REBORN - Episode 12
Sunday, December 02 2007
My fear is somehw returnin… I dunno why, but I haf tat frightful feelin hauntin me somehw…
Anywae, for the past few daes… I haf been preparin for the christmas celebration for the reading club’s beneficiaries.. Hw busy it was… But somehw, I juz began to feel so tired… Arghx…
There’s a reason for bein so tired… Well, huili for some personal reasons couldn’t come to help out… so manpower wise, it makes onli yi wei and me… Haiz… 3 musketters left 2… Oh yar… also on thursdae’s decoration of workshop….
Well, original idea is tat huili come and help de lol… but she could nt… yi wei got duty… haiz… Thanx we got other volunteers to help or else, haiz… But I realli felt veri tired… its a feelin of neglection bah…
After saturdae’s reading club, feelin dejection plus alot more on tiredness… I guessed I made the decision to quit the committee le… I realli feel tat its probabli time to leave since most of the JC yr 2 are back…
Haha… but who knws tat at nite, after sendin the announcement to the other 2 musketters… Haha… Their words touches me so much tat I promised to myself tat as long as one dae I am still in ymca, I will stay on to help out huili and yi wei in watever wae I can…
Old friends are so wonderful…
I can sae Ning and me are realli realli good friends… Hahaz… Thanx god tat she haf alreadi forgave me le bah…
Saturdae after reading club, yi wei and me proceed back to ymca for y camp’s briefin… Thou hw much tat I dun wan to attend, but well… juz go on wif it bah…
Hm… since I am in logistic team tis upcomin y camp, guessed it will be an new job for me… A new challenge bah… Since I haf been a volunteer for the past 3 y camps, hahaz… guessed its a good time to change to something else to help out wif…
Anywae, wat I am tryin to sae here is nt a main pt either… After the 1st part of the briefin, I walked out for the break, juz as I stepped out of the door, a familiar voice called out to me…
Its ning… she sae Hi to me… A first moment of instinct was surprised and shocked bah… Anywae, I didn’t realli saw her when I entered the room since I was late le and tryin to find the place to sit…
Hm… after a moment of tryin to regain my conscious, I replied back a Hi… Walkin out and I was tinkin, phew… its realli great to haf tis good friend… Furthermore, its realli good to haf tat feelin of friendship between me and her again….
Realli… good friends are hard to find le…
Fear strikes u once, it can strikes u again de…
Comin wk, I am goin back to camp for bmt recourse ffi… Argh… Hated tat fearful feelin again… Sianz… Haf to tink of sth… Arghz… dunno wat I can do leh…
Arghz… hated to tink over and over again….
*** NOTE frm author ***
KK… thanx trina for findin my blog and she managed to find me… But hor trina, u never leave me ur contact like e-mail or hp number, hw am I goin to find u???
Anywae, got ur old e-mail, added u on msn le… But dunno whether u r usin tat e-mail or nt… So, trina, leave behind some clue hor… hahaz…
Anywae, dec 03 is rachel’s birthdae… Yeah… Happie Birthdae, god sis…
