Wednesday, March 12, 2008

CHANCE - Episode 9

March 13 2008, Thursday

Veri Importanli, tis post came in so late tat I wanna sae sorrie to all who haf been waitin… Aniwae, my com crash dwn on last sat… Bo bian… till todae, I am onli back online lol… OMG…. saw on my facebook, miss so mani stuffs…. wah…

Ok… let me haf a self reflection… Let’s see… Last sat, Its the last reading club session for pau as staff lar… So the hard work of makin the scrapbk did nt realli go to waste… Kool manz… I tink pau is realli touched by all of us for makin tis scrapbook lar… Aniwae, the moment has come for pau to search for her new future, but, she will come back as a volunteer thou…



Well, last sat, I had quite a fun time at reading club… Moreover, the 3 musketters, yi wei, huili and me finalli came together back to reading club, probabli for the last time??? I dunno, but its hard to see the 3 of us in action for such a long time le… Therefore, sat’s reading club is veri memorable and significant one…



I am realli glad to be able to had tis session of reading club wif yi wei, huili together… Miss the times where all 3 of us sit dwn together n start to plan… I, deep in my heart knw tat I may nt be able to haf another session of reading club in the near future… But as far as we knw, the friendship will be juz there…

Its also a wonderful reading club on tat dae where most of the senior members gathered together to celebrate pau’s last reading club as staff… Hw touchin… Tiying, Val, Ah Kar, Yiliang, Yi Wei, Huili, Yi Shan, Li Bing, Yan An and me…. woah… Its been some time since so mani of us gathered together….



At the end, pau cried…. Dunno is laughin or cryin… haha… but well, I guessed the effort we all put in is well paid off… After the reading club, most of us proceed to qu qu mian for lunch… With all of us chattin and eatin, we shared a wonderful afternoon together…. Den before the nite’s MINDS CAFE, tiying, val, ah kar, libing n yan an went to NTU open house, after tryin hard to decide whether to go for SMU or NTU… While yi liang n yi shan went to SMU open hse instead… For me… I went home onli to watch lu xiao feng as my com break dwn… haiz…



At nite’s minds cafe, all of us played games and enjoyed thru the nite… I did nt ordered ani food lar… Coz I had eaten mixed vege rice lol… hahaha… Nt tat I am broke or wat, but I gotta my pay liao….



Hm… need to save money mah… so cannt eat outside always… Aniwae, cleared my debt, which I own tiying 26 dollars plus plus and val a typical 4 dollars for the scrapbk…

So, we all played the dinosaur games… I dunno, sth like heart attack… Its like as the longer u play, u will become veri fast somehw…. But well, I often gt lapse in time… Sianz…. Oh… They all tried changin to taboo, but somehw, tat does nt interest most ppl, so well, changed back to dinosaur bones again…. Den ard 10 plus, everyone home sweet home…



Last Fri, its anniversary dae for my NS camp… eh… there r 2 different sports to be played… street soccer n bowlin… I on tat dae gt dropped out of soccer team ehx… haha… Ok lar, its accpetable coz after I return frm MC, my soccer playin skills sucks… plus goalkeepin skills deprove… so obviousli, I will nt get to play lar…



Nt bad for my NS mates leh… they gotta a 2nd back… Hm… to speak the truth, its onli 4 teams participatin mah… so, gettin a 2nd is better than gettin some 3rd or 4th rite???



Aniwae, I formed the bowlin team to take part in bowlin… Hm… nt bad lar for my team, 14th out of 20 plus teams… As for my personal score arhx… I tink its one of the best score… a total of 2 rounds, wif the score of 187… so nt bad liao…. 1st round, 106, 2nd round 81…



K… enugh of my NS camp’s anniversary…. Speakin on tat dae, I was somehw saddened lar… Coz a misunderstandin cost me all my chances le….



Nw in my last episode, there’s a few paragraph bein deleted… somehw, its written wrongli, cozin eileen to misunderstand… Urgh… I can onli blame myself for usin the wrong words… Aniwae, nw I knw tat maybe my chances in the upcomin y camp to do sth will be like a veri low pt where I cld nt be doin anithin at all….

Haiz… bo bian… Words once bein said out, it cannt be taken back… No matter u tri hw hard to explain it, it will leave the other parti a impression of wat u r tryin to mean… Nw, I will leave to the lord to decide le… Since i am in the middle of no where, I might as well do go n tink of other stuffs than brood abt it….

Well, I can onli sae one thing truthfulli… I dun expect anithin animore… I had done my best, the rest will depend on whether u gif me the chance or nt… I dun need to sae much to anione, my effort n wat I had done for all these while, says it all… The rest, u all can decide for me….

Aniwae, thanx her for concernin abt wat happen to me… Thanx leh… hehe…

Den mondae, is the cohesion dae for my NS camp… Hm… went to see 10 000 BC… Ehx, will nt comment much lar, juz in case some of us haf nt watch it yet… Ok… I will gif 2 1/2 stars out of 5 lar… Nt exactli worth ur time to go cinema to watch lar… but if U are interested, den go watch…. Tats all I can tell u guys….



Ok, wat else happens… Ooh… after the cohesion, I went to toa payoh in search of something I promised her tat I will do for her… To find souffle….



Hm… reached crystal jade la mian xiao long bao lar… Hm… beside there’s tis crystal jade, my bread… Well, nt much of a effort… Didnt manage to find it leh…. Hw disappointin… Found sth like tat, but nt exactli wat I wanted… So, I went back to sengkang wif a huge disappointment…. Sigh…

Den, yst… I was nt feelin tat gd lar… So my friend, ZL invited me for a drink over beer… Ok lar, I am quite a gd drinker, so no problem drinkin… But well, didnt feel realli gd lol… These few daes had nt been my best daes… N I am tryin real hard to make sure I can stay on positive… Hw bad can tat be????



Believe it or nt, these few daes wifout my com, wifout my internet, its killin me… I miss her so much tat I felt bad wif myself??? Silli, I also tink so, but nwadaes, whenever I am feelin dwn, I always hope tat I can tok to her… Regardless its friendship or feelins, I juz wanted to share my joy, sadness wif her… But somehw, when I cld nt use the internet, handphone msg seem nt useable leh… Urghx…



Lord, pls dun let me internet go dwn again… Its hard for me to realli haf someone whom I can tok to nwadaes le…

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