Fallen Chris : His Sad Journey - Part 3
DESPAIR …… DEPRESS
I am currently in a despair, in a agony…… goin to depress soon….
My blog is named the strategists….. In the past, there r no problems which i cannot solve…..
BUT NOW….. sigh…..
Guys goin to serve NS soon…. LET ME WARN U !!!!
NEVER EVER PROMISED TO GO OVERSEAS….
F*** …… damn, once you agree, you are in deep shit…. and i mean realli realli veri veri deep shit…
it all started a few mths ago, when i was posted frm 46th SAR to seletar HQARMCEG….. den, there was tis chance where i was introduced to overseas posting…..
@ tat time, i was under a hard time, and the salary attracts me….. 1000 plus….. damn, who will nt agree…..
but once u agree to volunteer, you can never find a route backwards……damn, if onli they let me go home to decide, den i will never agree….
now, a few mths later, in jan 07…. i was being chased until i want to cry….. F***, who can help me….. Nobody wants to help.
I juz want to back out frm tis stupid thing, i can neither commit, nor concentrate….
yes, i do haf someone in mind, someone tat i haf some feelins for, but tat is nt the main issue…. my parents r….. Who can promised tat u go overseas in 1 yr, nth will happen….
DAMN…. why cant i juz live in PEACE ?
Manz…. someone pls help me…. I am sinking into depress veri soon…..
