CHRIS @ WORLD

Sunday, July 29 2007.

Firstly, some points had to be made before the last episode.

1. Abt why Wan Leng is no 1 in the top 10 girls… Its becoz of all the hard work and sai kang she had did for the turtles in y camp…. frm hw she never smile and stresses herself… I can understand tat she had done too much alreadi and so for her hard work and efforts, i gaf her 1st…. guys, pls dun misunderstand anymore tat i haf feelins for her or wat so ever… i haf onli one girl in my mind and u all knw who is it…

2. Why Angela rank higher than Mei Xuan… hm… probably its hw i compare the 2 of them on wat they did in the y camp…. I cannt realli compare the 2 of them in the outings coz angela is nt at all the outings except 1… hm… maybe mei xuan ranks lower due to her quietness… she seldom tok… and as i sae last nite… maybe its becoz of our mr T… tats why angela ranks a little bit higher… haha….

3. I haf no point of disappointin the turtles out there… but i probabli will nt be goin for any outings frm august onwards… maybe some… maybe none… i dunno… but i realli felt tat i needa some time to gif myself a complete rest… I am gettin quiet and quiet as each outings goes… so needa some time to refresh myself… So turtles… next time when u ask me for outings… i will nt be answerin u tat quickli i will be goinin… will tink of it before decidin… sorrie guys…

Actualli the 3rd pt is some decision i made while i was quiet the last nite… maybe realli needa some rest frm so mani outings… maybe wanted to refresh myself before showin the guys a fresh me… I dunno… but as days goes by… i am gettin tired easily…

I knw terence will probabli tok to me… shu wei will console me… daniel will also made some pt to me… I realli thanx u guys for all tis… i am realli grateful… but i need juz some time myself too… Seriousli, i am never a out spoken guy… i am also nt someone who can keep my smiles on all the time, neither am i a person who likes to keep on tokin and tokin… i am someone who’s reserved to myself at times….

Maybe its her who made me wanted to get out of my well… get out of those reserved space i am in it… Its dark and its shallow… once u r inside, u never can climb out easili… but she made it wide and i can find some light….  I tink I haf gotta out of tat well… but i juz needa some time to keep to myself….

So by makin tis decision, i knw i will nt be seein the turtles tat often… I knw tat, and i will surely miss them, but i hope to haf some time to rest too… haiz… too bad… at time like tat, i juz gotta make one decision…. probabli nw i will see hw impt is the gatherin, den decide to go… haha…

Anywae… the one person i cannt help worryin is her… I knw tat she is startin her uni quite late… so she will be out in most of the outin… I also knw tat she has mani friends to look after her… and the turtles will also… but i hope again… may all of u help to carry on to look after her… i am prayin in my mind n heart tat no danger will ever fall on her… or i will be sorrie on myself… so, turtles and her friends, plz look after her… i tink as i am goin to miss so mani outins… i will haf a long time nt seein her….

Maybe, i shld send sms to her again… I am seriousli nt embarassed neither am i afraid… the thing is i cannt find any more topics to say…. maybe its due to my characteristic… i am afraid if i am goin to tok to her more in depth things, she will be rejectin all my sms… i dun realli wan tat… but by nt tokin to her…. i am sort of like losin contact wif her… so its leadin me to like in a lost direction….

I thot to myself last nite… I dun realli knw hw long i can keep on lovin her… i realli dunno… But wat i knw is tat, i am quite fortunate to knw tat she’s still out there… its alreadi been a great thing for me… I am realli great to knw her… so tats why i knw tat there is a limit of things i can do… other than tat i can onli do things in the dark… haiz…

Turtles, out there… juz askin u all to realli help me to take care of her in anywae… i will be grateful to all of u…

For the past one mth… i am realli grate to knw so mani of u…. its been a great time… esp. i haf new bros like terence, daniel and shu wei…. and someone who i haf been disturbin… Ms. AJ… den the lame Ian… haha… and all of u… for the whole of july its realli great… but there’s one phrase… tat is tian xia wu bu shan zhi yan xi…. All good things will come to an end… August is definetly a turnin pt to all of us….

Juz like i am wif some of my friends… we definetly haf gd times in the past… but we also haf nt been seein each others for yrs and mths… dunno when will meet them again… but i knw some daes, i will meet them again…

In my heart, i haf alot of things to sae… But its always hard to express in words… Its even harder to express it by actions… For those tat i loved in the past, i am grateful to u all, coz if u all did nt reject me, i wld haf nt met her… i tink thank to u girls… I haf met her, and thankfulli she’s my last….

For all my bros… i may nt haf help u all much… but believe me, whenever u need me, and i can be there, i will definetly help u all…. wifout hesitation… For all those who haf some misunderstandin wif me in the past… i realli hope tat all this misunderstandin has been cleared… i realli hope…

Finalli, its nw the end of After it ended… Thanx to all of u out there… esp. the turtles who provided all the adventures tat i experience… I realli thanx u all… Its great to haf u all out there….

As a promise, A New Life will be the new series… It will be startin after the national day. Thanx guys out there… Cya in the new series… 

Saturday, July 28 2007.

Speakin of yesterdae when I slept at 3am… Its seriousli a bad thing… Coz i feel blur after wakin up… den thot maybe i will nt wake up in the mornin if i dun haf ppl wakin me up… tat was when i thot why nt msg her to call me in the mornin to gif me a mornin call, but den again… it will be quite strange… or maybe its been a long time tat i haf nt msg her… so nw i felt quite strange…. haiz… anywae… juz set my alarm at 7.30am…

RING!!!! the alarm rang… well… indeed i am quite blur… dun even knw wat i was doin or where i was… sorta of… so wif my blury eyes, i found my wae to brush my teeth… due to too tired… i den decided to went back to slp… so hw i knw……..

8.30am… my hp rang… i was like shit!!! I am goin to seriousli be late… anywae, its a call frm my NS mate… he was askin me whether i wld be joinin the rest of them for breakfast… i was like nvm… i haf my own breakfast at home coz i dun realli had much money left…. rejected him anywae…

Ard 9 plus am… i reached the meetin place wif them… anywae, knew tat the time to go dwn show village had change… its 10am… seriousli if i knw tat i had to go dwn later, i dun need to wake up tat earli lor… stupid botak boss… he sucks… nah… shuldn’t be tinkin like tat …. be magnimous… well… seriousli, i gotta change after sayin for so mani episodes… maybe i haf change in some small little ways, but to change to a better side, i will need more time bah.

