CHRIS @ WORLD

I stand up for my own… 

Todae I have 2 things to tok abt… One is quite pleasant… the others is one which I stand up for my own…

I went to the Interact rm after my SW lesson… den went inside to have so me nice aircon… well.. of course, written many things on the board…

Den, the rest of the BODs came in… we went on with our rehearsals… its very funnie and entertaining… we all were juz laughin and havin fun… ha ha… ah… Apple still cannot control her emotions… she juz laugh the whole dae… whether its angry scene, or sad scene, she is juz laughing…. as for Ah Li, she is feelin sick… so sad…

Den at 3.15pm, I went for the SC interview… well, sad to sae… this interview, although I gave my views and points but eric and edmund do nt seems to agree with me… even until one time, when they were accusin of wastin the school’s money for the camp tat I went… I didn’t argue back wif them, coz I dun think they are fit enough to accuse me… they have nt give me any thing to prove to me tat they are capable to sae me… they r juz nt… I mean, wat they are sayin is tat I shld use wat I learn in SC as a Exco… but goin there, I can use wat I learn in other fields I am in as a leader… damn…. I totally did nt respect them at tat time anywae… but well, no hard feelins….

Well…. its time for me to have a plan on wat I shld do… time is running out soon…

I am back again…. 

Finalli after 2 daes of camp and 1 dae of rest @ home, I am back bloggin again…

The 2 daes of camp was quite enjoyable… well, i learned mani things frm the camp… on wat a leader muz do as a leader… to me, my defination of leader is to learn, do and share… As a leader, you learn frm the start if u change ur field of job / studies, you den do before you can say that you want to share, so tat to prove to others tat u understands, den finalli, you share wif others ur expereience and hope tat others will nt follow the wrong footsteps u made….

Well, in the camp, they are mani jokes too, frm edmund who did nt brin his towel to the toliet, den we have gary who were makin nosies when usin herbal essence shampoo, to some of the guys who woke up at 4 am to go to the toliet… well, most memorable is tat all the guys have to experience mosqitoes bites @ nite and the hotness of the weather….

whoo… at the camp, I got to understand more frm some other consillors, on wat they are thinkin and wat they realli do… woah… so and so tat I got in touch with ppl like nicholas, lionel, hadi, zai and esp. yan fen… hm… she has a very unqiue way of thinkin things… its so in fact tat, sometimes, watb she sae… can realli stunn u…

Oh ya, we had a skit on the last nite of our camp…. as we were divided into grps… we all realli put in our best… well, SC has realli gt actors and actress, all of us can realli act veri well… its realli fun indeed, seein lionel, zai, terence and probabli fai acted as gay was realli fun… I also gt into a role as a ah beng… well, I was juz shoutin den… of ya, b4 this skit… when we were havin a activity in the afternoon, hani broke her pants…. ha ha…

Well, fun time is over… its time back to normal work… and now face it like a leader…. ” You cannot be a leader overnite, but u can be a leader after 3 daes and 2 nites.”

Wat a nite I had yesterdae…. 

Yesterdae nite, I went to mediacorp to see ‘High on Live’…. well, dunno whether I am on TV or nt… well, doesn’t realli matter…..

Well, tml goin to camp for 3 daes… sainz… looks like I will miss alot of ppl… so sad….

What is happening to me??? 

I realli dunno wat is happening to me recently….

Well, tml goin to mediacorp… let’s see wat will happen….

Its a success to me…. realli…. 

For the 1st time in about 4 yrs or so…. Todae, I step into a meeting as a vice president, hosting it again….

Finalli…. I can sae…. The leader in Christopher is back…. well, I did sae b4 tat I will make a comeback… did I????

Could this be the ending??? 

Todae I am thinking thru a lot of things… thinking and thinking… den my mind appears serene…

The time has come…. for an ending???? If tis is truly the ending… I will bless her in my heart, praying for her to be safe and sound 4ever….

I am almost 1/2 dead… 

Well… I finalli got to admit, I am defeated by stress….

