After it ended - Episode 8
Tuesday, July 17 2007.
Welcome to the new episode of After it ended. Todae, we will tok abt life’s unfortunate of events happenin to me in juz one dae….
Juz as when I thot there will peace in NS… How would I knw sunddenly so mani unlucki things could happen???? Earli in the mornin, its juz as normal as it can be…. Den till the afternoon, nth happen much lar… except tat my area haf to be look after to prevent dengue….
Tmr would haf to pick up drinkin cans lyin ard the hangars…. sigh…. Anywae… afternoon in NS is veri unlucki…. Juz by restin in bunk can get caught by csm…. OMG… although, the bunk cannt be use for slpin…. but juz rest there onli mah…. Nt tat all of us are AWOL frm camp…. sigh… Tmr… maybe will see wat is goin to happen… I tink its naggin session frm my boss… a veri veri useless warrant…
Returnin home is never easy for me either…. Sigh… Goin home nwadaes, there are always problems… Especialli after my younger sis had a bf…. Well, todae, some bad incidents which is nt realli meant to be mention happened….
In the end, the police had to be activated… Well… U never hope tis kind of thing will happen to you, but in the end, you cannt even avoid it…. I heard frm my father as he told me tat…. He was sighin hw so mani unplesant incidents happen to him all at once…. I could onli console him by tellin him these are things tat happen in life where we could nt even control….
I didn’t haf time to settle the problems as I rushed out frm home to witness wat I knw as Network Marketin battle… I got to admit… its a few yrs back… At tat time, I was involved in network marketin…. partialli, i did got some interests in it… but subsequentli, I found out tat I am nt cut out for it and I left….
However, I left and rejoined some time back later… I tink I went on a course tat changed my life a little… its gd…. but all wells ends well… I left after tat and never came back…. Well… all is nt the main pt…. the main pt is one of my downline is my friend in sec sch… well, i brought him into tis trade and nw he is doin perfectly well….
He’s a guy wif 6 digits income…. a boss who haf mani ppl under him helpin him to progress…. and he is goin to haf his car next wk, i tink… anywae… I am seriousli proud of his achievement… He seriousli own it and its his hardwork and never gif up attitude tat lead him to where he is nw…
On the other side, its my junior friend frm my sec sch… He juz joined the netwrok marketin trade some time ago…. However I felt tat he need to meet ppl like my friend, as to learn some knwledge in tis trade as to do well… Therefore, wifout hesitation, I became a bridge and the meetin is setup todae…
Well… its a nice session… My friend did evaluate hw my junior had been doin and progressin so far and to be hornest, my fiend is someone who i tink haf far more experience in tis trade than a lot of guys out there…. Anywae, my junior’s compani’s plan did nt realli seem to be tat gd…. however after the presentation ended, my friend felt tat my junior has potential in tis trade… I am definetly happi… coz at least nw someone is able to do well in life…
I am nt sayin I am nt doin so well… I had to admit, my life is nt as bright as some… but wif her savin me and help me regain to a positive life, I began to knw wat my life’s meanin is abt…. Of course, there is still much for me to improve in areas…. but I am happi wif wat I haf been doin nw…. At least I knw, doin volunteerin work nw is my main priority in life….
Life is like a battlefield, but for me, I treat it as a learnin ground. A ground for u to knw where ur future lies, a ground for u to evaluate ur actions everydae and a ground for u to see thru urself…. Tis is like a movie, a long movie wif meanins in it….
So the battle ended as wat I knw frm the start…. A lesson by my friend to my junior… Its interestin…. I did learnt tat when u haf a certain amt of knwledge in certain trade, u shld juz shared it to the ppl ardc u, no matter whether u all r on the same side or nt….
My friend den invited me to go over to his compani to take a look… I thot why nt, maybe still can meet some old friends there…. However, even before I can reached there, my friend’s compani had alreadi closed shop… Well… too bad…. maybe next time…. So had to juz returned back home….
Sadz…. todae juz spent abt 20 dollars… sigh…. withdraw 80 dollars, minus off the 50 dollars for my dad…. i am left wif 10 dollars after the taxi fare and the limited edition of FHM… sigh… tmr’s outin, need to withdraw money lor….
I reached home abt 10 plus pm…. I met my mum who was flared out at the incident in the afternoon…. I did asked her wat she wans nw… to continue the cold war wif my younger sis or wat??? But she’s like totalli gave up on my younger sis….
I actualli told her abt my own pts and views and discussed wif her why nt everyone sit down and tok… but my mum totalli gave up hopes on tokin…. My thots??? I haf onli one younger sis… maybe for the past few yrs, we had argued and quarrled, sometimes fought… but after all, she’s my onli younger sis…. Hw wld I wan to let sth happen to her??? I juz hope tat heaven will nt let her life be tat bad anymore…
Sometimes, its veri difficult to control all tis incidents… I neither had the power to change it nor twist it… but wat I can do is to be positive and face it rite in my face and brain… I may nt be a guy wif plans and courage, but I am ready to face it wif all my will power no matter hw bad the situation can be….
I realli had nth to be scared off nw…. The worst moments in my life haf alreadi been over for a long long time….
So… hw wld the harry potter movie outin be like on wednesday??? Find out soon later in the evening.