The whole dae in show village are juz sai kang, sai kang and sai kang…. But i haf no complains… after all i am leavin at 6pm… but my other NS mates are stayin till 11 plus pm… so wat can i complain at if the rest of them never complain… i juz kept quiet and did wat i cld wif all my best… At there i also met my platoon mates of the past… if u had read abt my past entry, u will knw tat i originalli came frm 46 sar… well… initialli i thot i will never meet them again even at show village, but who knws… i still met them… N i was even lucki to meet one of my close section mate… he’s wei hoa… he helped me a lot durin my bmt times… tats why i was realli grateful to him… haha… hw nice tat he’s still able to recognise me… as initialli i thot maybe shuldn’t wave to them and say hi… who knws… I am realli glad to see my platoon mates again… glad to see them…

Ard 6plus pm, i left the show village wif my muddy shoes… went to marina square shoppin mall to change into the shirt i bought a few daes ago… and some nice shoe i had been wearin in the past… i den went dwn to YMCA… Its seems to me tat i had nt been goin dwn there for quite some time… abt 6 mths alreadi… also, i had nt been goin for the past 2 Y Gatherins after my last 2 y camps… so to me, todae was a new feelin…

Aniwae, when i was goin dwn, i did msg her… its juz a qns askin where the place was… so thot tat she will msg me quite fast… hw i knw i still had to wait for some time… haiz.. maybe she’s busy wif some other things… well… i alreadi told myself… never blame her for anything tat happen… so i will never complain…

Reachin YMCA… its ard 6.30pm, i tink… everyone has reached the place and i am the last lor… haha… anywae, seriousli, i did nt went for the briefin in the 1st place… i didn’t knw where the room is even after she told me…. so went right n left… its onli after callin terence den i knew where the place was…

Lookin at the camp videos brings me back a lot of memories…. haiz… all the y camps always brought me different experiences and memories… so i realli enjoyed myself and tats probabli wat kept me frm comin back… After tat, its dinner… hm… cannt realli sae its nt nice coz if u compared wif the food frm Y camp, definetly its better….

After some takin of grp photos… all of us went out except angeline and chong ming who left earlier…. i initialli thot of leavin… but terence persuaded me to stay… diaoz… tis bro of mine seriousli had a good wae to persuade ppl… haha…

We went to play some arcade games before goin to ben and jerry’s…. I played some games and its seriousli been some time alreadi since i last played…. so quite enjoyed it… Anywae some thots to been said… its at the datona racin… I muz sae i was lucki… coz i almost lost to mei xuan…. but however i got 1st…. well… so i am realli lucki lar… if i had lost… i dun even knw hw am i goin to face the guys… haha….

After tat all of us went to Cathay’s Ben and Jerry’s… or is it Ben and Jelly’s??? Doesn’t matter…. its nt tat impt… The thing is i realli kept quiet the whole nite… nt tokin much… maybe its due to tiredness… or maybe i am tinkin of sth else…. i realli dunno… the rest of them qere busyin tokin and takin pics… i tink its tat i sat too far frm them… so didn’t get to interact wif them… so sat them n do nth….

Took a look at my watch… its 10pm… i knw tat she had to leave… well… her outin time is always until 10pm… maybe 10.30pm… which is the latest… so haiz… juz haf to see her leave like tat…. Haha… seriousli there’s nth i can do after all… Nw… all of them were sayin tat i am sad coz i kep quiet the whole nite… n didn’t smile??? did i??? Nvm… i am nt sad coz of her…. ya… i am nt sad becoz she left … diaoz… i was juz tired, guys and girls….

Oh ya… saw some microphones at the place… thot maybe i cld haf sang some song… so tat i will nt be so bored… haiz… realli wanted to sing…. 

Ard 11plus pm… we finished takin all the grp photos, we went to the mrt stn and prepared to leave… Below… i am goin to tok abt our Ms AJ and Mr Ian since they dare me to include them inside my blog….

After terence dropped off at potong pasir stn…. Ian and Ms. Aj are veri funnie lor… they were like bitchin ard…. juz as they were bitchin ard… Ian was complainin abt my blog… He sae why wld he wan to knw wat happen to me… I den sae a blog is to describe wat happen to me daily lor and its a place to put my thots in…. ai ya… Ian… tats my style of my blog… so dun stop my style….

Aniwae thanx to Ms AJ… she sae my blog is nt tat bad after all… haha… thanx arh… Oh Ya… abt ms aj…. haha…. actualli wanted to start the rumour tat she like me… well since its nt real… i thot why nt… haha… but since she’s quite nice to me yesterdae… i forgif her once and dun spread the rumour…. hm… wat abt the rumour of she and Ian…. oops…. i shldn’t leak out lor… but ai ya…. haha…. anywae… there’s nth between them… Believe me… haha…

Next up…. After it ended - Episode 20 : Last Episode.

Friday, July 27 2007.

Nw, the time is 2.45am… and its alreadi July 28 2007… I am juz rewritin wat has happen yesterdae lor… After all, I returned quite late back home tonite… so cannt be blamed for spendin time so late still writin my blog…

Earli in the mornin… at ard 9.30 am, i reached the show village, where the NDP background work are… actualli, i was almost late, i did woke up at 7.30am… but went back to slp… so den… woke up at 8am… so almost late lor…

Aniwae… todae at show village were all sai kang… jobs tat nobody wans to do… sianz… startin, had to paint the puppets… den rearrange it by carryin all ard… and definetly its nt light… Its HEAVY lor… after tat had to put flourasent light on the dress…. and tat made me do until lunch time….

Oh ya… I was shocked to find i had onli 60 dollars plus left in my bank!!! I was wonderin… hw cld it even happen lor… I thot i had at least 100 plus dollars left??? Wat realli happen…. Juz as i was hopin for some answer…. I knew i had to find out myself…. Anywae, my lunch was ex lar… eatin at long john silver nw…is EX…. I realli wonder when will my dream of my birthdae chalet be appearin… its goin far and far awae frm me….

