CHRIS @ WORLD

A new team is borned???

I guessed all these while, I haf nt realli been tat alone… Volunteerin at ymca haf been for mths alreadi… Suddenli, bein at a leader position made me felt tired… Well, when u r a volunteer, u dun haf to stress on wat u haf to plan and u can juz enjoy helpin out…

Too HARD to work in team???

GREEN LIGHT….

14 days after my birthday…

These few days there haf been alot of stuffs happenin thruout my life… I guessed I wasn’t realli adaptin to it somehw, but I guessed there are alot of twist here n there…

Last wk, my new com came… Cool… finalli, I am able to haf a new com and I waited for a total of 5 yrs lol… I guessed its nt my ideal type where I will be able to keep on my com in gd condition…

Hwever, this time round, this com haf a bigger montor than the last, better system than my xp… and nw I am usin vista… woo hoo… gd gd… I guessed its time I haf to realised hw computer is impt to my life…

I promised better nt to let me go ard askin for coms to be used… Nw gotten realli to keep this new com in a veri good condition…

In ymca, I am havin a busy schedule… Last sat, I got myself to start a new program in reading club… kool… Its Learnin thru songs… and the best thing, I guessed the beneficiairies realli enjoyed singin….

I am nt hopin for any thing, and I realised tat in the past, the thots of me wantin to get acheivements and other impt things became unimpt to me alreadi… Nw, the stuffs which I am doin in ymca is all came frm the heart le…

I guessed to see the beneficiairies smilin and always happie nw is more impt than gettin any awards or ahievements bah…

Well… frm thursday till yesterdae, I had a very tired dae… I went over to help yew chong wif gardenin at a home… Anywae, all these preparation is for sat’s global community dae… But when u get urself into the work to be done, u will realised tat it makes u tired after those few daes…

Haha… I realli thot tat a person’s impression cannt be changed tat easili… but these few daes, I began to knw tat its possible… These few daes while workin wif yew chong, makes me change my view of him…

Oh yar… I was also workin these few daes wif the new staff, christina… Hm… Hw to discribe her leh… I guessed somehw you juz wanted to help her bah… Gotten to knw her thru y proms and nw wif better understandin, I hoped I can get to help her more bah…

Anywae, I will be more busy next wk preparin for reading club’s christmas party… Oh yar.. decoratin of the workshop will take much of my time le… Hm… well needed to find ppl to help out… got christina to help out le… nw still waitin for edwin’s interact club side…

Haha… Interact club was my past lol… Nw is definetly ymca…

Hm… I haf gotten something to introduce to all my friend… Those who are interested, pls contact me hor… Anywae, its tat I haf this new loyalty card which I wanted to introduce to all of u… Plus its givin out free diamond… So, I may be tokin to u all veri soon bah…

I guessed my birthdae wishes is nt goin to come thru anywae… It never realli will happen lar… Sigh… Love arhx… This kind of thing always makes me felt troubled… Surely there is one nice girl out there who will fall in love wif me???

U knw wat… I haf to stay positive and its realli gettin veri hard… Hw I hope tat I haf someone to stand by me… Sigh… Indeed there may be veri nice girl whom I liked, but I no longer haf any courage anymore…

I may haf regain some feelins for someone I liked in the past, but its gone… I may be thinkin tat if its possible to haf a future wif a girl who accompani me when I am bored, but its no longer possible… I may haf thot tat the one whom I never haf any chance at all will be possible in the future, but well… its nt workin anymore… 

Maybe I shld cling on to the one who saved me… but I guessed friendship is something tat will never get me go beyond anymore… 

Arhx… There is still this one girl… Maybe I will haf a chance wif her??? Nah… my courage alreadi fallen dwn le… I will never haf tat chance to gif myself bah… Haiz… love is such a tough stuff wif difficult equations for me to handle…

After stayin awake till 7am frm last nite, I washed my face and left ZL’s hse… I took bus 27 to seng kang and took the mrt towards dhoby ghuat mrt stn where I went on to ymca…

I reached there ard 8.40 am… Todae we had MINDS outin where we are goin to east coast park for bowlin session…. anywae, tink its becoz of nt slpin tat my nose keeps on bleedin blood… i had to keep on sniffin… Haiz…

Eveyrthin is still alrite till when I went up the bus, the blood almost started to flow out… I had to tried and control the bleedin… Anywae, eileen and the rest of them started to congrats me happie birthdae… haha…

The bowlin session at east coast park is fine… I realli enjoyed it wif the beneficiairies as its the same for me in sept… haha… He realli improved everytime he got to bowl… i tink the thing which is funnie is tat when I saw joel bowl, he always had funnie style…

Oh yar… Joel is my sec sch’s CSC’s junior…

After the outin, they celebrated wif the cake…. haha… and there was eileen and someone in charge of the beneficiaries wif me… Its realli memorable lar… I realli enjoyed it coz I had nt had so mani ppl celebratin my birthdae le…

