CHANCE - Epsiode 2
Sunday, January 13 2008
Shld I sae I haf been lucki??? I guessed afetr followin the wae of christian brins my life a little bit better, n the best thing will probabli be findin ppl whom u wanted to find… I seriousli never thot tat I will be able to find her again, nor them… but findin her seems a little impt to me….
Okie… if my friends knw wat I haf been doin, they will probabli be blamin me for too hua xin or haf no determination on one girl… Alamak… but hor, currentli, I haf nt even decide who is my future, neither will they be…. but of course, maybe they will, I dunno…. So the initial stage is probabli to be friends…. I guessed friends nw…
I guessed I haf to sae something more impt…. okie, for those who knws abt the girl I mentioned last mth onli lar… I juz wanna sae tat we are friends, but I am goin to take a step backwards n onli be friends wif tat girl… I guessed some of u will be sayin tat is it becoz of tis girl… But whether there is a girl or nt, I guessed the initial stage of becomin friends to everyone is more impt bah…
So who is tis her…. I guessed nt mani ppl knw… but anywae, I will described her as a girl veri different….
N u knw wat, for sayin the above sentence, I tink no one will believed me… esp thse close to me will probabli tink tat I am sayin juz becoz she’s someone whom I liked… OMG… but seriousli lar… at tis kind of my age, I tend nt to sae tis kind of words too often… Anywae, gotta thanx the lord for lettin me find her…
Anywae, hw is she so different, guessed it will be the first time I met her, her interaction wif me juz let me felt tat she’s nt the common girl I will be meetin everidae…. Nt the kind of girl where I will find on the streets or anywae, n to be able to meet her n find her seems to be a luck appearin to me on one dae….
Ok… I met her on y camp dec 07… Alrite, to those who wan to tink too far, I wld sae, dun tink any further…. Anywae, the story of me fidnin her seems a bit by coincidence lar…. hahaha…. But before I can even mention abt findin her, I haf to mention hw I managed to find most of the logistic team guys on facebook…
Nw… durin the last y camp, I guessed my PR wif the rest of the team sucks… its bad… But alan has a veri good PR… hahahha… Okie, so hw I managed to find the rest of the log team, I tink credit will haf to go to alan… Thou, I shld haf juz browse thru shi fu, eileen’s face book lol…. haha…
Anywae, in any matter of case, even if alan’s PR is nt gd, he studyin in SMU is another thing which will link him wif the rest of the log guys lar… eh… SMU haf their own network n thus, haf their own facebook kind of connection… Comin back to tis, I wld sae after the y camp, I onli managed to add justin, tim n of course, the guy wif knwledge, alan on facebook…
Hwever juz on tues, after browsin alan’s facebook… I managed to add most of the log team like Ian, Xiao Ting, Jervis n Sherilyn… Anywae, gotta sae tat I almost forgotten Xiao Ting n Jervis name sia…. Hahha…. well, the matter of fact is durin y camp, I keep on sayin couple couple tat lead me to forgot their name… Oops…
Well, glad to realli found them back, n successfulli added them to facebook… Well, so by managin to find the rest of the log team, I found her, the one whom I haf been pinnin to find for a few wks on facebook as she’s the common person among them… Ok… here is one veri stupid qns, but hw come Justin didn’t add all of them arhx???
So, after findin her, I did haf a couple of interaction wif her on msn till nw lar… Well, for the details, I will nt bother mentionin lar…. Somehw her influence in me ins ome couple of stuffs seems alot orhx…. hahaha… Hm… probabli things like tokin alot…. I guessed I haf nt been tokin alot on msn fo quite some mths le… but seems like recentli the time spendin on msn tokin seems alot…
Anywae, speakin abt her influence, there’s one more…. For once, I am influenced by ning to canto pop which I am still interested in nw… but nw, under her influence, I am stuck to english songs… dun realli cared abt the genre, but seems like there r some songs which she liked, I also went to listen somehw….
Realli haf to thanx the lord for lettin me tokin to her for such a long time… I guessed for some girls, when u keep on tokin to her everi nite, she will haf felt irritated by ur actions on probabli the 3rd dae??? but thanxfulli, till nw she has nt got irritated by me yet… Realli haf to thanx lord, so I am nt askin too much…. Even if its a short conversation on msn between she and me, I will still be veri grateful le… I juz hoped tat till the dae where we bth will nt be able to tok much le, we will nw still be able to keep on chattin nw n den no matter hw long or hw short, no matter wats the topic….
Todae is her birthdae, anywae, had been floddin her wall on facebook liao… but still wanna wish her Happie Birthdae…
After findin her, I guessed tat those things tat I haf been tryin to fight for suddenli seems too less impt le…. Maybe its realli time to put a slow pace at everything includin the volunteerin work at ymca, n the volunteer leader’s post which I had… Maybe goin on a slower pace, it wld be better for me, as I can take it as a learnin process mah…