After returnin frm lunch… I and my NS mates are all back at the show village…. so… we juz keep on doin work… puttin flurosent light… carryin stuff… counting stuff and so on and so forth… all these were repeatedli been doin and doin for hrs… and its nt easy… coz we had to continuosli do and do… juz to aim to go off as earli as possible…

Finalli ard 5 plus pm… we finsihed all our work todae… Actualli can leave earlier… but had to wait and wait… so therefore, i can onli leave at 6pm…. Well… I realli had to leave…. as earlier, i had been confirm meetin ah li at jurong east mrt stn to go together apple’s birthdae parti…

After some changin of clothes and tdyin up of my hair… haha… I took a train frm city hall mrt stn all the wae dwn to jurong east mrt stn…. so… i reached there quite earli anywae… 7.15pm… i den take a walk inside the popular store below the ctrl stn… however i was too tired to even read any magazines nor hear any music…. Juz tired sia…

While waitin for her, i met someone whom i haven’t seen for a long time… Hui Jing…. my disciple… or so called… Diaoz… Anywae… our ms ah li was veri slow… she reached abt 7.45pm… I at first thot she perm her hair and i wld be seein some aunty wif some curly hair… hw wld i knw… she straighten her hair again??? She’s rich sia….

I accompanied them to IMM to buy apple’s gift lor… they bought it onli when they are abt to go… After shoppin for like mins later… they bth decided wat to buy and bought it… Tat was when Chi Chiang, my bro, who waited for all of us impatiently, came to find all of us….

At ard 8 plus pm, we reached the place, The Cheverons… Ok… its outdoor… and the 2 girls, got mosquitoes bitten 1st… Haha… serves them rite… haha… ai ya… juz kiddin lor… anywae… 4 of us, took food and we went on eatin and drinkin…. Ya… on our wae to the cheverons… we were tokin abt the recent y camp…. and were discussin abt it… Hw fun its been sia….

The host, apple came to find us ard 9 pm, i tink…. anywae, ard tat time, the 4 of us had alreadi finish our food and we were still chattin abt the y camp… Haha… Yar… We saw yanbin and enard appeared…. Woo… Yanbin… still the same… but enard… she grown fat… AND I AM SPEAKIN THE TRUTH…. so as a result, i got pinches frm enard so mani times tat i had to keep on shoutin lor…

So all and all… we juz kept on tokin… oh yar…. we saw someone who had left YMCA… Pamela…. anywae… thanx to her… she somehw still rmb whom i was…. well, was glad arh… coz nt mani ppl recognise whom i was anywae…. sadz… so its realli great to see her again after all she left YMCA for a long time…

Ivy was the last to appear… she appear to be refresh lar… Old friends liao… so we all chatted quite happili… great to see her anywae…. its realli gd to see her…Well… she was also askin hw haf we been…. Anywae, gd to knw one of my friends are still there…. shhhh…. choy… i nt cursin anyone… juz fortunate…. dun misunderstand….

So… the whole thing drag on and on…. its almost ended ard 12 midnight le lor… Coz apple took photos and photos and juz doesn’t wan to blow her candles and cut her cakes… ai ya… she’s a photo queen…. Anywae… before all tat, we did took some grp photos…. Interact ones… long time all of us never take together…. shld be a precious one… If onli the legendary ITE Clementi Interact BODs are there tonite and takin the photos together, den its consider a valuable photo… Aniwae for those who dunno who are the legendary ITE Clementi Interact BODs… they are Chi Chiang, Chris (me), Saridah, Yuki, Apple, Ivy, Alicia and Zai…. and 3 of them are nt here todae… haiz… maybe we will realli haf one complete one when yrs to come…

Reached the junrong east ctrl stn ard 12 plus am… onli left ah li and me…. we den took a train dwn ang mo kio…. sianz… i dun haf any train orbus to go home le lor…. well… durin the journey to ang mo kio… bth of us chatted quite a lot… realli brings back the memories of the old times when we bth realli chat alot durin ite times… haha… missed it…

Anywae, since i knew i dun haf any services to go back to sengkang… and wifout any money bein able to be used for taxi fees… i thot why nt wander ard ang mokio until 6 plus am, go back home and rest for a while before goin dwn show village AGAIN !!! ya… saturdae still needs to go dwn… haiz….

Juz when i told tis idea of mine to ah li… she thot why nt she lend me 10 dollars or share cab wif me… she told me the weather recentli is nt gd… and wanted me to go home and rest plus slp… so i thot ok… why nt… anywae… my money still can save next mth… but health is more impt…. so i took her suggestion and upon reachin ang mo kio….. i hailed a cab after hers and left for sengkang….

I realli thanx Ah Li for helpin me when i realli need help. Thanx to tis long time friend of mine… i reached back home at 1 am… Phew… Thanx Ah Li again… i will return her money when i see her again tmr….

Tink tats all folks… goi to slp… den shld be goin dwn to show village …. OH YAR… ITS Y GATHERIN TODAE… 6.15pm… we will see wat adventures will unfold later…. Cya….  

Thursday, July 26 2007.

I enjoyed my off realli well todae. Its been a long time since I slept until 12 noon den wake up… Well, for me, I realli had to slp for 15 hrs per dae den it will be considered enugh for me, or else, i will be veri blur after i woke up…

Speakin of the dinner i planned… When i woke up, i saw daniel and ms AJ also sayin they cannt make it, so i decided to cancel it… After sendin out msgs tat its been cancel… I suddenly thot den wat i am suppose to do for the dae???

On the radio… I am listenin to YES 93.3 … kool… coz tats my fav station in singapore… I den ate my brunch… breakfast and lunch… haha… seriosuli its juz bread wif cheese and magarine… some sae kaya… Diaoz…

So after finishin my brunch… my life suddenly became dull… i juz sat at my sofa listenin to my radio… kaoz… I was like doin nth for 1 hrs plus except listenin to my radio… Huh??? Wat life has it been… when my off dae will be goin to waste… I suddenly felt like something useless… sittin there like i am some useless guy… Wah Lau…

At 2pm… hw am i feelin so bored tat, i suddenly juz went back to slp… OMG… see, i haf onli 14 hrs of slp frm yesterdae till todae… so i needed another 1 hr for me to fully be energetic… therefore, decidin tat i shld went for another 1 hr slp… So there… i re woke up at 3pm…

Exactly for those past few hrs… its onli slpin and slpin… quite borin hor… Sianz… I thot i can do much more for my off dae and instead its juz slpin on my off dae… Cannt be help… its coolin as it rains… so i haf to keep on slpin…

