The Strategist - Episode 7
Days in the army life….
Weeks after ptp ended, bmt came into my life… basic military trainin is tough and never can u expect the worst to happen…
Time pass so fast tat I became tired…. Everydae, it seems like I am so busy wif stuff…
Cleaning of rifle is not an easy task… u need to clean the SAR 21 until the sergents sae its ok… sianz…
Durin IMT, i still can get a score of 29 out of 32 …. but durin btp… sigh… i onli manage a pass… 21… how saddenin is tat…
Tis few daes … havent been slpin well… btp kepts my hrs or slpin so less… tat i sometimes doze off in the morning… manz… tat 2 daes , onli slept in 2am… den wake up at 6 am… sianz arh…
So wats up wif the bias on status personal… I am one of them… yesh… I cannt do much, but does it mean its my fault… I also dun wan to get injured… but **** those who look dwn on status ppl….
Feelin dwn these few daes… havent been seein mandy for a while… yupz… after rachel rejected me…. mandy has been givin me all the encouragement… if nt for her…. i will feel more sad den ever… well… thanx….
tats all i can sae till nw…. tiredness is wif me… next wk too… sianz…
