CHANCE - Episode 6
February 10 2008
K guys… I will post some of AJ’s performance photos 1st before I continued todae’s episode….
Well, its our fav AJ’s performances last fridae… As a support, the TURTLES were all there to support her… Somehw I received these pics frm ning… Aniwae, as wat ning sae… AJ looked somehw like ah ma… OMG… but ok lar… she has tat child like face, even if she’s a ah ma, she’s more like child like ah ma…. hahaha…. Back to todae’s episode…. CNY…
My CNY was nt tat great at all… Maybe u can sae nt even a veri big thing after all… Coz onli on CNY eve, my grandma (mum’s side) came to cook for my family… Well, as a matter of some dispute, 5 of us were onli the ppl celebratin tis yr…
The 5 ppl are My grandma, dad, mum, younger sis and me…. We all went eatin some dishes and tats it… Reunion dinner… Den for the rest of the 4 daes in CNY, its veri borin… its even borin for the whole of fridae when I went unlucki, com spoiled, she nt replin my msg… sigh… Wat a veri unlucki dae….
Actualli, she also seldom repli my msg nwadaes…. I guessed CNY tis yr is juz plain simple n sweet… Nth complicated, nth big realli… Sigh… I guessed maybe somedaes when u wanted some excitement, it mae juz happen…. but lookin at the current trend, CNY will be gettin more borin as each yr goes by for me….
Nw 2 daes before CNY, my camp mates and me went to geylang for…. ah… dun tink too far… we juz went there in the 1st place is to eat frog leg porridge, but somehw, due to walkin too long and time is gettin veri late, all the 5 of us ended up eatin tim sum….
Well, due to eatin in coffee shop, dalton, my camp mate ordered beers… Heniken beers… Stanley who is the driver onli get to drink tea… so there left, 4 of us, but grayson and nicholas did nt realli drink too much and if I can rmb, its onli dalton and me drinkin 2 n 1/2 big cups…
Somehw, I am liked 1/2 awake and 1/2 drunk due to emotions boilin inside me…. Den after dinner, the 5 of us went ard geylang and viewin the different scenerios we will nt see everydae… As I can sae, its a veri different experiences, coz u see different sorts of ppl wif different aims on tat veri nite….
1 dae before CNY was nt a different dae either…. Thou its off n I get to slp veri late, but at nite, I had to attend the Y Nature Walk’s meetin… Well, almost all things r settled and for my log team, I also gt plans for them to do… Oh yar, Sth funnie happened lol…. Out of the 8 volunteers I recruited, 5 of them became leaders for tis event… Wah!!!
Till todae, 12 ppl r confirmed inside my log team…. N one of them is my CSC’s junior, Joel… Eh… workin wif him again is ok la… Juz hope he can improved on his volunteerin skills and personal skills in order one dae to become a volunteer leader in YMCA…
Todae, went to play mahjong… Eh… nt too bad, at 1st winnin, but somehw luck desert me and did nt stay wif me long even I had done like wat mahjong king, ah wang had taught me… Haha… dun get wrong, ah wang the mahjong king is the movie, que shen, nt a real person…
I lost 6 dollars in the end…. Oh… Unexpectedli, todae I found out tat she’s also someone who likes to play mahjong, somehw her luck is better than me lol… Sigh… Next time, I guessed askin her out for a game of mahjong is nt tat bad orhx….
Back to her… I realli is at a lost alreadi… Oh god, wat shld I do nw????
I realli dunno, I haf tried everithing I can and did wat I can for her… But somehw nth has been improved… Thou the feelin is nt like stranger, but definetli I felt tat its more to friends side and is more than friends bah…. I guessed she can feel it whenever I gaf my care and concern to her…
Aniwae, before I end, gt one song wan to share wif all of u….
From The Heart
I know you’ve heard these words a hundred other times before
And you’ve been hurt and so your heart has chose to close the door
Love broke your heart and brought you lies
Look in my eyes
You’ll see a love that’s deep and true
Tender and strong and all for you
You can trust this love
Honest, that’s the honest truth.
From the heart
I’m giving you everything, everything
From the heart
I promise you that I’ll be there
I’ll be there to love you
From the soul
I’m showing you all I feel, all I feel is
From the heart, from the heart.
I will protect you and respect you and be all you need
And when you reach for love you’ll only need to reach for me
These arms will never let you down
They’re staying around
I’ll walk with you through every storm
I’ll keep you safe, I’ll keep you warm
and you’ll have no doubt
You’re the one I’m living for
I’ll provide the love you need
Just trust my touch
Believe in me
I’ll never make you cry
Giving all I’ve got with all I’ve got inside.
Another level - From The Heart
Well, its our fav AJ’s performances last fridae… As a support, the TURTLES were all there to support her… Somehw I received these pics frm ning… Aniwae, as wat ning sae… AJ looked somehw like ah ma… OMG… but ok lar… she has tat child like face, even if she’s a ah ma, she’s more like child like ah ma…. hahaha…. Back to todae’s episode…. CNY…
My CNY was nt tat great at all… Maybe u can sae nt even a veri big thing after all… Coz onli on CNY eve, my grandma (mum’s side) came to cook for my family… Well, as a matter of some dispute, 5 of us were onli the ppl celebratin tis yr…
The 5 ppl are My grandma, dad, mum, younger sis and me…. We all went eatin some dishes and tats it… Reunion dinner… Den for the rest of the 4 daes in CNY, its veri borin… its even borin for the whole of fridae when I went unlucki, com spoiled, she nt replin my msg… sigh… Wat a veri unlucki dae….