I tink its at 3pm, tat my activities started… i spent ard 50 dollars plus todae… on presents for apple’s birthdae tmr… and of course, a shirt for the y gatherings on saturdae… hm… i didn;t spent on shoes coz its too ex alreadi and didn’t wan to buy frm BATA… as its buy and throw away… so no pt buyin frm them…

Got home and in time for yu le bai fen bai… kool … a long time havent watch le… Ever since entered NS… dun realli haf time to watch unless i gt duty or off or leave… so great to be watchin… Haha… Xiao Zhu and Xiao Gui veri funnie lor… realli like their style of humor… so kinda of like learin frm them whenever i can… The show also celebrated Xiao Zhu’s birthdae todae… 

Hm… seriousli todae will nt be so borin if Ah li or aka Alicia called me earlier… she also wanted someone to pei her to buy apple’s gift… Diaoz… if she called me earlier, would I be bored the whole afternoon…. Haha… Well… we chatted for a long time… since after we graduated frm ITE… haf nt realli seen each other… Onli met her at the recent y camp…

OOH… WE WILL BE SEEIN EACH OTHER FOR 2 DAYS… if tmr is counted… hoopefulli hor… den it will be 2 daes…. i am crossin my fingers… den sat, i will also see ah li… Haiz… If never see ah li, will be like for mths, and if see her, can be for daes… Diaoz… exactli wat kind of friendship do i haf wif her??? strange!!!

I tink todae’s adventure is a nice one… Exactly After it ended is nt realli a high climate story coz its nt… But still they are stories left to be unfold…. So juz keep on reading… There will be surprises somewhere here and there… Haha…

Here, I seriousli thanx all of u for viewin After it ended. Ever since the Y Camp Challenge Jun 2007 story started and till nw, my page views per dae reached to somewhere near 40… so actualli, i am quite happi, as it never hit tat high before…

Therefore, i am happie to announce after After it ended - Episode 20, the new series, namin A new start will begin… it will be longer episodes tis time… Thanx all for ur viewin and i hope to write my life story better. Thanx.

Wednesday, July 25 2007.

YEAH !!! Tmr finalli i am on OFF…. can finalli get to slp until veri late tmr…

Todae was juz fine… juz tat in NS had to settle the forklift… and the worst part it, u had to grease it… so its actualli wat u consider dirty work… and when i finish greasin the forklift… my whole had was like in a total grease state… oily and unsightly…

Finalli after washin wif soaps repeatedli… my hand finalli became ok… or else… I realli dunno hw am i goin to use my hand… So its actualli some sort of like when u finish some dirty work, u at muz wash ur hand… Duh…

Again… todae its juz another slack dae in camp… After finishin wat we are suppose to do… we rested for the rest of the dae and when its time to return home… its actualli quite a good feelin… Ai yah… good times will nt last long… so dun expect it to continue after NDP…

Speakin of NDP on fridae… let’s hope wat my useless boss sae is correct… Hopefulli it will end at 5pm and i can haf enugh time to go dwn to Apple’s birthdae parti… I truly hope tat i can go dwn lor… I dun realli wish to break my promise to one of my best friends…

Nw speakin abt tmr… seriousli, i dunno wat to do… coz its beena long time since i realli took off to rest at home… so tinkin why nt ask the turtles out for dinner tmr??? and currently most of them are nt goin… so by tmr 12 noon, if onli Ian goin… i might be cancellin… Haha…

Abt 3 of them are askin me why i wanted to treat… i simpli juz told them tat i wanted to find ppl for dinner tmr and since its at pizza hut, so its quite ex… den i might as well treat those goin since its nt fair to ask them to pay for themselves when i ask them out for pizza hut…

Den seriousli, i dun realli knw wat to do tmr… maybe will go out and buy apple’s birthdae present, one shirt and one pair of black shoes for saturdae… since i thot of wearin formal… Tis saturdae, will show a turtles a different fashion sense of chris… Haha… juz kiddin lar…

Well… well… I haf juz watch Honour and Passion… a new channel 8 drama… and its related to army life… I am quite happi to see tis show as its somehw related to me… so, therefore realli enjoyed it. The show is realli great and i recommend for those who haf nt go into NS yet, watch tis tv serial… you will learn more abt NS.

Todae there isn’t much for me to sae… My life is juz as peaceful as usual… Dun realli knw why… but my body will feel tired at tis pt of time every dae… So i seriousli need entertainment or else, i will fall aslp too easili… But hor… entertainment is never easy to be found…

OK… dun tink i wanna keep on writin… nw goin on to slp… Anywae, thanx those who had been keepin on readin my blog almost everydae… i will keep on writin and updatin my blog… Thanx again to all. Cya tmr. 

Tuesday, July 24 2007.

I am always a person tat is nt tat lucki. Whenever incidents, either good or bad happen to me, I always tell myself its dog shit luck. Haha…. Although, i haf to stay positive, but well, life somtimes had tat luck factors in it…

So, it does implies to todae. Most of my NS mates were back frm their off… Hw i envy them sia… and its simpli tat todae is slack coz my useless boss took off, so there isn;t much to do lor… Nw… juz when i thot tat tis fridae, i could get my off so successfulli, DAMN!!! I am involved in NDP and need to go dwn….

Wah lau… this is realli an example of dog shit luck…. I took off on fridae purposli juz tat i could prepare gifts and clothins for apple, my cca friend’s birthdae in the evenin… Nw…. goin to her birthdae parti is even a problem to me alreadi…. Lets juz pray tat god dun make my life which is quite topsy turvy recently more worst….

I realli wanted to tri to stay positive… But hor… its never easy…. coz sometimes, u seriousli needed some motivation…. For my case, she is my motivation, or seriousli, do you tink i can still stand up on my life so brightly for such a long period of time???

Nw… for guys who were tryin to reach me late at nite hor… sorrie lor… my com gifs me all the crap problems… which nw, i dunno why i cannt go into my msn messenger online… OMG…. tis is nt my com givin me so mani problems the 1st time…. but dun haf enugh money to buy a new one, i juz gotta bear wif it… GOD…. can u gif me go online mah???  I realli hate for one moment when i cannt go online…. msn messenger has alreadi been part of my life for quite a long time… sigh ~

Oh ya… before i forgot…. my NS mate’s psp charger went missin in our office… I wonder hw could the charger juz went missin lor…. someone internal muz haf steal it…. BUT WHO??? Let the person come out… and return the charger bah….

