Sunday, August 19, 2007

A New Life - Episode 10

Sunday, 19 August 2007.

A dae where I tink of hw I miss ppl ard me… The turtles… Hey guys, todae, I gotta sae, august will be a big change to the turtles… or shld I sae the turtles are goin to disappear soon???

Normalli, my grp frm Y camp are never tat strong in bonding… but the turtles has been together outings and outings for ard 1 mth alreadi… I realli felt great knwin the guys out there… All the plesant moments are goin to stay inside my heart and I will never forget…

But juz as I try to rmb all those moments, the turth has arrived… I tink the turtles are abt to dispatch alreadi… Its nt tat I am tryin to be bad, but as wat I can see, some of them frm ITE haf alreadi went back to studies, and recently some of them in Uni haf also started their lessons while tmr, more will go back to studies…

Den tink further… All of us will be busy wif our own stuffs… I myself also got committed to y outings and activities… Therefore, I keep on knwin new friends… Hwever, most of the turtles did nt follow my footsteps… To even some extend, MX and Chong Ming are leavin and goin overseas to further their studies… Turtles loses 2 of their members…

So, I had to sae tat the turtles will dispatched… I dun tink there will be even time when all of us cld meet any sooner… Tink again… when we go back to our own field of life, we get to get intouch wif our own friends, get busy wif our own life and activities… den we get to knw mani other friends, the truth is we dun realli get in touch wif one another tat often anymore…

Furthermore, 1 mth are a lot longer than I thot for the turtles… I thot it will be shorter… Maybe realli tis time is to sae goodbye for everyone…. More than I hope tis is never goin to happen, but I knw it myself, its time for the turtles…. To end this wonderful journeys wif all the memories in them…

Maybe we will meet some other daes… But I am sure we will… Hwever, we will nt meet tat soon again everyone… Lets hope tat all of us will return in dec 07 for the y camp and may all of us see each other and get together again…

Nw… Back to my life….

Todae, I am havin a late mornin… I tink for quite a long time, I haf nt been wakin up late, and tats why I felt so restless… Hwever, I realli enjoy tis particular dae…. Its nice, and coolin… and I get to relax while I do my own stuff…

Ard noon… as promised to hunk, I finished his report…. Its a one page report tat he needed, so shldn’t be much problem for someone who cld wrote 20 pages of report… For his project, its easy to do the report, as I juz needed to summarise wat is the main point of his project…

The rest of the daes are juz spent by surfin the internet and watchin TV… I tink evey nite, when I returned home, I did tat… every wkends afternoon, I also do tat… So watchin TV for the past 20 yrs has been a habit more than some actions alreadi…

Maybe tats the onli thing I can do at home other than surfi the net… Hm… I dun haf cable TV, neither haf I got a Xbox… so my entertainment at home is nt realli tat high… plus, i dun haf a PSP, MP3 or a cd player… It makes my life even borin… haiz…

Near evenin time, I went out to meet my friend, ZL… Bth of us haf nt seen each other for 2 wks, i tink…hwever, tats nt uncommon… He’s nw concentratin on his network marketin business, while I am concentratin on NS and YMCA activities, therefore, busy as we are, we realli dun get to see each other nwadaes…

Maybe if I stayed in network marketin business, I wld haf been busier than ZL… I tink as ur network grows bigger, there will be mani stuff u need to do, u need to maintain, u need to learn and do… Therefore, I am nt realli suitable in tis line even after stayin in and out for 2 yrs….

Gettin together, bth of us haf a chit chat session for hrs… I dun realli rmb wat is the time, but it sure is fast… it does passes fast… Anywae, at nite, I also met one of my junior, DG and JL… they are one of my best disciples in my CCA in sec… I tink they are also nw… Moreover, hw its so conincidence tat they bth are workin in my ex compani nw… haha…

I tink if nt for gordan, nt mani ppl knw tat I work in my ex compani… A pure advertisement… Gordan is someone who I brought into the trade of network marketin… while me and one of my upline and bro, SY aka Ace left the compani, he stayed on, strive on and nw he is one rich man, earnin 6 figures per mth and also haf his own car… kool….

The first thing DG see me after askin hw am I, was why I left the compani… I den told him abt the reasons which decided my leavin… Hwever, I juz felt tat as u stayed on in network marketin trade, u tends to feel the pressure in there… tats probabli the main reason I left…

Anywae, the 4 of us stayed on chat on network marketin stuff for ard 2 hrs… I tink the exchange of pointers are impt as u learn more things frm others and in tis wae, u can appli some onto ur own… Its definetly impt to learn wif a humble mindset…

Before leavin, I thot of askin hw is DG’s elder sis, Samantha nw?? Afterall, she is someone whom I haf feelins for in the past… and even if I am nt her bf nw, I still wans her to haf happiness and stay fortunate… Hwever, the thot of her stop me frm askin… Dun get me wrong, but I juz dun wan to tink too much, tats why I never ask anything…

Maybe, I will ask some other daes when I see DG on msn… but definetly, nt todae… haha… do realli miss samantha in some waes after all, I had some nice memories of her in my mind… but its alreadi over for quite a long time… haha… ai yah… nt need to tink tat much… it will nt change anything also…

At home, saw AJ wif her nick… haha… she sure is funnie lol… since I haf nt tok to her for quite some time, I decided to chat wif her… Haiz… she misses a lot of ppl…. tat also need me realised tat actualli they are a lot of ppl tat I also misses… Dunno hw are them alreadi???

I will definetly meet them sometime at somewhere… Singapore is nt tat small, but we will see each other somehw…. 

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