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Anyway, met rebecca before went in my WPB klass…. luckili todae I met her, therefore, able to tok to her how I felt… I am terriblily sianzz, tired…. but at least I have a best friend, whom I can share my problems with and tats rebecca… oh ya, I have so mani hard tok to her… oh ya, she promised me tat she will go and accompany me to cut my hair on wednesdae… therefore, needed to take back frm kee kim the 50 dollars… or how I impress her??? sorrie la, kee kim…

Well, at nite, went to help cecilia to buy the food for dinner and bbq… den went to her home with the other business partners… well, had a pleasant nite, full of food…. watch taiwab pi li huo…. almost reachin the endin… todae the 2nd last episode…

ha ha… live so near cecilia… well, her house can realli compared to mine… sigh…. I wish I can see cecilia more often… after all, she is a veri gd senior to me…

Anyway, after a few hours, mani uncles and aunties cam to buy the otahs… so the sale shot up quite fast…. well, todae its the same old ppl…. I also met a few counsillors and tok to them… all look tired…. well, met Ms Joy, she came here to look after the booth for our sch… well, thinkin tat she will support… but she came after the sale was over… sianzzz…

Anyway, todae thanks all the old BODs and new BODs… speakin of the new BODs… I had a meetin with A Li, Apple and Yuki abt the summarize of wats goin to happen with the next few mths, hm… more info will be out on the next wk’s meetin for the plannin…. well, its like havin an urgent meetin in my secondary sch’s CSC ( Community Service Club ) and I can assure u the feelin’s back… Also, did meet up with Wendy b4 I meet the 3 of them… discussed with her abt a plan which I am goin to start off at here in July 05… cause I never get to activate this plan in CSC… so decided to tri it out at here and see if it works…

well, A Li came quite late todae after the sale was over… but she came here nt onli for the meetin but to take photos ??? woah… anyway, didn’t follow her for long, cause I am thinkin of goin back to the compani… so, went off after a few mins… as I was goin out of ITE Dover, I saw serene and wendy… but didn’t go up and tok to them… I did wanted to spend time alone with serene… but my chance juz wasn’t there… why???

Ah well, went to company… at abt 4 plus pm…. den have a long hours of groupin with my group of business partners… well, todae’s title is indeed related to my work… anyway… the story….

Well, it has been realli fun to help my business partners for the past few mths… workin with them was realli great… but now, even if I have my left grp goin… I dun earn any money, cause I need my right grp goin… to balance, but its empty…. therefore… I needed ppl to support me now… well, thinkin to tat… I have thought of ppl like rebecca, serene, wendy, lionel, A Li, Millie and many more… but the fact is will they willin to help me and work with me as a team??? tats the main problem… I know I dun have the right to realli keepin on persuadin them if they dun have the interest… but if this goes on for mths with my right grp empty… I will sureli go crazy ani moment… wat shld I do ??? I am at a loss now… oh man…. god…

sigh… no pt thinkin abt all this… sianzzz… dunno wat to do… anyway, todae lend my busniess partner, Kee Kim, 50 dollars to raise money to help another of my business partner, Mahmod to open up another account… well, its great to help ppl… after all, I felt realli happie… but the stress part is who shld I find as the 1st person to help me in my right grp… oh man….

well, typin till here, this is the 3rd time I retypin this entry… due to the last 2 times, my com keeps on givin me auto shutdown… damn…

Rebecca did not send me any of those msg… dunno who did… see even when I dun get close to her… ppl tend to gossip and misunderstand…

Well, for wat I know, as long as we are good friends, tats enough….

Now, for the trouble over… I have stress…

Juz finish complilin which yr 1 goes under which BOD, and the exisitin members under Qi Quan, A Li or me… I swop Yuki and A Li’s team of members, well, probabli, I wanted Yuki to concentratin in helpin the yr 1s… well, I juz felt tat A Li is the PR director, so she can communicate with the graduatin members…

Den, saw serene… tok to her abt some interact club’s matter… well, bth of us are tired… and I dun even knw wat to sae realli….

I woke up in the morning very early to help out with Interact Club… Went to ITE Dover… well, saw the girls, my new BOD…. we discussed about the planning for april onwards… also, thinking of new strategies which were started by me basicalli… well, of course, we sat down and also discussed wif wendy, the now and almost retirin president abt mani things….

Back to todae’s bazzar sale… we are sellin otah… sianzzz… not mani ppl wanted to come to our stall and buy… in the end, qi quan and me have to run ard to sell to the ppl… and left abt 3 packets or so wghen its a bt 2 plus pm…. tml, we still have to sell abt 200 otahs… Woah….

Den sat on the same bus with saridah… bth of us sat till Jurong East interchange and we went on our own way… she went to meet her friend and I went to meet rebecca….

Well, tokin abt rebecca and me…. in the morning, I sms her and asked her where does she wants to meet??? she said she dunno yet…. ok… den of course, I msg her at abt 2.50 plus pm… and waited for abt a few mins… as I was in the MRT, she send me a msg… I was stunned… inside said ” I love you! See ya later.”