Actualli, she also seldom repli my msg nwadaes…. I guessed CNY tis yr is juz plain simple n sweet… Nth complicated, nth big realli… Sigh… I guessed maybe somedaes when u wanted some excitement, it mae juz happen…. but lookin at the current trend, CNY will be gettin more borin as each yr goes by for me….
Nw 2 daes before CNY, my camp mates and me went to geylang for…. ah… dun tink too far… we juz went there in the 1st place is to eat frog leg porridge, but somehw, due to walkin too long and time is gettin veri late, all the 5 of us ended up eatin tim sum….
Well, due to eatin in coffee shop, dalton, my camp mate ordered beers… Heniken beers… Stanley who is the driver onli get to drink tea… so there left, 4 of us, but grayson and nicholas did nt realli drink too much and if I can rmb, its onli dalton and me drinkin 2 n 1/2 big cups…
Somehw, I am liked 1/2 awake and 1/2 drunk due to emotions boilin inside me…. Den after dinner, the 5 of us went ard geylang and viewin the different scenerios we will nt see everydae… As I can sae, its a veri different experiences, coz u see different sorts of ppl wif different aims on tat veri nite….
1 dae before CNY was nt a different dae either…. Thou its off n I get to slp veri late, but at nite, I had to attend the Y Nature Walk’s meetin… Well, almost all things r settled and for my log team, I also gt plans for them to do… Oh yar, Sth funnie happened lol…. Out of the 8 volunteers I recruited, 5 of them became leaders for tis event… Wah!!!
Till todae, 12 ppl r confirmed inside my log team…. N one of them is my CSC’s junior, Joel… Eh… workin wif him again is ok la… Juz hope he can improved on his volunteerin skills and personal skills in order one dae to become a volunteer leader in YMCA…
Hm… still decidin on whether to haf a meetin wif the log team… Guessed will discuss wif yew chong on mondae…
Somehw I became addicted to drinkin beers and yst, zhi liang, my junior went to accompani me to drink beer at a coffee shop nearby his hse… Sigh… Dun realli knw why, but drinkin beers r juz like water flowin dwn wif my sorrows in my heart… Maybe its me, but I dunno, I guessed I juz had to let my sorrows and emotions go to somewhere and my stomach does everithing….Todae, went to play mahjong… Eh… nt too bad, at 1st winnin, but somehw luck desert me and did nt stay wif me long even I had done like wat mahjong king, ah wang had taught me… Haha… dun get wrong, ah wang the mahjong king is the movie, que shen, nt a real person…
I lost 6 dollars in the end…. Oh… Unexpectedli, todae I found out tat she’s also someone who likes to play mahjong, somehw her luck is better than me lol… Sigh… Next time, I guessed askin her out for a game of mahjong is nt tat bad orhx….
Back to her… I realli is at a lost alreadi… Oh god, wat shld I do nw????
I realli dunno, I haf tried everithing I can and did wat I can for her… But somehw nth has been improved… Thou the feelin is nt like stranger, but definetli I felt tat its more to friends side and is more than friends bah…. I guessed she can feel it whenever I gaf my care and concern to her…
I am nt someone who wans to demand anything anymore…. I dun realli force her, but at least replin my msg is nt a veri forceful thingy, but somehw, my msg is becomin useless anymore… Hw abt callin her huh??? I dun even had tat little courage to call her…. To even speak to her thru phone will made me more afraid of myself….
So the lord, I tried my veri best to do wat I realli can… N realli thanx the lord for givin me the courage to ask her out on valentine’s dae…. Somehw she did nt reject me askin her out, but wat does ‘See Hw’ means??? I am realli poor at tis kind of guessin wat a girl realli wan… I am a veri simplified person, its always either yes or no, but ‘See Hw’???
Sigh… I realli had no idea…. N lookin at her blog makes me even clueless…. I guessed her emotions had been givin her some different thots recentli… I realli wanted to help her… but juz like wat I can be nw, realli clueless….
Tmr goin to sing Kbox…. Its realli a gd time to be singin.. Eh… actualli, todae supposingli shld be singin K box wif derrick, but somehw mahjong overtakes it…. Ho Ho Ho….Aniwae, before I end, gt one song wan to share wif all of u….
From The Heart
I know you’ve heard these words a hundred other times before
And you’ve been hurt and so your heart has chose to close the door
Love broke your heart and brought you lies
Look in my eyes
You’ll see a love that’s deep and true
Tender and strong and all for you
You can trust this love
Honest, that’s the honest truth.
From the heart
I’m giving you everything, everything
From the heart
I promise you that I’ll be there
I’ll be there to love you
From the soul
I’m showing you all I feel, all I feel is
From the heart, from the heart.
I will protect you and respect you and be all you need
And when you reach for love you’ll only need to reach for me
These arms will never let you down
They’re staying around
I’ll walk with you through every storm
I’ll keep you safe, I’ll keep you warm
and you’ll have no doubt
You’re the one I’m living for
I’ll provide the love you need
Just trust my touch
Believe in me
I’ll never make you cry
Giving all I’ve got with all I’ve got inside.
Another level - From The Heart
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