CHRIS @ WORLD

Moving to a new environment… 

Finally after so much struggles in the f*** up camp…. I am out of it….

Immediately after the field camp, the daes became so bling for me…. its becomin a more and more troubled as passin out parade has came…

but den, on tuesdae, my PC informed me sth tat i couldnt believe…. I was posted out of 46SAR…. I became the first long term status personal to leave tat camp…

manz… how could i be nt relieve @ all??? however think of all tat happens, I suddenly had a veri sad feelin… I am leavin my section mates…. but i felt sad, as they are realli gd to me…. serious…

Daes before I left…. I had a lot of things to do… sayin gdbye was one…. den, had to pack up all my stuff…. well, and finalli clearance….

its totally f*** up…. all the big shots play wif their rank, thinking tat they are the biggest and had to be the last to sign… but anywae, all well ends well…. my journey wif 46SAR ended on 25 august 2006…. movin on to seletar camp, HQARMSCEG….

hm… well, how could I forget the happi times tat i had wif my section mates, the times i had to spent wif all those excuse personals…. its realli memorable….

and todae, I moved to the new camp, seletar camp, HQARMSCEG, a side which i can consider borin…. but the gd thing is i start work on 7.30am and ends at 5.30pm frm mon to thurs and 5pm on fridae…. furthermore, I dun have to work on sat and sun, plus I get to stay out….

well, for the borin part…. its tat I am juz a storeman, doin nth much realli…. so quite borin, but well, its a new journey, @ least nt tat tough anymore….

Look on the bright side bah….

My life in NS continues….. 

2 more wks to POP….

time flies … juz a few daes ago, I was still in camp, todae juz came back frm tekong…

on tuesdae tis wk… its the OC evening… thot tat well, i will nt be involved…. so didnt realli took interest in it…  until the dae where there was the rehearsal, I was selected in one of the roles… but den, when changes had to be made immediately… I was taken out….

SHIT… why did tis happen to me??? damn, if i had given the chance to express my roles well, probabli, they will realise my talent as like others but now… distance went apart for me and my section mates… as excuse personal, is on their own path…

den on thursdae… went to tekong, fuck… there was a place where u wouldnt want to go again….

@ nite, u simpli couldnt see @ nite… u dun even knw hw to find ur things…. den in the morning, u had to wake up earli… tired… food was another thing, u cannt tahan… combat ration…. some are gd, some are simpli BAD… SUCKS….

throughout the whole journey, its tirin… sometimes, dun realli knw why I went there… for nth in fact…  anywae… nite time… no water to bath…. powder almost came nt enugh…

manz… things are gettin real bad for me…  manz… when will things change??? sigh… 

Complains…. Complains and Complains… 

Its gettin ridiculors in 46 SAR… now… for me, I got a punishment out of nth…

First come first… when you check clear a rifle… u muz squeeze the trigger… and tis is wat i did…. out of a sudden… I got 2 x confinement by my sergent major for aqueezin the trigger???

WTF… tis is totally unacceptable… now thinkin of it… they are pinpointin ppl who they dun like… especially someone like me who gt injured and excuse… WTF….

How can they do tis… now… if anyone got to see tis… pls help all those out there, troubled in NS life… life is tough alreadi and they had to gif all these stupid punishment for nth???

and wats worst… i got a fever yst… tired…. and loggin off…