotta the tix for the movie premier tmr…. saw my facebook inbox tat tmr there will be a lot of mediacorp artiste there for the movie premier of GET SMART…. hwever, tat movie is nt sth tat interest me though…. more of the post camp gatherin tmr interest me alot…..

Aniwae, tat nite, kai fai, ying hui, guo sheng and me met justin ( his eyes were rather huge for the hair colors….) for dinner at clark quay….. den we went for drinkin session…. Ok, its nt fruit juice but beer…. Though, guo sheng and kai fai dun drink…. strange…. Aniwae, I was rather sad durin the process of drinkin…. we had some heartfelt tok also…. Guessed the interestin part was tat we all spam yining’s handphone wif msgs on wat’s kai fai father’s name… ( coz bth of them had the same surname…)

I made some decisions after the drink…. Den, wei guang came and we all left for home….

Hm…. I guessed the next few days, I had been more on facebook postin funnie pictures of the programs team, addin ppl or ppl addin me…. Hm…. also lookin for some jobs tat I liked….

Tink tmr will be sendin in resumes to jobs related to social services sector…. also waitin for repli on more info frm the seals enterprise ( they are the grp which help out in the y camp’s camp fire…. saw eileen’s mail tat they are askin ppl to join them as trainers… so see whether can get a job at there…. hehe…)

Ooh…. take tis chance to wish my elder god sis, serene, HAPPIE BIRTHDAE…. she mae haf been someone I loved in the past, but nw I juz wished our friendship will never ends…. I am realli happie to haf her as my elder god sis le….

Tink its fridae, I spent the whole nite till saturdae mornin at my friend’s rave’s hse…. Discussin abt business opportunities and playin his psp…. Ok… its a long time I haf nt play yugioh, the game le…. so rather crave to play the game leh….

After one nite of nt slpin and playin…. I guessed I am more confident of makin tat impt decisions after my drinkin session wif justin and the rest….

For such a long time, I haf always been wooin after tis girl…. N I haf never succeed…. I always thot I haf nt done much better…. But I guess the problems dun lies wif any thing else, but me… After for such a long time, its onli durin those heartfelt tokin session tat I realised I was never a guy who can take gd care of ani girl….

Aniwae, after all these yrs, I nw onli realised I haf wasted all my life into something which I will never even able to achieve…. Hw foolish I can be…. I haf knw the fact tat I am nt tat handsome…. Nw I also knw the fact tat I was never a good guy any girl can put her faith on….

So I decided to stop wastin time on findin girlfriend…. Lookin at hw ning who has decided to put her time more on volunteerin work, I realised tat its abt time to move on to something I shld haf done more…. Nw, the main priority is to find a job, get stable income and to do more volunteerin work to gif back to the societi….

As for relationship wise, I seriousli felt tat there’s no purpose in it animore…. No pt to look for one animore le…. I guessed its nt easy but well, its the most wise decision tat I haf made so far… Nw, its time for more impt things … Movin on…..

Nw comin back to realiti…. todae, I went to the recee for MINDS outin…. I haf nt much to complain abt except probabali the workin style between the apsn committee and the minds committee r a lot of different…. I may nt be tat xi guang lar…. coz workin style is different mah….  But watever it is, I realli haf to thanx weili for givin me a chance to be part of tis mth’s committee….

So wat’s goin to happen to me tmr??? I guessed a start will be to send out my resumes… Hm… focus on my volunteerin work… N wats more, see wat is happenin on facebook… (hahah…. tats a part of pure entertainment)…



Actualli, I shld be grateful tat god has given me one more dae to live, rite??? Its alreadi something worth happie abt when u r able to open ur eyes everi mornin…. Alrite… tmr’s the movie premier… Wonder wat fun tingy will happen…..

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