CHRIS @ WORLD

14 days after my birthday…

These few days there haf been alot of stuffs happenin thruout my life… I guessed I wasn’t realli adaptin to it somehw, but I guessed there are alot of twist here n there…

Last wk, my new com came… Cool… finalli, I am able to haf a new com and I waited for a total of 5 yrs lol… I guessed its nt my ideal type where I will be able to keep on my com in gd condition…

Hwever, this time round, this com haf a bigger montor than the last, better system than my xp… and nw I am usin vista… woo hoo… gd gd… I guessed its time I haf to realised hw computer is impt to my life…

I promised better nt to let me go ard askin for coms to be used… Nw gotten realli to keep this new com in a veri good condition…

In ymca, I am havin a busy schedule… Last sat, I got myself to start a new program in reading club… kool… Its Learnin thru songs… and the best thing, I guessed the beneficiairies realli enjoyed singin….

I am nt hopin for any thing, and I realised tat in the past, the thots of me wantin to get acheivements and other impt things became unimpt to me alreadi… Nw, the stuffs which I am doin in ymca is all came frm the heart le…

I guessed to see the beneficiairies smilin and always happie nw is more impt than gettin any awards or ahievements bah…

Well… frm thursday till yesterdae, I had a very tired dae… I went over to help yew chong wif gardenin at a home… Anywae, all these preparation is for sat’s global community dae… But when u get urself into the work to be done, u will realised tat it makes u tired after those few daes…

Haha… I realli thot tat a person’s impression cannt be changed tat easili… but these few daes, I began to knw tat its possible… These few daes while workin wif yew chong, makes me change my view of him…

Oh yar… I was also workin these few daes wif the new staff, christina… Hm… Hw to discribe her leh… I guessed somehw you juz wanted to help her bah… Gotten to knw her thru y proms and nw wif better understandin, I hoped I can get to help her more bah…

Anywae, I will be more busy next wk preparin for reading club’s christmas party… Oh yar.. decoratin of the workshop will take much of my time le… Hm… well needed to find ppl to help out… got christina to help out le… nw still waitin for edwin’s interact club side…

Haha… Interact club was my past lol… Nw is definetly ymca…

Hm… I haf gotten something to introduce to all my friend… Those who are interested, pls contact me hor… Anywae, its tat I haf this new loyalty card which I wanted to introduce to all of u… Plus its givin out free diamond… So, I may be tokin to u all veri soon bah…

I guessed my birthdae wishes is nt goin to come thru anywae… It never realli will happen lar… Sigh… Love arhx… This kind of thing always makes me felt troubled… Surely there is one nice girl out there who will fall in love wif me???

U knw wat… I haf to stay positive and its realli gettin veri hard… Hw I hope tat I haf someone to stand by me… Sigh… Indeed there may be veri nice girl whom I liked, but I no longer haf any courage anymore…

I may haf regain some feelins for someone I liked in the past, but its gone… I may be thinkin tat if its possible to haf a future wif a girl who accompani me when I am bored, but its no longer possible… I may haf thot tat the one whom I never haf any chance at all will be possible in the future, but well… its nt workin anymore… 

Maybe I shld cling on to the one who saved me… but I guessed friendship is something tat will never get me go beyond anymore… 

Arhx… There is still this one girl… Maybe I will haf a chance wif her??? Nah… my courage alreadi fallen dwn le… I will never haf tat chance to gif myself bah… Haiz… love is such a tough stuff wif difficult equations for me to handle…