A New Life - Episode 22
Friday, 31st August 2007.
Earli in the mornin, I woke up ard 4 am… Other than to check on my TM team on hw its doin and to set up my next match’s formation… I gotta go and eat my breakfast as I get ready to leave the hse to go to n meet my NS mate…
As I ate my breakfast and after I finished settin in TM… I went on to mtv123.com to search for this song, wo ai de ren…. but too bad, it cannt be played… anywae, frm wat I saw its sang by chen xiao chun…. I den proceed on to youtube.com to find tis song…
After listenin once, I realli felt touched and almost cried… I also sang along…. The lyrics is like tat….
我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声
Guessed this song brought me into my past love relationship…. and normalli when I woo after a girl, either the girl dun haf feelins for me or the girl alreadi haf someone she liked deepli alreadi….
I tink tonite wat i told ZL is somewat of wat i realli saw… U realli cannt used a guys tinkin and put it on the girls thinkin coz it never works… and guessed wat… normalli wat a girl thots, she can tink till too mani things pops out of tat thot… But for a guy, when we thot of sth, its juz simplicity… Haiz….
Ard 6am, I reached sengkang mrt stn…. Initialli, my NS mate and me are supposed to wait for the other NS mate… but hor… he went over to slp at our 2sg xiao chen’s hse also never sae… Wah liew… play stunt lol…
Anywae the bth of us took the mrt till harbour front met stn… On the whole journey, bth of us are juz shag and shag… we kept on slpin… bo bian… too tired and woke up too earli liao… When reached harbour front, we bth somehw still felt sleepy…. Ai Yo Yo…
Waited till 6.30am… Santos reached and joined the bth of us…. together 3 of us shared cab and went dwn to west coast park… alamak… guessed todae its another dae bah… Haiz… walkin session time…
After changin into PT kit, my NS mates and me who had earlier met at the Mac proceed on to the venue where everyone gathered… and the best thing lol… we finished walkin ard 8 plus am… Its realli earli…
Told my boss I will be on 1/2 dae off on mondae…. Nt onli tat, for tues, I gt duty… wed, I takin 1/2 dae off, thurs and fri, I am takin 1 dae off each…. Guessed if I dun clear nw, BMT recourse come back also no time to clear… haiz… After breakin the news to cui cui, I guessed its up to him whether he wans to be independent or nt le…
Nw a funni thing happens… When we all are walkin together, cui cui gt angry wif xiao chen who keep on disturbin him… Ai yah… bo bian, who asked cui cui wan to condemned himself one…. Tats why no one wans to help him…
After all the prize presentations, the whole thing ended ard 9 plus am… Tinkin its still earli, I changed my clothes and rushed dwn to my sec sch, PRSS…. haiz… realli missed it, so lookin forward to goin back…
Its still alrite for me to reached jurong east mrt stn coz the bus is quite fast…. But hor… when I took bus 66, it realli becomes a tour ard singapore… I started to board the bus on 10am… hwever, i reached PR, its alreadi noon… Thruout the whole journey, I was feelin quite unhappie… thou its like very slow lol but again…. cannt help, the bus had to go ahead wif the journey…
Reached my sec sch, PR…. its been a long time indeed… I smiled to myself… haha… definetly gald to be back here and realli wished to see my teachers…. esp. Ms. Ang arhx… Guessed wifout her help in my maths, I wldn’t haf any chance of goin to ITE le…
I can onli stayed for a while, will be leavin soon… walked ard the sch… here and there… Juz cldn’t find any teachers… haiz…. Juz as I guessed tat I am abt to leave the sch, I thot why nt walked ard the place for one last time….
So at the hall, I finalli found my teacher, Ms Ang…. well, she still looks the same… Well, nt too bad… at least she haf taught for batches and batches, different students graduated under her will also wan to thank her for her teachings…
After seein her on stage, I guessed my time in PR is up…. I den rushed dwn to boon lay mrt stn… well, if nt for the army open hse…. I guessed I wld be at home restin and preparin to go dwn to ymca… but nw… haiz…
At AOH, there are a lot of stuffs out there… a lot of exhibitions and galleries out there wif a lot of activities ard the place… Anywae, tat csm of ours sae we can onli leave at 4pm lol… Wat liew… goin to make myself more tired…
I went to take part in one of the acitivities, shootin of SAR 21… seein the weapon again brins back memories when i was havin bmt in sungei gedong…. Kool, and after all those shootin, I gt myself one batch back home… quite some present for me before I go bmt recourse lol…
We all also proceed to the cookhse for lunch… but todae, the cookhse looks juzlike some foodcourt sia… and the best thing, which is tat I never thot it wil be paid at here… I tink no matter hw gd is those food tat we ate todae, the standard is still the same lol…
My NS mates after eatin went to the e - mart and bought a few of the pt shirts…. Haha… at least can wear somtimes… Its also more cooler in tis wae… Hopefulli my credicts aare able to help one of my NS mate….
After we all left the place and boarded onto the train…. I went onto a different route wif them… Initial thot was to go straight dwn to YMCA, but seein the time which is so earli, I decided to juz go home 1st…. Its realli abt me bein tired bah…. I guessed I kept on slpin and slpin durin my journey…
6.30pm, I reached YMCA… I proceed straight to the meetin rm… There are familiar faces there like hui jing and one guy whom I am surprised to see him there…. Terence… I thot he was too busy to take part in any y outings or activities… So I am realli surprised to see him there…
He was also surprised too… He didn’t expect me to be in the committee helpin out either… haha…. I guessed since we bth haf nt tok to each other for such a long time, its possible we dun knw wats happenin… but hey… he still continues to read my blog, haha…
Nw the meetin todae seems quite alrite, other than the ice breaker and some aims of pauline… There is tis job allocation for the Y outings on oct 20… I initialli wanted to join the facilitator… but tink further…. as my bmt recourse is comin in soon, I dun tink I wld wan to do sth more than wat i cld… so in the end, I chose for sth which I cld be able to help out one… The marshaller…
Its nt tat marshaller is easy lar… but as the reason given, for tis kind of job is sth, I at least can do sth and nt juz go there and do realli nth lol….
Returnin home ard 9 plus pm, I took the mrt back… Haiz… my ezlink dun even haf enugh money to let me go home… neither do I haf 10 dollars to put in my card… Bo bian liao… haf to buy standard tickets to go home… Wah hw ke lian I can be sia…
Nw… I am goin off to slp liao… 3am, and tmr still gt Y outings… Power le lol….
