A New Life - Episode 2
Saturday, August 11 2007
I often do volunteering work as I thought I have the passion to keep on doing. However, as times goes by, I realised that its not only passion that will exactly but the feeling where you express it naturally out from ur heart brings u a long wae dwn there….
As I sae yesterdae, I am now committing to y outings and activities under ymca every saturdae… Now it makes me a full time volunteer. Its better than the last time when I was only part time volunteer in ymca only joinin the y camp.
Todae, I reached the SCAS Celebrals Palsy Centre at Pasir Ris… initialli, I thot i will be late due to the fact tat I woke up ard 8 plus am… So, I had to rushed dwn and took a cab there… However, I did make it on time… Phew… Luckili, I made it on time or else, my 1st outings will be ruined… haha…
A thot at first at there was, I dun realli knw wat was the situation… Eventualli, pauline the person in charge didn’t told me anything abt wat was happenin… However, after the beneficiaries arrived, I get into situations immediately…
At the start, I was a bit loose, didn’t knw eventualli wat to do… haha… After the y camp, i almost haf my skill of volunteerin and take initiative all lost… haha… But tink back of why I wanted to commit full time volunteerin, I immediately took initiative durin the time when they arrived by communicatin wif them… Its the same for ice breakin, thou, my skills went a little bit of rust…
After ice breakin, there is some performances by a korean group wif dances and skit… I haf no objections about their performances as I can see tat most of the beneficiaries realli enjoyed it, but the thing I dun realli like is abt their sound effect… Its too loud and it scares off the beneficiaries too easili…
Den its some telematches… its done by some christian association thou Pauline sae they are nt part of christian… hm… some pts to argue abt bah… why are there so mani different grps wis so mani different gods but there r still unfortunate events ard??? I am a free thinker, I thot maybe tats life, but it will be meaningless if u dun trust urself….
The telematches is a veri good one… At the water ballon station, some of the volunteers and me thot why nt throw across to the rest of them… it will looks fun… haha… juz kiddin lar… but in the process, we may help the beneficiaries to strengthen their muscle…
After finishin the games, the beneficiaries ate donuts brought by pauline… haha… the most funniest thing was when one of the beneficiaries told us volunteers nt to bulli his jie jie… haha…. and we also gave out stickers to them… kool…
When they went home… I saw smiles on their faces and my smile also appeared… This is sth which u cannt get wifout doin sth straight frm ur heart… Its a special feelins… I realli enjoyed tis outings and look forward to more…
About the volunteers… I realli dunno them tat much, but i managed to get into the group veri fast… hm… probabli i am someone who can tok to anyone easili… haha… Wat i dunno abt this grp is tat they haf a lot of scandals n its like out of a sudden i heard a lot things tat i dun realli knw… haha…
Anywae spent the lunch time wif them… before tat I visited ymca’s workin offices of yew chong and pauline and the rest… Its sth tat I hope I will get into somedae… definetly… I do hope some dae I can work at ymca… Haha… Anywae, the rest of the volunteers and me went for lunch… Its one of the volunteer named Darren. He had his birthdae celebrated durin lunchtime wif us… Pauline planned it all… haha… Anywae, todae didn’t spent money on lunch at HANS as its a treat frm pauline… thanx orhx… Tmr i will haf money for the gatherings…
For tommorrow’s turtles gathering, da niao confirmed tat its at Wild Wild Wet, 11.30am outside the place to meet… I am nt sure whether to go after nt feelin so well after comin back frm the outings, even thou i had promised ah xuan tat i will be goin… I juz nt feel good… Maybe she may nt wan to see me at all???
Terence, my bro persuaded me to cancel off my plan tmr… I indeed had pluck all my courage to speak to her tmr… But my bro reason out wif me why i shouldn’t do tat… I tink twice and decided nt to do it… Maybe tokin to her tmr durin the time to go home is nt a gd idea after all….
I realli had nt decide to last minute cancel abt goin or juz go ahead as plan… My mind is full of questions and questions… The guy in me had been keepin on changes in life n to live positively, but setbacks stops him and he always finds solution to solve it, no matter its general problems of he’s or others… but when it comes to her problem, tis guy will find the best solution for her….
Hw when he met setbacks for problems between him n her, he never understand and finds the solution??? Is it confirmed tat tat will be the end of the two of them??? I realli dunno… Put that theory on me and u will find myself regrettin sooner or later…
Gif me a chance, will I wan to regret??? Never will I…
