CHANCE - Episode 12
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Yeah… Finalli gt my photos of me singin taken… Yeah… Hm… tat dae we all sang till 12 midnight bah… Yan Ann’s voice was nt alrite, cannt sing veri well leh… Heard tat his sick, so voice also gone… I nt in the form tat dae, haf nt even open my vocal, so the whole session was like tryin to break open my vocal till the last few den ok…
Ying Shan and Libing had some time singing english songs… Esp. Libing, she can realli sing veri well… Huili also had her gd time singing… Nt bad for someone who never sing often… Shiqi’s singing style is like stefanie sun, maybe she can sing like tat more often next time…
As for ah kar, she sings better tis time nw… I tink can hear alot of improvement ehx… For pauline, she onli like english songs… Guessed chinese songs will never be her kind of music…. Ehx… Val came veri late, but as usual, she still will nt sing ani song… Haiz… Tat dae she also nt feelin well ehx…
The whole session ended quite late. Ying Shan, libing and huili had left earlier… Val and yan ann cld still catch the train…Thus, left ah kar, pau, shiqi and me catchin a cab home… The session ended quite ok lar… Hope next time when I go sing kbox is wif money one… Tat nite, I ended up ownin ppl money ehx…
Lack of confident??? I guessed I am… Haiz…. Haiz… Ai yo yo… Why when I thot tat things are better, its becomes worse again… Haiz… Maybe I am nt tat great after all… I guessed I had never been the person ppl will look upon to… I juz dun understand wat haf I done to deserve all the untrust in me… I juz dun understand….
All I did all these while was to fight for wat I wanted wif my best effort bein put in… I mae nt be the best, but I am nt tat bad wat… Haiz… So why had I nw become someone nt bein trusted wif anything… Haf I done something wrong graveli??? Haf I done sth bad tat harmed ppl in aniwae???
I juz dun knw… After all these, I am no longer confident in facing anything animore… I dun knw when will I regain the confident I needed animore… Nw, maybe a peaceful life is more suitable for me ehx??? Oh lord, when will these sufferins go awae???
Oh yar… I forget to congrat myself… ORD LOR… no lar… still gt 2 mths plus… Juz tat I had received my ord letter liao… woo hoo… Tats gd, nw can realli ord wifout ani worries… haha… coz letter come, confirm is reservist time liao… Aniwae, I am on the reserve holdin list of HQ SCE for my reservist unit….Hehe… cannt wait for my hair to go back to red color and my new hp leh… hehe….













































