A New Life - Episode 6
Wednesday, 15 August 2007.
Maybe I was realli too shag last nite…My energy level hit to a newest low pt for my usage… Its irritatin for me to tri and open my eyes… ARGH… dun like tis kind of blurry blurry feelin…
Nw, did I sae I am too tired… I dunno wat happen to my body recently… After sundae, my whole body became too weak for me to do any major activities… Felt like veri sick, but yet, I am nt fallin sick yet??? Does it mean, I am havin a serious illness veri veri soon???
Maybe… but for me, I had too much things to do… Avoidin fallin sick is the best tat I can tink of… Currently for me, I am hopin to get more rest which I cld, but too bad… Mon to Fri, I will be in NS… and particularly frm Aug to Nov, dun tink there will be rest so easili, coz stocktake for my store is comin… and 2 major one sia…
Haiz… let these few mths quickly passed bah… I am gettin tired and tired… Haha… realli wan to slp for daes sia… Hm… if I slp le and den dun wake up…. Choy!!! touch wood… Seven Mth nw, cannt anyhw sae…
Anywae speakin of mon to fri is for me in NS… at wkdaes nite, TV is the best relaxation for me… there will be nt much nite events in wkdaes… Saturdae’s for YMCA’s outings and activities… den at nite… if I am nt outside, I will be at home again… Sundae… for me, I am sincerly hopin for a nice nice rest…
But tats if I dun go out at all for these few mths… Maybe I can… since I am nt goin for much of the turtles outin… Even my other friends, when they ask me to go out, I reject them quite a few times… I do need some rest… Haiz…
Nw… wat abt me tis time round??? I feel tat all the things tat I told myself to improve on definetly goes to waste… In the last series, I told u guys tat a man shld haf this 3 qualities : BOLD, HONOUR and MAGNIMOUS… hwever, I feel tat in recent times whether I am at my NS side, or whether its at outside getherin wif my friends or turtles, I am somehw deprovin bit by bit…
To me, promises are hard for me to fulfill nwadaes… Especialli I failed someone recently… Tat incidents hit me back awhile… I knw nw tat I haf to keep on positive… Therefore, I am goin to hit forward again… I am goin to tri and bi men si guo… and hopin I can get some improvements in my characteristic…
Before I went back to my NS camp… I was tinkin abt my nov’s birthdae chalet… woo hoo, gettin veri veri excited abt it… My mind started to tink frm wat will be my room number since I book it alreadi but wifout tellin me the room’s no… to the ppl I am invitin to the food and drinks tat I am orderin… Veri veri excited… To tell u the truth… The room no, I can call them in late sept to ask for it… The food n drinks quantity can onli be decided after i confirm who is comin… So tat leaves me wif who’s comin… Hm… I will send invitations thru e-mails, friendster, hp and msn messenger… 4 medias… However, I am probabli expectin less than 50 ppl to come… or even lesser… haha…
All tat will be known when I sent out the invitations on Oct 01 2007….
At camp… Same old tings.. However todae need to loan out some stores for the Army Open House frm my store…I also unleashes the newest version of tifor jacks… a equipment for the boats… I tink… hm… haha… dun realli knw wat its use for… But tis new tifor jacks are 5 tons and its more heavier than my current 1.5 ton and 3 ton tifor jack…
Anywae… the thing abt tat tifor jack is tat its heavier and there is light comin out??? Nah… nt realli my problem… Lets see… my store do need to condemn mani equipments… Currently stores frm my side tat came back frm NDP are out unusable and I am thinkin to condemn it…
I seriousli believe there will be more stores for me to condemn it… Well… the gedong store side finalli took awae all their generators… but their stores are nt taken back… Hw am I goin to stocktake by my own before the 2 major stocktake sia??? Haiz… Its never easy to handle stores alone and I am doin tat for mths alreadi… Sia lar…
After lunch, I went to NUH for MRI Scan on my back… My rite knee’s injured durin PTP times, tats why I am out of course… I always thot tat medical appointmment will last forever coz I will be able to stay at my current camp… However my BMT recourse ffi is back next thursdae… and wat can be worse??? If my MRI Scan shows nth… tats the end for me… I will nt haf any medical appoinments… haiz…
Dude… Rmb… Stay positive can onli help u get on wif ur life more easier… If u stay in a depress mood, you will nt tink out of the box calmly and if u cld nt tink calmly, u tense to stress… Once u stress, u will find urself dead in a situation wifout solutions… Hm… so, why nt juz find solutions???
Good grief, I am able to tink calmli for almost a mth alreadi… Lets hope I dun get tense and fuss out wifout reason like wat I did in the past… Positive… Stay positive… need to concentrate and focus…
Let’s get on wif life… I haf, Haf u???
