After it ended - Episode 10
Thursday, July 19 2007.
So Be It as I haf to control my anger. My anger haf been melted dwn for quite some period of time alreadi. I no longer feel angry tat easy nwadaes… Nw I juz felt stuck in situations and I haf to find solutions, tats normalli hw I felt these few daes…
Lets tok abt NS… nw… saturdae frm the start shldn’t even be meant to be touch and yet, nw 2 to 3 wks before NDP, my NS mates and me who are nt activated are bein activated frm tis saturdae onwards….
OMG… I seriousli made plans alreadi lor… and i given them my promise to be at the outin… so nw, hw can i break the promise…. Sia lar… its all thanks to tat botak head boss who did nt knw why he wanted us to go dwn…. Seriousli if we all go dwn, we will nt be doin much either….
Nw… I juz gotta tink of wat is the best ever solutions… I tink tmr haf to find him to continue my negotiation wif him… for the last 2 saturdaes in july, i juz cannt stay until veri late lor…. its nt tat i dun wanna go dwn and help, juz tat, I need to leave ard 6pm…. so hope tat tmr’s negotiation will be givin me at least some hopes….
Well… I realli cherish the friendship wif the turtles, ever since goin out wif them, I had my life occuipied…. nw I dun at least felt tat bored… although shag and tired at times, but i knw wif them ard, I get to find excitements…. Haha… thanx to all of them… so tats why saturdae nw is precious to me, esp tis mth… coz turtles outin is too impt to me alreadi…. No matter wat happens to the negotiation tmr, so be it, at least i gaf myself the chance to tri.
Anywae, NS todae was sianz…. All my NS mate left earli… Diaoz…. they all took 1/2 dae, leavin me wif another pte soldier, george aka cui cui…. keke…. anywae, its kinda strange lor… even when so less ppl are in camp, i still stayed until 5pm…. sia lar… Maybe too much incidents nwadaes makes me caution abt all my movement…
Arhz… these few daes… I am fightin some disease…. hm… shld i be classifyin them under disease??? Its ulcer lor… all ard my tongue sia…. Tink it happens after yesterdae’s eatin of tat boig packet of popcorns…. Haha… I deserve the ulcer lar…. initialli, its goin to get smaller and smaller, nw, its all ard my tongue… sia lar… greedy of eatin when i knw i had to ctrl my diet….
So todae, i haf to keep on drinkin bottles and cups of water… Even as i am writin nw, I tink i had drank a cup juz nw…. so nw, juz hope tat tmr will nt be tat bad… hope it goes dwn…. its veri troublesome when u had ulcer in ur mouth…. u find ur tastebug will be useless some times….
Tonite, i juz haf to slp earli…. For the past few nite, i slept at 3am and 2am respectively…. Well… gotta understand…. i came home late, den i was writin After it ended…. So never slept earli… My ulcer was also caused by a lack of slp…. Especialli can see tat I had been slpin in NS for daes alreadi… sometimes its due to borin lifestyle, but sometimes, its realli tat I am veri shag and tired, so while nt havin enugh slp, I juz gotta gain back some slp sia…. I am the type of person tat needs at least 15 hrs of slp, if nt 10 hrs…. but ever since I entered NS, I never had chance to do tat…. Haha… Miss those lifestyle druin post ITE time.
I tink nt onli I am shag… she is also… tink she hardli is awake todae as seen in her lastest blog entry…. I tink wat she realli need is a veri veri powerful slp…. Den after tis powerful slp, she will be ok afterwards…. Health is still the most impt thing, so pls lar…. girl, go and slp earli these few daes, den u will be energetic on sundae???
Oh yar… Saturdae’s outin… tink cannt go liao… see hw the negotiation will end up tmr… Anywae, sundae, terence will be organisin the dinner at a jap bar… at UE square… dun realli knw at where… Vivo, is it??? oh ya…. 6, 7pm…. Huh??? like tat its a bit short lor… oh did i get all the info wrong??? Ai ya… see my hp again for the info….
Haha… todae, the funniest thing happen to me… As my sms inbox is full, I onli knw I got so mani sms onli when I was callin my dad to fetch me up at 5pm… So a total of 6 sms did nt appear frm the morning till den onli was seen by me at 5pm…. Well, had to clear ard 20 plus msgs in my sms inbox before I can fulli receieve all the msgs…. Haha….
Ai Yoh… Terence, if u r seein tis, i tink u haf bombarded my sms inbox todae… Ai ya… didn’t knw abt the msg full storage thingy, so tats why did nt even repli ur msg… Haha… maybe next time if i never repli, u wanna tri callin???? Tats wat hp are initialli use for…. Callin ppl….
Seriousli needed some slp… yah… I was listenin to her song put up on her blog… Its sang by angela zhang shao han… Nice song…. Hm… ppl out there… if u r guessin anything, dun guess… coz I juz went to see her blog as a friend… Diaoz… Realli nth more than friendship involve between the 2 of us nwadaes… Nwadaes, tokin to her is easier than it was durin the troubled times…. So nw, we are juz friends…. and i am supportive of her very decision she makes nw adaes… But… friendship matters to me more than other things for her.
Ok… tats for nw… Let’s pray for tmr… Goin off to slp earli finalli…..