Next up …. After it ended will nw be focusin on the veri own Y Camp’s …. TURTLES….

Todae, After it ended is proudli to present dedication to some of the turtles…. Please do nt mind when ur names are mention, coz tis is juz for fun… For anything which u r nt unhappi at, please treat it as something to laugh for the dae… No pt seriousli to brood abt lor….

So… Pls do nt get angry over the below contents…

first up, we haf the guys….

Seriosuli, sha sha made her top 10 of the list…. I was wondering…. we haf onli tat few guys and seriousli, onli shu wei looks realli hot…. ew… hair stand…. coz i nt a girl mah….

But to make a top 10 list will be like comparin… but hor… got compare is good… So hw to put the guys in top 10…. I wonder… why nt put them in the order of the things they done in camp and outings so far??? Hm… I left richard out coz dunno wats the reason for puttin him in…

I also made a list of top 10 for the girls…. Haha… No offence, but seriousli, dun take it too seriousli lor…

So here’s the Top 10 Guys…. with ratings out of 10.

1. Terence : 9.5 / 10                 6. Alvin : 6.5 / 10

2. Chong Meng : 9 / 10                7. C K : 6 / 10

3. Daniel : 8 / 10                    8. Ian : 5.5 / 10

4. Shu Wei : 7.5 / 10                 9. Fauzi : 5 / 10 

5. Chris : 7 / 10                    10. Jimmy : 5 / 10

Here’s your Top 10 Girls …. ratings out of 10.

1. Wan Leng : 9.5 / 10                6. Ai Jia : 6.5 / 10 

2. Yining : 9 / 10                    7. Meixuan : 6.5 / 10 

3. Huda : 8.5 / 10                    8. Suyu : 6 / 10 

4. Elin : 7.5 / 10                    9. Sha Sha : 6 / 10

5. Angela : 7 / 10                   10. Angeline : 5 / 10

Next up… is some strange awards….

Best Romance : Guys and Girls who never were meant to be together???

Best Rumours : our no1, 3, 4 and 6 of the top 10 guys. Names are nt to be mention for those who alreadi knw.

Most Funniest Moment : More More More by Yining during the camp, Suyu pullin dwn Alvin’s shorts, pants and watever he’s wearin. Ian shouting not wearin underwear at the beach.

Most Romantic Moment : Shu Wei suddenli sittin dwn wif Ai Jia after a freesbie game. Hw did Elin and Alvin stay so close? Daniel and someone in the game called captain’s ball.

Saddest Time of Life : For guys whose eyes are always floatin past somewhere… Pls do nt include me, thanx u. haha…

Most Disturbance Award : Ms AJ… for her special nickname … Snow White, Daniel … for niu niu, da niao and so mani more… Alvin, Richard and Ian … for Hongster??? Shu Wei … for 200 pounds hunk… Elin for attractin a grp of guys in Sentosa…

The Wu Jian Dao (Infernal Affair) Award : Wan Leng - she never laugh or smile tat much in y camp.

No Need to Slp at all Award : AJ and Ian… but Ms AJ won it as she no need to slp at all…

Finalli… Most Perverted Award goes to … Mr Ian who keep on wantin to drag everyone into the sea???

Thank you everyone for watchin tis episode of After it ended… The above award is onli for laugh… No need to treat it seriousli… Any complains and unhappiness, pls send it to xxx xxxx xxxx xxxx. Thank You. 

Monday, July 23 2007.

I would rather sae I am a guy still havin so much to improve in my life. I thought I alreadi haf master the art of postive in life, but tis morning, i knw i had alot to improve realli.

Ok… Tis morning, i almost gt late gettin to camp. Alamak… I miss the 1st bus 103 and i waited for the 2nd one for abt 30 mins plus… OMG…. it proves to me tmr tat i cannt reached the bus stop late like todae….

However reachin the place almost made me feelin like red ants on boilin pot…. woah…. I cannt stop feelin tat wae…. I den started to complain and complain which I had nt for quite a long time… Tats when i knw I realli muz learn hw to self control and stay positive all the time….

Nw i knw, i had truly nt done enugh….

Anywae in NS todae is veri de quiet lor… almost all my NS mates cleared off and will onli be back till tmr…. sianz… The whole dae i and 2 other of my NS mates were den went into some slpin session, for me, is tat I cannt be help since yesterdae i onli slept at 3am!!! Sia Lar… todae muz slp earli or else no matter hw much power slp i had will nt be enugh to improve my slpin….

Oh Ya… i took a dae off tis fridae… actualli to juz stay and home and slp till veri late… wanted to improvise my slp so tat i will nt haf enugh trouble stayin energetic… Haiz…

Oh Ya… there is something which i hated and its no 1 enemy on my disease list… ITS ULCER… my ulcer haf nt go awae… ALAMAK !!! i had to juz keep on drinkin water and water in hopin it swells faster and get well faster… But serves myself rite also, i dun slp earli and i still eat spicy food…. so serves me rite…. who can pity me arh??? Keke… 

Aniwae… the dae is quite fast lor… Juz tri to enjoy lor… coz good times normalli passes by veri quickli…

Ok… Nw… I am realli happie to hear tat she has gotten the cd tat she long wanted… Tats great, she has her wishes came true and supposingli, i had realli done my best to find it for her… I tink its great for juz a small thanx to me…. I realli appreciate it deepli and gratefulli… Frm nw on, watever she wans, regardless on the things… i will tri my veri best to find it for her… Tink tats the onli thing i can do for her nw…

Well… at home is my usual stuff…. Nth much realli, surfin the internet and watchin TV… I can tell u, todae when i watched campus superstar … I am veri disappointed wif all the female contestants…

Its semi finals but their performances is juz like they are still in the quarter finals… Wat sia… Esp. Zhen Ning, she realli perform terribli…. she frm a fav… nw i rate her below elaine who was kik out frm the revivial round last moment last wk… actualli elaine shld be in the semis lor… Its nt fair… I tink tonite if i am nt wrong, may zhen ning get kik out… she is nt performin any standards lor….

Well… TV shows are juz all the same very wk, frm mondae to sundae… its juz hw much u want to appreciate it… Xin Xun Xing todae had its last episode and tmr is sth related to NS… Honour and Passion… Will be sth which i will enjoyed it veri well… hope to see something frm NS….

