Fallen Chris : His Sad Journey - Part 4
This few months….
Well…. hihi…. I am back after for a long time to blog again….
JAN 07
Nothing much happen tis mth…. juz tat busy, busy n busy as usual…. coz back into army after a long holidae in dec 06.
Dec 06…. sigh…. never realli had a memorable time… Joanna and me …. well, we r juz friends after all tat happens…. yesh…. life can be so terrible….
Tis mth …. I also seen less n less of ronald n joel…. tat 2 baggar…. goin to ORD soon lor…. sigh….
Me…. still a long wae to go….
arhz…. met a special girl durin the activities of interact club…. her name…. Jia Hui…. she is a nice girl…..hm…. at camp, i also knw a girl called charlyn…..
tink of it…. knwin the 2 of them makes my dae better at least…. tokin to them cheers me up at times….
FEB 07
tis mth is called the mth of romance…. also called a mth of brokage…. haha…. Neh…. money is nt a big issue… but i realli felt happi …. i spent great times durin valentine’s dae….
yupz… on feb 14…. tis yr, i had a real valentine’s dae for the first time…. although nt in the sense tat… u knw … u had a gf to celebrate wif…. but i had friend…. special ones to celebrate wif me….
after tis dae…. I realli knw wat my life is like…. I wanted to get someone who can spent my life wif me… someone who realli cared for me…. Maybe is she???? I dun realli knw….
Den…. no money lor…. after valentine’s dae… i am broke lor…. sadz…. no money to survive for the rest of the mth….
NT realli…. anywae… cleared almost 1/2 of my debt… returned shi you 100 dollars….. still own him 210 dollars….
CNY den came a few daes later after valentines dae…. hehe…. ang bao money comes in….
spent as little as i can for the rest of tis mth…. haha….
MAR 07
a mth full of sadness….
I witness 2 graudation ceremony of my 2 CCAS….
on Mar 02…. Interact Club Installation…. My disciple …. hehe…. Derrick n co. They retired frm their post…. n became the newest batch of advisors….
well, its a touchin moment …. after all, I still rmb it was like still 1 mth ago, when i was still teachin them leadership trainin course???? haha….
I also saw someone familiar at the installation…. Rachel…. she was the MC on tat dae…. she is still as cute, as prettie… as well…. beautiful in my eyes…. we ended up as friends on jun 06….. she rejected me at tat time…. den…. dunno when…. she has a bf alreadi….
tat dae we met… probabli, i felt more relaxed than ever….. i finalli tok to her like friends more than someone tat i like…. we waved hands n smiled…. tats relax….
at the installation, I also met my teammates who fought wif me when we r bods…. even when we r advisors…. onli 4 appeared…. CC, alicia n apple….
anywae…. the installation is my last activities wif interact club…. I will never go back n help them anymore…. I ended my career at the club as a advisor…. well, as promised to alicia, I joined YMCA currently …. n lets hope i can get my leader of the group for y camp in jun tis yr…. haha….
hm…. on mar 18 almost near midnight…. i became a thief…. NOT stealin lar…. but puttin birthdae present secretly for a friend….
Mandy’s birthdae falls on mar 19…. so i decided to secretly put her birthdae gift on her door…. its nt tat i cannt openly gave her…. but due to some incidents tat happen in the past…. I decided to gif her scretly by hangin on her door…. n the gift… I never even put my name on it….
well…. i got a shock when i tired to put her gift…. my friend, zhi liang and i met obstacles 2 times, before finalli at 11.40pm, we bth succeded…. phew….
anywae…. Mandy… Happi Birthdae lar….
den on mar 19…. todae…. i witness the student council’s investiture…. haha…. nt realli gt tat so called touchin moment lar… juz a memory for my brain bah…. the whole thing ended… took some photos…. tok to some juniors…. n go home….. saw some familiar faces…. GREAT….
finalli…. I am a COWARD to the max…. I dare not sae out the words…. How pathetic….
see…. i got rejected so mani times le mah…. juz get rejected onli lor…. but i scared… scared like hell….maybe, i waitin for the rite moment bah….
How wld it be great to tell HER tat I had fall in love wif her…. when can i sae tat ??? sigh….
