CHANCE - Episode 5
I like the 3rd photo esp… haha… Basicalli, she is inside also… Haiz… realli disappointed tat durin y camp, I never took a single one to one photo wif her….
But tink back at tat time, I still like another girl, so therefore, didn’t reali haf a little feelins for her nw… but all these while, I guessed I wld haf cherish her tat much after all the little coversation her n there…. I guessed….
Back at NS…. a few more mths to ORD lol… Nw if I had work tat hard in the past 1 n 1/2 yrs… I guessed I wld had spent my time wiseli in NS… but its onli after my MC when I went back tat my time were spent fruitfulli…
First time in my whole NS life, I carried OBMs… omg… its actualli nt tat heavy lar… but I didn’t realised it after carryin it… haiz… Nver wld I thot tat I shld be helpin them when my NS mates needed my help, I guessed before I ORD, I will be a much help needed for them to doin all those stuffs…
Comin to the 2nd mth of 2008…. 4 more mths to ORD lol… hahaha… Anywae, feb in 2008 is a veri gd mth too… CNY comin tis thurs… woo hoo… Also valentine’s dae comin… eh… dunno when shld I be askin her out for valentine’s celebration leh….
Realli dun like my tis current boss… Nt tat he’s fuck up lar… he’s a gd boss, but juz tat I dun like his wae of clearin my offs… My off is nt tat much lol… OMG… but he cleared it anyhw he likes, and its affectin my ORD plannin… haiz… I will juz haf to see to it to see hw my clearin of leaves and offs cld be changed to suit my ORD…
Well, tink abt wat my NS mates asked me abt why did I convert myself to christian, I guessed somehw its related to her, but definetly nt all… I mereli didnt wan to explain tat much lar, so had to told them 1/2 of the truth… but well, the other 1/2 haf to be related to my shi fu, eileen who touched me wif her chruch….
Nw lets see… on fri, feb 01, TURTLES members went to see out fav snow white, AJ’s performances…
Actualli till nw, even after I left her performaces, I wld nt haf understand wat her dance is tellin me… wat she is performin… but for AJ, tis is her performances… N I felt she’s realli great durin her performances, which is the truth lar… I was tryin my best to understand some of the actions and emotions shown durin her whole performances… Its an art thing, so needed a strong background to tryin to understand wat the dancers are expressin….
Juz as I cld rmb tat dae sia… all the guys were still rejectin the idea of goin up on stage to gif AJ the flowers… OMG… I den proposed to gif her myself lol… den somehw its the fact tat its onli after the performances tat we all went up together to gif her lar… hahaha…
Realli dunno why terence is so scared to go on stage to gif her the flowers as daniel, shu wei and me had originalli planned… Hahaha… after all, its onli goin on stage mah…. Do he had to react so strangeli????
Anywae, after her dance performances, the TURTLES went to eat supper together… Ard 12 midnight, AJ and me were still on the bus to hougang… I guessed its the 1st time tat we are sittin on the bus together goin to a common destination…. Some sort the feelins are tired rather than havin something else…. hahaha….
Sat’s Reading club session…. I guessed I wld haf to leave the committee after much struggle… Its nt tat I felt tat my efforts were gone to waste coz I knw tat pau is someone who cherish her leaders well…
But juz tat I realli dun wan to get involved in plannin anymore… Its gettin more tougher for me to develop in reading club le…. As wat I can see it… there’s a lot of leaders in readin club, and as I haf thot it wld be rather to haf a fixed committee rather than u haf plenty of leaders doin plannin….
Its gettin tired to stay on in the reading club’s committee… Haiz… Maybe nw my plan is juz to retain the leader’s position, but for any meetin, I guessed I wld nt be stayin on….
Juz like tat dae when she had lost her wallet, wat I can onli do is to pray for her to find back her wallet… N the next dae, someone gladli found back her wallet lar… realli thanx the lord… Anywae, the most impt thing is, I was nt able to share her sadness of losin her wallet wif her, but till late nite, den I knew abt it…. haiz…
Hwever, I was realli glad tat she told me abt it…
Guessed the dissapointment recentli shld be tat she went to see the movie, Sweeny Todd which is a movie I wanted to see wif her…. Haiz… but too bad, did nt asked her to see together coz was feelin tat its nt the rite timin… OMG… nw I can onli regret tat in my dictionary full of regrets…. haiz…
Valentine’s dae is comin, I knw tat on tat dae probabli she will be studyin until veri late, but I realli wan to spend tat dae wif her… dunno which dae is the rite dae to even ask her… haiz… Oh the lord, pls gif me some strength to be able to ask her out for valetine’s dae….
