I start with everything, I end up with nothing.
Well, its about a long time since I wrote blog… hm… lets see… we will start from the last interview…
Ya, in my last post, I told u all tat I stand up for my own… I really did… but sad to say, after one week, the top 15 will all chosen to be in the EXCOs… in the end, the outgoing excos’ effort went to waste… After their scolding tat nite, 15 of us realli did promise sth….
Well, similarily, Interact Club… well, I also had my rehearsal for the performance… Day after day, week after week, still all the 8 of us ( Chi Chiang, A Li, Apple, Yuki, Ivy, Saridah and Zai still could not agree on one thing to perform… ) well, we even had some arguments with wendy and serene they all… not even to said we, BODs also argued….
Hm… Came to the 3rd week of April, this is a tough week, for student counsillor, we had to practise and practise… for everything to get right, regardless whether its taking the letter to reading the pladge to performing in the skit, everything has to be in order to order….
I also had some struggle between SC and Interact Club, not to mention my studies… I in the end miss a lot of lesson… Fearing a lot for my results, but there is realli nothin I can do…
Came tat dae for the investiture, well, in the morning, all of us went to help out, also to rehearse for the final time… its tough… very tough… some things wasn’t realli settled and arguments occured, but I realli had no choice but to juz continue… Den, juz when u knw it, everithin ws over in a blink… all the outgoing excos and counsillors graduated from SC…. its realli a touchin moment…
At dinner time, well, I could juz sae tat I realli did nt like Thai food, but to think tat after this investiture, I still have duties the next morning, sigh… realli have to eat… well, of course, sittin on my right and left were kristy and yan fen, this 2 girls juz let me eat and eat… until I was too full…. At nite, went home… den slept thru the nite… well, seriousli I didn’t like to interfere the matters between Lionel and Rebecca, but this 2 person, realli liked each other, so I tried to matchmake them…
Next dae was Thursdae… I went to ITE Dover for my duties for the Student Achievers Award… although, not realli the kind of duti I like, but I juz had to do it… I was nt rather pleased wif nelita who snatched the job of nick and yan fen, as they were supposed to be the ICs… but well, hearin from other EXCOs, tat nelita is a power hunger person, I had no choice, but to fear wat A Li said to me abt nelita, tat she has attitude problem… Aniwae, after tat, Zai, Saridah and me went back to school for Interact Club rehearsal…
At the rehearsal, we finalli became serious, well, knowing tat the real thing is tml… we had to tri hard on watever we can to perform… at the end, the SkyWalk performance was juz 3 songs…. at the end, we dun even have much time to rehearse… I truli feared for the BODs… another problems… not enough new blazer… I den had to asked for all the new EXCOs… but wat I got is juz rejections, however, I thanked those who had helped me… In the end, the new president, Yvonne, told me tat if I lent frm them, it will be at their own risk, I rejected their help….
It was a time of helplessness… Not knowing wat should I do… feelin terribli helpless…. I felt sad, and msg serene, but her words truly warm me and encourage me to stand up again….
The dae the Interact Club installation is there… My BODs and me were all doing our best… although until our performance, its nt the best, but its nt the worst…. Den after everithing, we gave the outgoing BODs the gifts brought by our teacher IC, Ms Eunice Ang and me, who rushed to Bukit Batok early in the mornin to buy…. I was also happie on tat dae as I managed to take 2 pics wif serene… so sweet…
However, happie daes did nt last long… Juz as we EXCOs are trying our best to settle and let the yr 1 learn frm us, mani conflicts occur… startin frm nelita against saridah and Liyana, den its me against nick, den nt to mention, the worst conflict between me and nelita… I realli had enough of her… I juz told myself tat if I heard another word frm nelita, I will juz walk away….
Sigh, back to the daes of studying… not realli much of interest, juz tryin to spend my time in sch…. even after the tookover session, I dun even feel any excitement at all…. Not even for my life, not even for my work…. Den till the dae where Chi Chiang and the rest of us attended the Bishan Interact Club Installation, he told me to ‘put down’, tat was when I had to think carefulli and thought it over…
Mondae, after the basketball match with shi you’s team… well, my team lost… the scoreline was 61 - 95…. however, I told myself tat I had to put down… I dun realli want to be bother by this feelin anymore… so i send a msg to serene… well, she also agreed to my idea… but I knw I juz couldn’t put down the feelins and so, I cried….. well, even to become motionless for my life…. dun realli care much anymore…
As for the rest…. well, next time den….
