Truly sorrie…
Let’s juz sae that I had make a mistake….
I had to sae I am truly sorrie to my angel… also my friend…. Sad tat I had upset her…. Maybe I shouldn’t had did all that…
Manz… its makes me feel deepli regret for all that happen….
How I wished time stops and let me bury myself….
Consider me doing the wrong things, makes me feel I am a worthless person….
Sadly, it is….
Deepli inside me, I truly sae sorrie….
I am going to National Service soon…
Yesterdae nite, something happened… I receieved the letter from National Service… Finally, I am going to serve NS…
Ya, on June 09 2006, I will be enlisted to the 46th SAR ( which stands for Singapore Armoured Regiment ). It will be at Sungei Gedong Camp…
10 am that dae, I will be inside… for 13 wks, before I know where I will be going after tat 13 wks…
Well… still got a month more to go before I go for NS… hm… there isn’t much that I had not done for my life… I had all the achievements and posts that I wanted in CCAs alreadi…
I also had completed my studies from primary to ITE… seriously, had not much regrets anymore… as I also had great friends in life…
Well, having acomplished so many things in life… to me, I shouldn’t have any regrets… but I knw I had one thing that I can’t put down…
This thing that I cannt put down is a girl… I know who she is, my friends know who she is, and she will know who she is… So, no need to spell it out…
I know that she can live greatly in her life… but I also know, I will not be able to see her for 2 long years… although, there will be off days after the 1st 3 weeks…
How I wish I could do sth for her before I go in….
Anywae, my friends out there, if you ever see this entry, I am going to sae thank you for what you had done for me… Well, I may not be able to see you all oftenly, but 2 years later, we will meet outside often…
*** Dun worrie, this isn’t my last blog entry… I will write on till June 2006… ***