Supposingli, todae tats all…. I knw episode 14 is a short one… But too bad… Nth much happen todae realli… Other than tat she had gt her cd which she wanted so badli and i am grateful for the thanx tat she said to me… I am nt too sure abt the other stuff in my life…

Goin to get my power slp later after the campus superstar result show…. Let’s hope tmr there will be sth special happenin in my life…. 

Sunday, July 22 2007.

Now, before I start my adventure abt todae, I got 3 veri impt pts to make.

1) When I tok abt incidents wif ppl’s name, I dun mention much abt the particular person’s incident to depth, i onli summarise, so ppl, u can relax, coz if they realli wan to knw more, they will haf to ask u directly.

2) For Ms A.J… Haha… aka Ms Snow White. As she request, i shall call her AJ…. but hor…. she will still knw who she is lar…. I will like to sae is tat, you are still my fav snow white, although u r darker nw…. I still decide to keep tat nick for u…. But since u r so dark nw…. shld I call u, Snow Dark??? Haha…. Juz jokin…

3) Normalli when I tok abt the tings i had done, I am nt boastin or waitin to claim rewards… Juz tat tis blog is some space where i can put my feelins and thots in it…. or else, i will become zi bi and u wan me to tok to myself???? No rite…. so, i decided to juz write all tat had happen to me in After it ended… alhtough, i still had 7 episodes to go….

Ok… Let todae’s adventure begin…. Nw, where were we yesterdae??? Oh ya… I was sayin, I wld be goin out of my hse to find tat 2 CDs for her…. So todae, I realli fulfill my promises…. and at 12 plus pm, i went out and started tis search…

12.30pm - Nw, i am at Tong Kang LRT stn… a LRT stn in sengkang…. my LRT appear and i hop on… Oh ya… before, i hop on, i look at the MRT map and listed all the places i wld like to search for the 2 cds… Below are the MRT stops i had listed….

…. SengKang, Tampines, Pasir Ris, Si Mei, Bedok, Bugis, Clementi, Jurong East, Boon Lay, Bukit Batok, Choa Chu Kang, Bukit Panjang, Woodlands, Sembawang, Yishun, Bishan, Toa Payoh, Novena, Newton, Orchard, Somerset, Chinatown, Hougang…. which is my last destination….

So… I got to go for so mani places in 4 hrs plus… Haha… Muz be crazy sia…. But, I told myself, no matter hw difficult it is, I juz gotta tri and find…

12.40pm - Reach Seng Kang Compass Pt… Nw… I tink where shld i start 1st… den thot of Popular… so went in and found NTH…. Diaoz… Nt realli wanted to waste time, I immediately left the place and went to the top floor and to Sembawang Music Store…. Haha…. after much search thru all the places ard the CD store, at one of those old cds corner, I found the 1st of her cd…. its wif 3 songs tat she wrote on her blog…. Woo Hoo… tat was indeed fast, i thot to myself…. So, wifout hesitation, i recorded the detail of tat CD and den msg her…. hm… there are 2 left… She did nt repli me thou… Nvm… my search continue for the canto pop CD…

12.55pm - Waitin for bus at sengkang interchange…. ride 163 to Rivervale Plaza…. Search all the corner at its onli CD and VCD store…. Found none… and wifout any rest, i rushed to the nearest LRT stn, tink is runguang or sth…. and to my last shoppin mall in sengkang…. Rivervale Plaza….

1.15pm - Reached Rivervale Plaza… Diaoz…. Same effort and same result…. quite disappointin lar…. thot ai ya… i shld able find all the cds i need lor… At tat time, i was realli tired sia… after all the rushin and no stop rest… i thot why nt take 5 mins of break… so stop at the arcade centre in the plaza…. watchin kids playin arcade brought a lot of memories back in me…. Ard 1.30pm, i went to buy some drink before goin to the nearest bus stop and take a bus dwn to tampines….

1.45pm - My bus 27 brought me dwn to Tampines…. Woo Hoo… new hopes arrived… ok nw… i saw some shops at the interchange and decided to check it out…. sianz… my hopes fallen … OMG… hw difficult can it be juz to get one canto pop cd… i thot to myself….

2.15pm - I am nw at Tampines Mall…. Haha… Runnin up and dwn like a mad person sia… and i went into a music shop named MJ??? music junction??? Diaoz… dun realli knw… but its like i go in and gt a shock !!! So mani cds stack in shelves wifout classification…. hw am i goin to find sia???? Den bo bian… search one by one…. although found related cds relatin to the singer, but too bad nt the cd she wanted….

2.40pm - Went over to Century Square… Sianz… wasted too much time in sengkang alreadi, nw still waste time in tampines… sia lar…. Century Square is better, at least they gt sembawang music store which classifi their cds… but still no results… i am tinkin wif a big question…. WHERE EXACTLY CAN I FIND U, CD??? COME OUT LOR…. ok… she did msg me ard tis time… thankin me find her the cd wif all 3 songs in it…. i smiled… at least tat is a gd news to hear… she thanx me…. haha…. tat is the greatest reward alreadi….

2.55pm - Dun bother to even waste time stayin longer, i took a train dwn to Pasir Ris…. Alamak… White Sand… big… but useless to me… nth sort of like wat i wanted to find is there…. I am realli givin up hopes le lor…. I spent ard 45 mins searchin the whole of white sands and couldn’t even find it… I thot since she has a friend in white sands, maybe, she and her friend has alreadi brought the cd… well… juz tri and find lor…. but too bad… gave up…. at white sands…. on my list of places to search… i cancel out bedok due to time constrait, i thot ai ya…. if todae cannt find, maybe wait for next sundae lor…

3.25pm - Reached Si Mei, after takin atrain dwn frm Pasir Ris…. I reached East Pt… tinkin shld be a waste of time too…. i juz went up and search lor… well, thot of goin popular… but dun wan ani more disappointment, i was like, ok…. juz go up to TS, a shop sellin some cd and more vcds instead… I den went in and thouroughli search the places, i den saw one of the cd which i thot it was initialli in compass pt… but tink again, maybe its nt… so, i decide to look carefulli again, den i saw the name of the cd is engrave lor…. sia lar… wat haf i been tinkin??? NVM…. i double confirm wif the shop ppl, they gif me lame answer hwever… i den look carefulli and wifout much hesitation, i recorded dwn the details…. Its onli left wif 1 cd in store….

