Chris Adventures 4 - Episode 17
How am I so sad to be beaten down by fate???
Its been a long time since I blog… ya, too bad, no time…
Well, last month… I said that I like Aloy…. it became a fact that almost the whole SC knows… manz… I think its that I get too close to her, tats why…
Well… its only 2 weeks of knowing Aloy… but I did not know why, when I called her, she did not answer or reject my call… Everithin juz changed after the 1st dae I called her… How sad I am pinning to hear her voice everi now and then….
Den, one nite, I msg her… She seems to know wat has happen… Oh manz… Is that me who is bad luck or wat??? I always faces situation like that… oh manz… wat was worst is she msg me back and told me she got someone she likes… well.. well… wat can I do??? I juz have to accept fate that I can only be her god brother… but volla… I got another god sister…
Studies and CCAs are not on my side… even if I went to klass everi now and den… I still cant get on with the lesson… Oh manz… Wat is fate doin to me?? Den at CCA… nothing is alrite… gettin blame for this and tat… den too stress and now got piss off easily… I really have to tri to control my temper…
Oh ya… I remember for once… I went to kbox session with aloy, yu fang and teresa… whoa… not bad lar… for my singing… its realli nice… well, at least nt like my voice and singing in the past… den went to take those cute cute neoprints… I got a couple of aloy’s photo… yeah…
Ya ya… do I still like her… of course, the feeling for aloy is still there… I thot this will continue… but who knows, juz a couple of months later… came a girl like a angel…
She’s rachel… well, from interact club… On the first side… manz… she is indeed angel… den after one month of knowing her and doin come interact projects… got to know her more… feel that more and more like her… can hardly get her out of my life manz…
But this have to means… I have to give up on one of the girls I love… dun worrie, I will do tat once I sort of who I liked the most… I realli cant do it… but I must…
Studies and CCAs are gettin more tougher than usual… I realli cant adapt anymore… got to solve this before my 3rd exams in ITE… ya… for this month… nothing as usual… only juz few daes before the national dae… Zhi Liang (my sec school junior) called… East West Challenge V is back… whoa…
Den after mani disputes… everithing is confirm… and I got to play for West Team as well, with my bro, Shi You in East Team… however, juz yesterdae… when my team played… well, still cannot break the traditional… still lost to East Team… my team onli win once… how sad…
At nite, went for Rotary club installation… sat with ITE bishan… sat with them to have dinner… well… I realli did not have any impression with them… coz… they ‘fly aeroplane’ on fridae for the joint project…
On the way home, Chi Chiang told me that I drank so mani red wine is to solve my sadness… I juz smile… well, thats nothing… I realli did not got drunk anywae… He den told me how abt Joanne frm ITE Bishan… I juz sae its impossible for any progress… after all, I am juz plain lookin… ha ha… anywae… isn’t she focusing on chi chiang???
Well… next time for now…
