After it ended - Episode 12
Saturday, July 21 2007.
Todae is juz another short dae for me. I definetly enjoyed todae either. It did gifs me some time to relax myself for a while. Its gd for me to see brighter dae as its passin thru. Great dae in fact.
Nw, i went dwn at 3pm to NDP…. Hm… eventualli, I did gt lost while tryin to find the wae…. Its like, I did nt knw at where given the directions by my NS mates…. Hwever, after walkin ard marina for 15 mins, i eventualli found my wae there… Sia Lar…. Hw blur could I haf been???
Aniwae, i reached there, other than 1 of my NS mate who went for duties, the rest were there… So, i reached there and i saw they were all restin at there. Well, after all, the sec sch kids will come in at 4pm, so nw, its better to rest. Haha… the funni part is, i ahd to get cups and cups of milo juz to fill in the bottles…. Makin trips ard is like doin exercise….
Aniwae, the sec sch kids brought their costume to our table at 4pm, well… its too chaotic…. Actualli, the job at there is juz to paste stickers on the costume…. but… sia lar… i was like kan chong sia…. kids linin up were huge…. the line is long and i had to hurry up…. so wifout any qulities to tink abt…. i began to tink abt quantity….
At 6pm, o get to finish most of the job… its great as i feel some sense of achievement after all…. Although its nt a great job in all the NDP’s job lar… but at least, i did it wif pride… sort of…. Haha… The kids there brought my smiles brighter…. its great to see them, as sometimes, they realli cheer u up…. Hw i wish i am back to being a kid sia???
Well, after 6pm, i left the place for some personal matters…. Thankfulli, my botak boss, let me go… so next saturdae, i am able to leave at 6pm too… thank god for tis decision, i am sincerly greatful for wat i haf nw sia… I realli dun complain much abt the things i haf nwadaes…. I felt fortunate…
Anywae, when I reached home…. Oh ya… I did haf a haircut before formalli returned home… Thank god… its short…. N nice… Kool… Yupz… anywae, when I returned home, I met 2 of my bros frm my Y camp online…
U see, all of them haf their own problems…. No doubt, these 2 guys haf… All I could do was juz to console them and advice them… However whether they wan to follow, is still up to them…. Sometimes, its like tat, but there is nth much u can change abt it, so u juz improvise it….
So wat abt them havin problems??? I seem to be like one person wifout problems nwadaes??? Nah…. I also got mine, but i dun fuss abt it, I neither complain abt it, I also dun blame anyone abt it, if anyone is to be blame…. its definetly me lor…. Nobody coz all ur problems, but u lor…
So, i would juz find solutions abt my problem… Nwadaes… I am like someone who will find solutions to my problem, if nt, other’s problem… Its never easy… coz, u need to tink something which is reasonable and when they tink of it, they find it a realliable solution for them to accept it….
Ppl who dun face their problem, they escape and in the end, they found themselves lost wif no thinkin…. Hwever, ppl out there, be bold and brave to face all problems, and u shld be able to free urself frm all these troubles….
I myself am still improvin… I still haf a lot to learn, but if I dun change and learn, I will juz stay in my own little world, which I shld nt, after all tats nt wat she wans to see also, after she helped me regain a brighter life I am havin nw…. Isn’t it??? So juz stay positive…. and u will live positive….
Nw… tmr will be a long dae for me…. Maybe after wakin up and watchin TV, I wld haf to go out…. I had a mission tmr…. Its to find 2 CDs wif songs she wanted to find for a long time…. and she wanted it urgently, i tink… Actualli hor… why shld i even fidn for her…. I dun realli haf to…. but tinkin of wat she haf done for me, and I claimin, I realli love her…. Tell u the truth, I had nt done much for her sia…. Even if I had, I haf done veri less for her… So seriousli, find the CDs for her, is juz a small thing which I can done for her…
Truthfulli and sincerly, i never expect anything in return… I juz wan to find for her wifout any thing to expect and any rewards…. Nw my aim is juz to support her in every wae i can… So tmr, I will be searchin the whole of Singapore for juz tis 2 CDs… Maybe, I will leave at 12 noon and in hopin at 5 plus, I will be able to find the 2 CDs….
God…. gif me hope and tmr may I find the 2 CDs….