When I returned to ymca, its ard 2 plus pm le… I was like… OMG… I am goin to be late to collect my cake… anywae, the journey back to ymca made me felt so tired tat i fall aslp on the bus…

After collectin the cake, my parents drove me while takin the food to the chalet… We reached there ard 4pm… I was like, ok, everythin gotta start nw… Glad tat pauline came quite earli to help out… she is realli so on sia…

So everythin went on and on…. but I tink the most troublesome part is startin the fire… haiz… I guessed ZL and bryan came quite late… or else, the fire shld had started quite earli… haiz…

Anywae, subsequently eveyrthin juz went on… Ard 7 plus pm, ppl started to come in… so everythin went on… i realli hope they enjoyed themselves as I had been at the bbq pit most of the time, which I did nt haf time to entertain them…

i tried to find some time to eat my dinner… Glad tat i still had some time to eat my dinner… tats where I managed to find out things happenin in camp frm my NS mates… Haiz… wat I fear realli happen le… things is goin to be veri veri bad when I go back… haiz…

Ard dunno wat time, when I was tokin to terence, my nose started bleedin and I was like… OMG… den I dunno wat happen when a crowd started to be ard me… I was like OMG… why so mani ppl…. Anywae, wif some help frm my aunt, wan leng and pauline, my nose stopped bleedin le…

Wif my grandma leavin at 10 plus pm, I had to cut the cake… Anywae, made my wish, which i knw probabli will nt even come true bah… After cuttin the cake, I tried to open up the wine bottle, but hw I knw tat the wine bottle’s cork fell into the bottle…

After cake is cut, some of them stayed while some left… My parents also started to pack up… while I did some photo takin, I guessed eveyone did enjoyed themselves some wae or another… haha…

Pauline and some of them after waited for ah li till 11 plus pm left den… I guessed ah li is nt comin le… Haiz… Anywae, carolyn and krystle stayed on while yi wen, wei yuan and bryan left wif the rest of the guys…

Ard 11 plus pm, da gui, soon you and their friend came… So the rest of us continued eatin till 11 plus pm… After tat we played some heart attack… wah… its realli like heart attack lol…

12 midnight… da gui, soon you and their friend left while carolyn, krystle, ZL and me went to mac for soem chit chat session… All in all, it ended ard 2 plus am… Till den, i was realli tired, packin up stuffs and went on for some slp… ZL alreadi dozes off by den…

All these days, I haf nt been able to be online for a long time… I guessed it has to do wif the corp up of my com… Finalli its spoilt… haiz…

Todae is a veri busi dae for me… Haiz… Yesterdae nite, becoz of my own idea… I was bein dragged up frm my slp at 4 plus am… Diaoz… Juz becoz frozen food cannt be put outside in open air???

Anywae, in the morning after usin com frm my aunt’s hse, I proceed to Downown east Costa Sand Chalet to take my chalet key… Ard 2 plus pm, I got the key and went on into the room… Wah… its rainin so heavili tat I had to run inside…

Diaoz… become all wet liao… Haiz… Anywae, the rm which I had was realli small… anywae, as the rain is so heavi, I cannt get out of the rm, so had to wait till 3 plus pm… After tat, proceed to wait for my bus…

Ard 4 plus pm, after puttin some stuffs @ home, I went on to bugis to wait for ZL… Anywae, when I came out of my hse, its ard 6pm lol… So called ZL to find out where he is… Wah… he is still at jackson’s appt lol…

We met each other ard 6plus pm… At first to juz go to sim lim square to buy the radio… But hw wld we knw tat we had to walk round and round the buildin to juz find one cheap radio… Haiz… 

After settlin the dinner, its ard 8 plus pm le… I guessed time is nt on our side… bth of us had to proceed immediately to Simei… Anywae, when we are at the fair price, we managed to find most of the stuffs needed…

Thankfulli tat yesterdae, my parents and me had bought most of the stuffs liao… or else, wif the time we bth had todae, we will nt be able to buy everythin de… Sianz… Haiz…

By the time we finished buyin all the stuffs… its heavy and we are bth tired le… I had to get some cash wif onli 80 plus bucks inside my bank… Haiz… Anywae, I got ourselves the cab to go back to seng kang…

After waitin for my parents to come back, its alreadi 10pm le… My parents, ZL and me proceed to costa sand downtown east to put the equipments inside the room… I realli did nt expect myself to do the logisitic till 11pm lol…

finished bathin… ZL helped me dyed my hair… Thou some color is nt cleared but I liked the silver one… coz it brightens the hair… and if u are thinkin too far… dun worrie… its temporari dye…

Everithin ends ard 1am… bth of proceed back to ZL’s hse where I checked my e-mails and some other stuffs… As the time is almost 2plus am when we reached there, I thot why nt juz stay awake till the next mornin, since I still got ymca outins…