A New Life - Episode 26
Thursday, 06 September 2007.
Off daes were meant for you to rest… Wif my health currently weakenin myself out, I thot a 2 daes of off will brin me some little energy back… I guessed wif enugh rest, I will be able to walk dwn the road a little further….
I managed to slp until 11 plus am todae… Great… had been pinnin for tis kind of time for so mani times… haha… Hwever… my phone starts ringin frm 11 plus am onwards… I was totalli awaken…
Nw… my brain is nt a super computer… I seriousli cannt rmb all the stuffs for mths alreadi… Maybe in the past, I had tat abilities… but nwadaes, my memories tend to fail me at times… Makin me sometimes wonder where did all tat gone to…
Its abt settlin of the candace stores… I was like rmb at a instant of the amt of candace anchors bein loaned out… but nw wifout the voucher of the loan items, I cannt be 100 % sure alreadi… Furthermore, tat figure bein loan out is onli partialli stayin in my mind… Haiz…
I even thot almond biis had been settled yesterdae… Diaoz… I forgotten tat cui cui isn’t at the office todae… Bo bian… had to settle watever stuff tat is left for me… Haha… Anywae, I am so nt goin back to camp tmr, regardless of wat is the matter, I am determine to stay at home and rest….
My heart told me I cannt let the problems gone unsolved… My consious told me to find solutions… I den called the candance IC, Jason, to find out the total holdin of the anchors and minus the current anchors physible… Tat will gif u hw much anchors u will need to take back…
I do hope tat tis idea works… Anywae, cui cui will be back tmr, so almond bii will be settled by him… Lets hope my handphone do nt ring tmr… Haiz… Well, I am realli glad to be given wif so much responsiblities, but when so much stress comes, I will be stunned for times… Juz like tis mornin, when I ran out of solutions, I suddenly didn’t knw wat to sae and became stunned…. Haiz…
The whole afternoon was too peaceful for me… Makes me a little bit bored… Haha… I am afterall a human… When I haf too much work to do, I wld wan rests and rests… But when I had plenti of rests, I guessed I wld be simpli bored dwn by the fact of wantin to do sth….
Tat also means tat when I wan to do sth, I will nt haf the will power to do things… Haha… Contradictin, isn’t it… Tats hw I had live for the past 20 yrs wif the mind of mine… I guessed whenever I wan to do sth, i will do it wif interests and focus much on it…
Thus, when I dun even bother to do tat stuff, I will nt even bothered to do anything, much less to even try a little… Haha… Maybe tats hw I treat things at times…. Its juz doesn’t seem rite… But I guessed tats juz me in particular…
Feelin bored… I went to gaia.com to play the online game… Guessed hasn’t been to the site for a long time… So there’s a lot of changes bein made to it… Anywae, tis game helps me to kill time… Juz simpli kill my time…
5pm, watched yu le bai fen bai… At the guest segment, my idol jolin appeared on the show… Yeah!!! She is there to promote her new album… Te Wu J… I haf heard the 1st song… Its fast and wif rythem… Definetly will buy her new album when I get my pay… Plus, there’s a lot of gifts, i tink…
Also at the show, Jolin teaches english… Xiao Zhu was learnin while he speaks funnili lol… Haha… When I heard tat Xiao Zhu were be tested before he comes to singapore, I was like… haha… His english had improved lar… Shhh… lets hope my god sis, rachel won’t scold me when she saw tis entry….
Late evenin… I saw my NS mate’s msg… tellin me tat there is a rolecall by headlog tmr… I was quite confused initialli as I am on off tmr… Anywae, cleared the misunderstandin… Phew… Hwever, gt a news tat I never expect… My boss will onli be back after 2 wks… Woah… heard tat its his father in law passed awae…
Buyin dinner tat time… My mind keeps on tinkin abt goin or nt goin on the 13th of sept… Haha… I was wonderin… when has AJ’s word ever influence me tat much leh??? Nt realli tat mani times… But somehw, my mind’s determination of nt goin and my hearts ponderin of goin makes me wans to make a decision somehw… Irritated by feelins….
Nite time is abt the same… Didn’t knew tat my life has been bored dwn at an instant… Guessed as time comes to an closed, my life gets bored and bored to a veri instant… Thou, its nt wat it happens, but when it happens also seems impt too….
~~~ Preview of A New Life : Life’s Ending ~~~
*** A New Life : Life’s Ending is the story of my past… I will be brinin u back to the history of chris… There are also some things tat I never even told ppl before… All will be revealed in tis series…. ***
June 1998
I guessed time realli passed too quickli… PSLE is comin soon… Haiz… I am realli strugglin wif my studies… I seriousli cannt concentrate lol… As wat I haf knw, maybe tis yr, I will nt even make my marks bah….
Hm… Time is passin by too fast… Shld I even tell Jasmine hw I feel abt her??? I guessed I dun haf the courage yet… Even by sittin beside her durin chinese lessons… I never even looked at her straight in my eyes….
