A New Life : Life’s Ending - Episode 4
Oct 1999
Todae, I got my result slip… My 1st one after my PSLE and my 1st one in sec sch… Hm… after gettin tis result slip… my sec one life will comes to an end… Next yr will be the start of sec 2 le…
Of course, I cannt be promoted to express stream… Wah liew… with tat kind of results of mine, wat do u realli expect frm me??? Anywae, frm wat I knw, the onli one who is promoted to express stream frm normal academic is Jasmine… Haha… My ex classmate and the one I loved is goin to express next yr… Sigh… Nw I realli dun get any chance to see her anymore…
I do see her sometimes… its like when there is exchange of lessons, the whole of her class and my class will line up outside… I will get to see her… I still rmb once tat her papers juz flew ard the classroom corridor, but I never gt to pluck out any courage to tok to her or go up to help her…. Hw stupid am I??? Nw lar… see lol… no more chance to see her lol…
Nw for my results… Haha… actualli its my 1st time doin sec sch papers… Can sae everythin gt first time one… So didn’t flair badli tis time round… Woo hoo… I actualli gt a position number 14 out of all 40 students in class… Kool sia…
My eng got a 57, mother tongue gt a 67, history gt 66, geography gt 55, arts which is my best juz gets me a 60… Aw… my maths… haha… I passed leh… 51, den my science also passed… Yeah… 55, lastly home economics is 56 and technical is 62….
I onli failed my english literature… 49 leh… Hm… I thot i got special talent hidden which is acting… But the literature is juz too chim to understand le… Ooh god… Pls gif me a clue wat its all abt….
Anywae… my sch life tis yr overall is quite gd… I joined a CCA called community service club… Initialli dun realli haf any ccas suitable for me leh… Den heard my literature teacher is recruitin members for her cca, so thot why nt??? Den continued further understand tat its volunteerin work kind of cca… Well, shld be a nice cca to join…
I also took part in volleyball for a few mth… Did went for its training… Initialli I was nt selected in, but out of dunno hw, I was juz slotted to go in for trainin… In those mths, I learned abt a few basic techniques on hw to hit the ball, smack the ball, pass the ball… Kool… I guessed those trainin helps me quite a while… Hwever, i left the team due to the fact tat I cannt find the time between community service club and volleyball… I eventualli choose CSC…
In CSC tis cca… I went to a centre called changkat educational centre… Its like a student care centre, takin care of students before they went to sch… I tink I realli begin to like tis CCA… Nice time takin care of kids…
I guessed tats hw my CCAs begin to gif me a great future… Haha… Hm… wif me in my class at tis CCA is my gd friend, Kelvin, and 2 other girls, Grace and Geraldine… The bth of them are realli nice girls… I tink grace is a popular girl in the whole sch lol… the yr itself, she had alreadi mani bfs, I tink… Woah…
Anywae, at the end of the last sch dae, I got notified tat I was selected to go for student consillor interview… Wah… Juz wat I had been pinnin for since primary sch… In my pri sch, i can onli see hw quan bao, wei leong, jie min and even jasmine gt selected to become prefect based on their results… Nw, my teacher select me becoz of my characteristic…
Yeah… Its realli great…. Aniwae… off to my sch holidaes… Oh yar hor… sch holidaes still got holidae homework leh… Sianz… Hw come gt like tat one…. Haiz…
Friday, 14 September 2007
Life is so nt great after all… I was told tat my bmt recourse gt confirmed… Haha… haha… Hahahahahahah…. I guessed nw laughin is the onli wae to settle for all those moments where I shld be cryin…. But those moments will never help me at all…
Hw precious is my time wif my NS mates… I guessed I realli cherish the time left in BSS… Tats why I am workin so hard in watever stuff tat is needed for me to do… No matter wat, i juz keep on doin to make it meaninful…
But cui cui wans to me my life more troubled… I alreadi told him wats the alm bii stores are all abt, and wat is the name of all the items… He also did some name findins and alreadi knew most of the stuffs… Nw he still need my help??? I can onli sae he is plain lazy…. Damn, makes my life so tirin for wat…. Haiz…
So its isn’t tat great after all??? Maybe… I guessed its all abt ur positive mindset u alreadi had for urself… Guessed its the wae a human nature tinks… Maybe a break at time is enugh, but its nt tat enugh to ppl le….
Tommorrow, I will be takin part in COH’s flag dae… Let’s gif it some gd results…. Yeah…
