The Strategist 2 - Episode 5
Friday, 05 October 2007
12 more days…
I realli dunno wat to sae abt todae… but its realli bad… Realli realli bad… I believed I will never had to do it unless I am bein forced to… Maybe if dalton was there, he cld tink of solutions coz I am nt realli gd anymore in solvin problems…
Nw the thing is there is this heavy metal staircase which is needed for COC parade (change of command)… and in BSS, there’s onli left 5 person… Den we haf raymond wif daibetis, santos wif leg injury, jason wif leg problems n he’s goin ord… So left stanley and me…
Yesterdae, when we carried the metal staircase to hanger 56, we almost used full strength of BSS… Todae, onli abt 3 persons can be used to carry the staircase… Dalton went on MA, Grayson and Cong went for water pt, den nicholas went to medical centre…
Wat cld I haf done??? If anything realli happens, who is goin to be responsible for it??? So wats all the pt of hurryin us to carry over there…. I realli felt unfair as we dun haf enugh man power… Wat can we realli do???
I started to blame grayson… Coz he shld knw better… He shld haf told the new boss abt our situation… But well… He juz keeps on hurryin me… Damn… I cld nt forsake the safety of the man juz for the sake of finishin the job on time…
But well… haiz… its past, its past alreadi… So be it… I juz hope tat when mondae I went back to camp after duty, the situation gets better… No matter hw much I haf done, I juz feel tired and why I cannt do more….
Anywae, todae’s readin programme meetin was a fun session… The JC students were all a bubbli type of ppl… Haha… I guessed I will realli had some great time workin wif them for these few mths…
I handed up the form to eileen yesterdae le… Guessed Y camp is finalli comin veri soon… Haiz… Everythin became so closed to each other… Oh yar, my partner, shun wei finalli contacted me for the y proms… Finalli…. looks like need to gif her info lol…
