A New Life - Episode 8
Friday, 17 August 2007.
After a AVI dae yesterdae, todae returning bakc to camp gifs me strange feelins… I dun realli knw why??? Hwever I told myself to stay focused and stay positivie… Rite nw,e verything in my life is goin on the rite wae…
I think I am realli lucki… To haf good bros, good elder n younger god sis and to haf a nice family and great friends… I tink even money cannt buy you all these happiness… Juz like wat my elder god sis, Serene said to me in the past… The defination of Happiness to to have good friends, family beside you…
I tink in the past durin sec sch time, I may nt agree wif her…. Hwever, after goin for the philosophy of success course in earli 2006, I tink I had improve the relationship wif my parents and my younger sis… Recently, I also changed my relationship wif friends ard me… I tink I haf nt failed much of them except someone in mind…
All and all, I realli felt fortunate nw… Probabli, I may nt be tat happie and fortunate in the past… I always say Heaven is totally unfair to me… I always blame ppl ard me… But I realised… If u never caused all these to happen, it will nt happen…
Tats why I am realli fortunate wif the ppl ard me, wif the incidents and situations in my life as I always haf tis dog shit luck… Most of all, I haf learned hw to stay positive….
Comin back to NS… todae is veri slck… Nth in much to do realli… As a matter of fact, the whole mornin is juz some chit chat sessions in the 35 Canteen… I tink my NS mate and me haf gt a long time nt sittin dwn together like tis to tok…
At the 35 canteen, I saw a veri old show… Its in 1996, I tink… Yue Jing Jin Shen by Fann Wong and Xie Shao Guang… I tink I realli pei fu wif xie shao guang’s acting… He is realli a good actor and he acts naturalli…. I tink there is nt any of my friends do knw tat I am someone who likes to act in drama shows… Haha… basicalli, tis is one of my hidden talents…
Anywae… ORD personals returned back to seletar camp… Frm our side, Andrew a guy frm our side ORD todae… well… kool… Hm… he disrupted dunno which yr and came back to serve in May… Todae, he has finalli ORD… Haha… Tink of it, there is still 2 person in my side to go, before I can realli shout ORD…. although nw my 2 hand can count the no. of mths alreadi…
In afternoon, our veri own CSM told my NS mates and me to help him put up some banners and posters… In the end, when we finished wif those jobs, we got to set up tables and chairs… Haiz…. Well, it looks like the Officers are havin a dinner at seletar camp tonite… Tink again… its the man who had done all the job at NDP, and instead my guys and me got onli 2 daes off plus the other 2 daes pay back after doin so mani sai kang, while the officers juz sat dwn there and eat dinner for celebrations… Its seriousli nt fair… But wat to do???
Oh yar… since I haf committed myself to Y outings and activities, I decided to nt include myself in any duties on saturdae… Hwever, when has tat realli bothered me??? I always try and use my 1st wk of the mth nwadaes to finish all my duties… Lets hope next mth, I get some better duty dates…
Back to seletar camp… Nw did I sae abt the dinner for the officers tonite… My NS mates and me finished all the job at ard 3 plus pm… I gotta sae I got out of sort when helpin out wif the job… Shouldn’t be like tat… But I gotta admit, I haf nt been tat focus juz nw…
Hm… for tonite’s fireworks, I decided nt to go… Most of my NS mates are nt goin… So thot, maybe I am nt goin alreadi since I gt 2 tickets… I dun realli knw who to find, or who to gif… In the end, they share the tickets among those who are goin… I tink for tmr’s one, if hunk, Shu Wei never sae anything in the afternoon, den after my Y activities, I will probabli go home and rest…
My Ns mates and me, those who are bai bai for the seven mth, we left the camp and went to serangoon’s sheng song to buy those stuff needed… After returnin, we set up everything and started everything… Juz some things we forgotten and after added it in, everything went on fine for all of us… We finished everything ard 5 plus pm… Its nt realli we are doin it becoz we had to… but I tink as the main reason has been stated, its to gif all of us a peace of mind…
Did I sae I haf been restless for the past few daes and my stomach felt pain… Tis mornin, when I woke up, its the same feelin… Dunno why??? Its realli a sharp pain lol… and the thing is when I am in such state feelin so tired, I frm mornin to nite haf alreadi eaten 5 meals a dae… Hw shockin can tat be!!!
Maybe shouldn’t tink too much, but eatin 5 meals in one dae is like a shockin matters… I dun realli knw hw come I am eatin tat much for, coz unless u knw wat u r doin, or else, u r juz like a lost lamb, dun realli knw wat u r doin…
Sleepy as usual… Tmr goin for Y activities… Slp well lol….