3.30pm - I msg her again tellin her tat her canto pop cd was found… and its wif one left…. i was alreadi out of East Pt and goin to a cafe to rest…. She den repli me by askin me to buy it for her…. well… i dun complain …. i juz walk back…. Hm… why wld i complain abt her askin me to buy for her the cd??? I wld gladli buy it lor….

So, goin back and comin out was like ok… everything finalli ended at 4pm… and I wld be seein her durin the turtles outin last at 5 plus pm… so, later can pass to her… Anywae, after restin at the cafe wif some tea, eggs and toast, i left Si Mei… on the wae, i ask her whether to buy the cd wif 3 songs, she juz said no… Tats fine wif me, coz i thot to myself, since I had found for her the cd, den if she dun wan me to buy for her, its ok…. juz tat i thot since i wld be seein her later, why nt lor… realli no other thots den…

I took a train to tampines and den went back to sengkang by bus… Oh ya… On the wae back to sengkang, i almost cannt make it for the turtles outing… coz the bus almost crash into a car… phew… luckili, nth happen in the end…. I was realli afraid… I told myself, I DUN WAN TO DIE SO YOUNG LOR… Haha….

Nw… I spent ard 30 mins to take money and rest in sengkang…. I was like…. wah lau… sianz…. So… didn’t knw wat to do realli… was sort of like bored out for a while…

Den left ard 5pm to go dwn to Clark Quay mrt stn to meet the other turtles… and i reached there like 5.19pm??? woo hoo… earliest for the 1st time… Diaoz… den was waitin and waitin until i saw shu wei and her appear lor….

Initial thot was tat ok… went to buy cake… hw wld the 3 of us knw tat our mr organiser for tonite brought cake le…. nvm… walk back to clark quay den… Hm… On the wae to buy cake, i handed her the cd and its sort of like i am realli relax… but anywae its mission accompianish…. anywae, she handed to me 10 dollars… i did nt get to keep her 10 dollars in the end… i used it to pay the bills at the settler’s cafe later… pity… shld had keep it….

Well… tokin abt the outin, its realli fun… other than me and shu wei had to wait until almost 7pm for daniel and richard lor… they were veri veri late !!! Anywae, when me and the hunk reached the place, mr organiser, her and her friend had alreadi eaten, so bth of us, juz had to ordered out food….

Den subsequently, the rest slowli appeared… we played games, eat food and drink…. All and all went on till 9pm… i tink…. oh its goin to be 10pm…. actualli our mr organiser had sth in plan tonite, its to celebrate for his fav girl her birthdae…. so, he and da niao or niu niu or watever u wan to call da niao, her birthdae cake… haha… some of them gt shock for those who didn’t knw…. Ok… nw… mr organiser’s fav girl also didn’t knw until we sang happi birthdae song….

Ok… grp pictures were taken… Hm… before we celebrated the organiser’s fav girl’s birthdae… i had to sae sth… well, if next time u r goin to play a snatch game wif her… the her is nt mr organiser’s girl…. its the girl i like…. ok… dun include her… coz if u haf 30 cards on the table 15 to 18 cards will be wif her… OMG… i was tinkin… she juz snatch all the card and tat was realli fast!!! i tink its actualli the trainin of the online shoppin’s result… oh ya… back to the birthdae… i haf onli one thing to sae and tats the cake… its nice…. i tink gt tears comin out of mr organiser… he’s broke…. and mr organiser, pls come and collect ur money frm me on the 28th, if u saw tis… haha…

Den at 10 plus pm… shu wei, sha sha and her haf to move off…. she has to reach home earli… so she realli haf to leave… i tink her mum is worried lor… so we told her to leave lor… dun stay… We understand aniwae….

The rest of us move on to Chinatown Pt’s Mac to continue chattin after the bill was cleared… i was quite surprised tat her friend, who stayed in pasir ris cld stay until so late… thot she will leave after she leave…. hm… strange….

Well… at Mac… we continue chattin… i tink richard said the most story…. anywae, memories juz came back lor… its like it juz happen anywae… realli wished time dun go so fast….

At ard 11pm plus… another few pics were taken and we were off back to our own homes… I am tinkin…. it will be realli soon where the turtles may nt be meetin tat often and soon all will be separated somehw…. So, i realli am treatin all the outins nw the last wif the turtles….

Haha… nw comes a corner dedicated for our Ms AJ… she’s funni sia… I am nt goin into details of hw she’s funni lor… coz its 3 am… For our ms AJ who wld come and peek into my blog…. I wld still call u snw white or snw dark??? I realli cannt decide… Hw??? Some one help me…. Haha….

Anywae, I realli thank god for everything… thank u for lettin me find those 2 cds so tat i can fulfill my promise to her… Thanx.

Saturday, July 21 2007.

Todae is juz another short dae for me. I definetly enjoyed todae either. It did gifs me some time to relax myself for a while. Its gd for me to see brighter dae as its passin thru. Great dae in fact.

Nw, i went dwn at 3pm to NDP…. Hm… eventualli, I did gt lost while tryin to find the wae…. Its like, I did nt knw at where given the directions by my NS mates…. Hwever, after walkin ard marina for 15 mins, i eventualli found my wae there… Sia Lar…. Hw blur could I haf been???

Aniwae, i reached there, other than 1 of my NS mate who went for duties, the rest were there… So, i reached there and i saw they were all restin at there. Well, after all, the sec sch kids will come in at 4pm, so nw, its better to rest. Haha… the funni part is, i ahd to get cups and cups of milo juz to fill in the bottles…. Makin trips ard is like doin exercise….

Aniwae, the sec sch kids brought their costume to our table at 4pm, well… its too chaotic…. Actualli, the job at there is juz to paste stickers on the costume…. but… sia lar… i was like kan chong sia…. kids linin up were huge…. the line is long and i had to hurry up…. so wifout any qulities to tink abt…. i began to tink abt quantity….

At 6pm, o get to finish most of the job… its great as i feel some sense of achievement after all…. Although its nt a great job in all the NDP’s job lar… but at least, i did it wif pride… sort of…. Haha… The kids there brought my smiles brighter…. its great to see them, as sometimes, they realli cheer u up…. Hw i wish i am back to being a kid sia???

