Sunday, December 9, 2007

REBORN - Episode 13

Sunday, December 09 2007

Fear has been gone… Now its time to be back for more volunteerin work…

Thursday, went back to medical centre @ camp for my bmt recourse ffi… Well, thankfulli, I failed it… so phew… anywae, my MC has been extended to january 16… hm… originalli is extend 42 more daes but nw onli 17 more daes lol…

Yeah… Y camp challenge is finalli comin…

woo hoo… the awaited y camp challenge is comin le… comin wk.. yesh… hm… but over past few daes, haf been helpin out wif logistic stuff… well, especialli fridae… so quite busy lar…

hm… tink the grp is also out le, but ah li will probabli need to reshuffle again bah… Hahaz… saw ning, daniel, ai jia, mei xuan, terence, huda, siok chen, su yu, elin and ck’s grp le… too bad, they will nt be all together in the same camp tis time round…

Gt to sae… turtles are over nw…

as for me… Nah… nt in any camp tis time rnd… will be at logistic doin all the major sai kang… hm… hahaz… so if any of the turtles need my help, tell me horz…

KK… I also attended the apsn’s committee meetin… glad tat I am inside, can do more mah… Hm… anywae, hope to find some of u out there to join in the committee too… can help me mah… hahaz…

tink of further stuffs… huili arhx… she’s nt at the meetin on fri leh… I realli worried for her… is her problem nt slove yet??? I realli prayed for her tat she does nt face the problem alone… hm… 3 musketters muz nt left one person out one…

yesterdae attended y arts challenge… well, gotta sae the y stars are realli a bunch of talented kids arhz… I realli enjoyed havin my time wif them… though its oftenli tat I may nt haf the chance to join their outins lol…

Hahaz… christina is blur lar… can see frm hw she organised the activiti on tat dae… realli muz be laughin sia… oh yah… saw tiying and valerie…

Hm.. tiying… Thou we bth stay at seng kang, but on the wae home, we never realli walked together or tok to each other… Tink its my problem bah… Zhen dui bu qi orhx… so shld I be tokin to tiying the next time????

Over the wkend, I am so happie orhx… I managed to buy myself a pair of addidas shoe, addidas socks, billabong pouch and a hp pouch… Yeah!!!

cost me over 200 plus bah… but its definetli worth it… since my old shoe is broken liao… hahaz… and I managed to buy myself a pouch, yeah… can brin it y camp le… Oh yar… got myself a haircut leh….

After y camp, still gt flag dae … 13 dec to 16 dec is y camp… den 19 dec is flag dae… 21 dec still gt appreciation nite leh…

flag dae anione wans to support me, can contact me orhx… hm… ponderin over whether or nt to go for appreciaition nite coz nth to do de leh…

OK… no I gt a veri big problem… 

actualli its quite personal de lah… 6 yrs ago, I thot I will never get the ans I wanted, hwever, hw wld I knw tat 6 yrs later which is tis yr… I heard the ans I never thot I will hear…

nw I am realli confused and at a lost… Is tis realli heaven’s will to make a joke on me after my 21st birthdae??? anywae, since its the past alreadi, I dun tink I can do anythin much either…

I wan to haf choices, but dun tink I haf any nw… maybe its heaven’s will to keep on playin jokes around on me….

Jay zhou’s cai hong is veri nice… the lyrics is like tis….

 

[ti:彩虹]
[ar:周杰伦]
[al:我很忙]
[by:张琪]
彩虹
作词:周杰伦 
作曲:周杰伦
www.yue365.com ★ 张琪 制作
哪里有彩虹告诉我 
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静 
所有的云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我 
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药 
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着 
你的声音这么近我却抱不到
没有地球 太阳还是会绕 
没有理由 我也能自己走
你要离开我知道很简单 
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开但能不能别没收我的爱 
当作我最后才明白
(Rap)
看不见你的笑 
要我怎么睡的着 
你的声音这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕会绕 
没有理由我也能自己走掉
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药 
也是我现在正服下的毒药

it realli describe my feelin nw… maybe its a moment tat tis feelin appears… but will it be like the song??? I realli wld like to find out somehw…

Posted by Chris de Feng at 16:57:09
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