Well… finalli, let me relax… manz…

I am ok with it…. 

Todae is juz another dae for mani ppl… but certainly not for me… todae is my date wif rebecca…

She came ard 3 plus pm… well, I waited from 2 plus pm to 3 plus pm… but I bluff her… I told her tat I waited for her 1/2 an hrs onli… Then, we went directly to Suntec City… Although I told her surprises… but it realli seems no surprises at all…

Well, I of course have nt eated yet, so nth of us went to pasta mania… woah… I ate a spegetti, pizza and a coke… altogether $13.80… well, I certainly did nt eat tat much like this b4…. its too expensive… ya, den we shared the pizza… woah…. so sweet…. well, anyway, we later went on to buy papparoti… bagus… the taste is great… coffee outside the bread, butter in it… woah…

After walking for sometimes, I went to Mini Toons… hoping to buy something for rebecca as a surprise for her… but when she found out… she asked me to treat her orange juices, without much choice, I juz obliged… cause I realli wanted to buy somethings for her…

Then, we went to the ‘durain head’, esplanade… nice place… we bth saw some kids rehearsing there for tonite’s performance… its a good mixture of jazz and voice…

At 5 plus pm, I brought rebecca to my business centre… well, for the rest of the information, I would rather keep the simplest low profile… well, juz tat, rebecca does nt have the interests to do… so sianzz… I did nt manage to convince her….

Sigh, nvm… another dae is a bright dae….

Well…. Well 

I juz have to admit… I am realli at a loss now… I dun realli know wat to do now…

My computer went berserk again… rebootin for the 2nd time in this mth… If this goes on, I will hate this computer 4eva… well, anyway, the internet connection is juz damn slow…. phew… luckili, i dun have much file lost during this reboot… so, phew…

Well, on thursdae, went to play bowlin… almost all BIT students go… hm… my score is nt tat good, gettin 59 pts for the 1st game, 51 pts for the 2nd… and last 55 pts… sianz… den my dae became a boring one… due to tat, my computer got rebooted on tat dae…

Den, came todae… only went for a 2 hours lesson, with no assembly… in the morning, played badminton against shida, ming hui, terence and the other girl… dun realli know her name… well, so sianz… FMk ends at 10 plus am… hm… well, at the lesson, all of us tok at ghost stories… woah…. at tat time, i msg rebecca, she agreed to go out wif me to suntec citi tml at 1pm… hopes truli tat she will come… well, of course, I am goin there to buy sth… but its a surprise… tml, there will be surprises to surprises…. also, I msg qi quan… he told me tat todae need to help in preparin for next tuesdae’s blood donation drive… phew… luckili, I got his msg tat todae not needed… phew…

Den, I went out with my klassmates… they were indecisive abt goin where… finalli, we agreed to watch boogey man at plaza singapura… well, i got scared of 3 times, where my body is shaken… while other times I was scared stiff… well, the endin was nt veri good… cause… well, see it for urself…

Finally, at nite, I return to the company…. well, saw my organisation movin so fast… its realli time for me to make a move…

Tml will be surprises and surprises, one after one for rebecca… more things will be revealed tml….

Nothing realli… 

Well, todae I dun realli have much to sae coz nth much happens in my life todae… Todae is a very normal dae…

I was late for sch in the morning… well probabli 1st time in 2005… actually I did woke up at 8 am, but went back to sleep after i switch off my alarm clock… den I was woke up by rebecca’s msg… well, she agreed to go out with me on saturdae… as for where, it will be revealed on fridae…

Then went fot the test, well… I dun think I have any difficulties now… all thanks to much guidance frm zai and a little help frm rebecca yesterdae midnight… believe me or nt, I will get high score for my WRB, which has never happen before…

Den, met chi chiang after the lesson, gave me 2 of the yr 1’s timetable, left abt 3??? well, he better ask Ivy and Apple to hand in fast… or else, how are we going to have the mass briefing next wk???

Sianzz… my life is so boring…. maybe, someone will give me some excitement soon….