Well, after 6pm, i left the place for some personal matters…. Thankfulli, my botak boss, let me go… so next saturdae, i am able to leave at 6pm too… thank god for tis decision, i am sincerly greatful for wat i haf nw sia… I realli dun complain much abt the things i haf nwadaes…. I felt fortunate…

Anywae, when I reached home…. Oh ya… I did haf a haircut before formalli returned home… Thank god… its short…. N nice… Kool… Yupz… anywae, when I returned home, I met 2 of my bros frm my Y camp online…

U see, all of them haf their own problems…. No doubt, these 2 guys haf… All I could do was juz to console them and advice them… However whether they wan to follow, is still up to them…. Sometimes, its like tat, but there is nth much u can change abt it, so u juz improvise it….

So wat abt them havin problems??? I seem to be like one person wifout problems nwadaes??? Nah…. I also got mine, but i dun fuss abt it, I neither complain abt it, I also dun blame anyone abt it, if anyone is to be blame…. its definetly me lor…. Nobody coz all ur problems, but u lor…

So, i would juz find solutions abt my problem… Nwadaes… I am like someone who will find solutions to my problem, if nt, other’s problem… Its never easy… coz, u need to tink something which is reasonable and when they tink of it, they find it a realliable solution for them to accept it….

Ppl who dun face their problem, they escape and in the end, they found themselves lost wif no thinkin…. Hwever, ppl out there, be bold and brave to face all problems, and u shld be able to free urself frm all these troubles….

I myself am still improvin… I still haf a lot to learn, but if I dun change and learn, I will juz stay in my own little world, which I shld nt, after all tats nt wat she wans to see also, after she helped me regain a brighter life I am havin nw…. Isn’t it??? So juz stay positive…. and u will live positive….

Nw… tmr will be a long dae for me…. Maybe after wakin up and watchin TV, I wld haf to go out…. I had a mission tmr…. Its to find 2 CDs wif songs she wanted to find for a long time…. and she wanted it urgently, i tink… Actualli hor… why shld i even fidn for her…. I dun realli haf to…. but tinkin of wat she haf done for me, and I claimin, I realli love her…. Tell u the truth, I had nt done much for her sia…. Even if I had, I haf done veri less for her… So seriousli, find the CDs for her, is juz a small thing which I can done for her…

Truthfulli and sincerly, i never expect anything in return… I juz wan to find for her wifout any thing to expect and any rewards…. Nw my aim is juz to support her in every wae i can… So tmr, I will be searchin the whole of Singapore for juz tis 2 CDs… Maybe, I will leave at 12 noon and in hopin at 5 plus, I will be able to find the 2 CDs….

God…. gif me hope and tmr may I find the 2 CDs…. 

Friday, July 20 2007.

TGIF. Finalli one wk has juz passed like tat. Thank gdness. Fridae nite writin tis blog entry, wif a sleepy mind. Haha… Yesh, I am fallin aslp and its hard for me to keep my eyes open… Gonna find sth to entertain myself.

Nw abt the solution findin… I did nt haf chance to meet my botak boss, so therefore, the negotiation will haf to be pushed back to tmr…. Well… sigh… confrim goin dwn at 3pm…. Sia lar…. Can’t they gif us a break, wat is the pt of goin dwn so late??? For wat???

Nth much in NS nwadaes… For todae, its still the same… Tink played PSP for the rest of the dae… Oh Ya…. Morning went to army very earli… reached there ard 7 plus am juz for the racial harmony run…. I was like…. wow, juz for a run???…. but thankfulli, I slept earli last nite, or else, I will haf trouble keepin myself awake sia….

So, I suppose, this is life goin to be in NS till NDP is over??? Well, mondae shld be off lor…. likely to find some of them of for dinner on mondae… see hw lor… maybe msg them on mondae…. Haha… Life is juz ard the turtles, cannt realli stay alone nwadaes…. coz its veri bored….

Hm…. Tmr’s badminton session is cancelled…. Well… Shld I sae I am lucki??? Haha… Aniwae, still wanted to leave at 6pm coz wanted to go home and rest… its tirin for me to be out these daes till veri late, so wanted more rest, furthermore, sundae is out wif the turtles at the settler’s cafe for dinner. Haha…. Well, will realli appreciate the times wif them…

So I am reachin the climate of tis series… Its Episode 11… Woo Hoo… Nice one… I haf written 11 episodes??? Wow… never expect it to happen lor…. But I am findin less and les sthings to tok abt nwadaes… Its kinda of like u are havin no topic to tell the ppl ard u….

If u continue to tok abt NS life, its goin to get realli borin… Currently much of my life is surrounded by the turtles… other than tat, I usualli stay at home and do nth…. so my story normalli comes frm my outing and outside my home… coz tats where situations and incidents happen, isn’t it???

Anywae, todae is a special dae… Todae is 20 July 2007… In numbers 2007 2007… Its special, coz u see so mani couples gettin married and moreover, Tis date can be remembered easili…. I realli envy all those couples out there, they spent their life together wif love in them, becoz they love each other, tats why they commit to each other wif marriage…. Sigh… which i shouldn’t… When will mine happen leh???

Yupz… She and me…. Hm… nw friends lar… Well, seriousli, I do still tink of her, no matter at where, wat time, when, she’s in my mind all the time, but time and space made me put dwn her…. Since she’s my last, I definetly cherish her…. So I will juz stay behind her back and support all her decision….

Well, no pt keep on tokin, coz for bth me and her, time is nw the factor… I am definetly waitin, but, nw, maybe its nt the time for me to even do anything at all…. Its juz hw much are u willin to do for her nwadaes…. wifout any rewards… Even if she never sae anything, I will tri and find out….

Its 10.41pm nw… I am tired. Goin to slp. Tired, shag and sleepy…. Well, sureli its juz abt hw much u had slept, and tis few daes, I definetly hadn’t gt enugh slp lor…. So I will be findin the correct time for slp, Realli need my 10 hrs of slp back and tmr’s goin to happen…. Thankfulli, its been a long time tat i woke up so late… Phew….

Well… Well… well… I NEED ENTERTAINMENt…. I am gettin realli bored. Haha…. But toot ired nw lar… so goin to slp nw…. Let’s hope tmr will be a better dae… Sweet dreams, all my friends, sweet dreams, my camp mates, turtle and finalli sweet dreams to her, girl.

Good nite, everyone. Thanks for viewin tis gan xin episode of After it ended.