Chris Adventures 4 - Episode 10
What is happening to me???
I realli dunno wat is happening to me recently….
Yesterdae, I argued over the photo thingy wif serene… Do you knw how it hurts me when I argued wif her… I didn’t want to… I juz didn’t meant to do it… however, under such tense circumstances, I did try to keep my cool but I juz couldn’t stop the argument… why??? I realli dunno….
Well, its juz tat serene is tense wif the other soon to be retire BODs over the installation… but we couldn’t get over an compromise between each other over this… I dun realli knw wat gets into my mind and in the end… I argued wif her… oh man… My heart is so painful to do tat…. sobz… well well… maybe… we bth are too career minded and are too sturborn wif some things… well, we are realli too stress…
Todae… I tok to SC’s president, Eric, over the 2nd interview for the Excos… I am determined nt to go for it… but he insist tat I have to go… I am juz too stressful and I am alreadi too tired to continue… well, juz plain sick and tired… he juz advised me to wait after the interview’s result and see… well, I realli dunno… I dun even think I stand any chance at all… so, why shld i go in the 1st place??? I realli dunno….
Goin back home… I have thot of quittin counsillor after the camp… but after a sleep on the train… I dun think I shld do tat… no need to… anyway… It doesn’t realli matter… I knw wat I can do alreadi…
Well, tml goin to mediacorp… let’s see wat will happen….
