CHANCE - Episode 8
The whole committee can be shown on the last pic… Frm the left is li jing, me, shiqi, minjing n finalli yew chong… Nw… esp the 3 girls, I sorta of gotta confused for a while… but somehw, after sometime, I gt to clarify who is who le… Aniwae, everione in the committee haf done a great job… definetli great… congrats to everione…. Nw comin back to NS… I haf been tired after comin home everidae… Dunno why, but somehw energy doesnt stay wif me… N fact is whenever she came in veri late online on msn at nite, I didn’t get to tok to her veri much… But somehw, I am realli am glad tat the lord still let me tok to her even if its a veri veri short conversation… ; D
Oh yar, back nw n den, I had joined the rest of my NS mates in bathin after work… I dun normalli do tat in the past, but currentli, I juz joined them lol, as in nt realli bathin, but wipin my body wif soap, den rinse wif water…. So bein a realli lazi guy, I nw onli brin home my shirt, singlet n shorts once per wk, leavin them in camp… hahaha….
Aniwae, I haf decided to sold my good fridae guard duti for the sake of eileen as I promised eileen tat I will be helpin her wif her church on mar 22… Haiz… cost me 80 dollars lol… Actualli quite ok lar coz its the market rate for sellin duti… Oh yar, had helped all my NS mates n me printed the ORD calendar… yeah… finalli its comin and when comes mar 6, I still gt 3 mths left lol… Nw comin back to ymca… I am realli confused lol… haiz… Coz I am back to a feelin of nt here, nt there… Juz realli nt everiwhere…
*** From the Author’s words : There’s some miscommunication here…. Thus, tis paragraph is bein taken out…. Sorrie for ani inconvenience…. ***
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realli n sincerely prayed to the lord… pls gif me some clear instructions bah….Nw lets see… on fri, feb 29, which is wat mani ppl sae abt the leap yrs… coz ppl born on tis dae n tis mth can onli celebrate their birthdae everi 4 yrs… Nw, on tis dae, its krystle n her twin sis’s birthdae… Somehw the original plan of meetin zhiliang n carolyn were pushed back on tat dae due to my physioteraphist too naggy…
After reachin tampines, I met zhiliang n carolyn… somehw carolyn seems realli beautiful todae, arhx… 1st time I saw her like tat arhx… as for zhiliang, ai yah, he always act handsome, somehw makin himself lookin appropraiteli… haha… Aniwae, we reached pasir ris 8 plus pm lol…
On the wae on buyin the present, sittin on train n bus, I didnt get too close to zhiliang n carolyn… I guessed I didnt wan to disturb them… carolyn needs a guy who can understand her and help her when she needed… A guy whom can tok to her when she needs , n zhiliang haf done it alreadi… So by lettin them be together, I guessed it will be more appropriate… I am sorrie carol, but I am nt a guy whom can be by ur side one… I am more than juz a stranger to u nw, coz our distance in understandin each other haf been too far awae seem mani yrs ago….
Thruout the whole birthdae parti, we had met a girl, tink her name is dennis, ehx… she’s krystle’s pri sch friend… somehw, zhiliang gt a likin to her… haha… Aniwae, ard 11 plus pm, we gt a free ride frm dennis’s dad… Hm… I kept quiet the whole nite, tinkin mani stuff… Its onli after sendin carolyn to her blk, den I felt better… somehw, I realli felt a distant between carolyn n me… haiz…
Nw on mar 01, sat, I went to MINDs outin… ehx… seems like a long time never go le… haha… Realli enjoy it lar… coz bein the volunteer is still the best, no worries… haha… no need to tink so hard abt wat to plan n wat to do for the outin, juz go there n serve, tats all…
But tis time round, my beneficairi seems veri hyper lol… wah lau… made me so tired… haha… N he’s always off to touch girls n even guys lol… somehw I juz gotta fend him off… He realli scared off girls lar… wah lau… hahaha… well, tis is realli the 1st time, I get so mentalli n physicalli challenge in y outin lol… haha…
After hangin out wif sandy n guo sheng’s friends, I went back to sengkang to cut my hair… Hm… realli long le lol, so haf to cut it, if nt arhx… mondae, die… hahaha… Aniwae, at nite, went to find the reading club’s ppl to do scrapbookin for pau…. Haha… can sae we were all chattin more than doin work….
In the end, do until miss the last train at novena… OMG… in the end had to sit wif tiying n her bf in a cab back to sengkang… wah… still owe tiying money, nw own her again… hahaha… aniwae, saw her bf, cheng long… can feel tat tis guy is realli a gd guy n he will definetli brin tiying happiness…. wish them gd luck to their future….
So where’s my… will she be mine future??? I guessed the time is still nt the rite time yet… nw we bth r juz gd friend…