I can tell you I was realli stunned…. never a girl in my life told me tat…. I didn’t know wat to do…. and therefore, went to Citi Hall ctrl stn to wait for her…. during the waitin, I met mani strange ppl… but tat doesn’t matter…

anyway, after waitin for 2 hrs or so, I msg her to ask her where was she… and she said Youth Park… I was more stunned… den, I continued by askin abt wat time she would come… she called me a few mins later and said she is tired and asked me to go home 1st….

I am truli sad… but I am anxious to knw abt the msg she sent earlier… how does she feel abt me… tats wat I realli wanted to knw….

Anyway, a old friend of mine called me… Its Cecilia…. woah, its a long time since I saw her…. well…. gd to hear her voice again and I am sure she is back in business….

Frm the start of the dae… after the morning assembli… shi da stated tat if you are a reserve, 10 is the maximum… and in my mind I got a decision, tat is to come every tues and thrus @ 7.15 am.. Even if I have to become a reserve, I will be come the best reserve.

” In this world, there are many ordinary people. Even if you are ordinary people, you should become the best of all the ordinary people.”

Den, FMK lesson, well, Ms Joy is sick, so there is no lesson. den, rayner, yenda, chin ek, wei jie and eddie decided to play soccer. With each team 3 persons. well, my team consists of rayner, yenda and me. In the end, the score 6 - 3… My team won… with me contributing 4 goals… woah… I was so tired after tat…. but its worth it… cause I never score so many goals in one dae….

hm… den its the CMB CA… well, I found out tat editin for the letter is easy, shld be able to get full marks, but the memoradum, seems like I can’t get all correct… well, its a gd try after all…

Sigh, no Interact Club meetin… sianzz… A Li left after her exam because of tat… sianzz…

Sigh, went to discuss the FMk project for 2 hours… well, of course, I told them I would be able to type finish the proposal in 2 daes…. but tonite, I complete it in no time… woah… I force out all my potential indeed…

Den tokin at 2.30pm’s SC training… indeed learn more abt the flag raisin, PA system and mani more…. well, its gd to learn more things… den seriousness appeared at all counsillors’ face, cause, well, its the election for the Top 15 counsillors… everyone was tense durin the votin…. dun realli know who is the top 15… but the result will be out soon…

To me, it doesn’t matter whether I gt in or nt, cause, I got the Interact Club VP alreadi… so doesn’t realli matter… well, I can onli sae… no matter who becomes the president, as long as he is a gd leader, and have a gd batch of excos to lead the whole SC, den he is a gd president… and the most impt thing is how he manage to continue our bond of friendship between each counsillors…

Well, saw rebecca todae at sch… woah… she’s quite hm… prettie… well, dun realli know how to describe her, she’s like an angel… anyway, she’s goin to bishan ( I think ) for the world guiness record… hm… she did call me tonite to ask whether I am goin, but sad to sae, I will be at ITE Dover tml… ar well, I msg her after I finished my project askin her out tml… and to my surprise, she sae no problem… woah… I was too happie… and well, she said tat she will msg me tml… I can be sure to be waitin for her msg…

Yesterdae… the 3 girls whom I respected or love came online together… or should I say 2, while 1 came in for a short while…

Firstly, Serene…. she finalli came online… I was estatic… I didn’t waste any chance at all and tok to her… She is not feelin well, havin flu and bad throat… oh man… how I wish I was there to take care of her… but I couldn’t… well, luckili, rebecca told me to send her online cards… and well, she did received it…. I onli hope that she can get well soon…

What she worried was abt Interact Club… yesh, maybe durin the 1st meetin, the new committee didn’t impress serene and wendy… but well, I promised her that there will be a serious mood when I got into office… and I did todae by discussin with Qi Quan…. we although did not come to any conclusion, but we did discussed a little…. I think more information will be out durin the board meetin….

Well, Serene realli needs to get extra rest… she is too stress up and too tired… I in my heart pray for her to get well soon, and handle all stress at ease… *sad*….

Next, Rebecca, another girl, I was not able to tok to after I came back frm sch, and usin my com…. she did return at nite… well, I also grab this chance by tokin to her…. we were like old friends… tokin and tokin and tokin…. woah… I never realli thought I miss her so much…..

I gave her a testimonial yesterdae… well, it is indeed because of Lionel tat I got to notice her… She returned one testimonial back… its so touchin… I never expect a girl to say so mani gd things abt me…. she is the 1st….

Oh ya, we did tok abt cuttin hair… ha ha…. I think she’s the 5th person to tell me tat… well, I told her once I got abt 30 dollars or so, I would go to Storm to style my hair… but she recommend one in Jurong West… quite far… but if the place is good, den its worth it… But sad to sae… although todae, we shld go, but she is busy… looks like my hair have 1 more wk to grow…. oh well… but nevermind…. the most impt thing is, I do realli hope tat I have another chance to go out with rebecca since the last time, we went out wif some friends…. I realli like her accompani…

Hm… as for A Li… not realli much to tok abt her… gave her the white chocolates…. she is juz tired frm all the workin… ai ya, she juz need rest….

Hm… for the above 3 girls, I asked them abt the opinion tat between deferment for NS and continuin the studies, 3 of them each have the same answer for me… they told me to continue my studies… well, one advice which 3 of them gave me was to strike a balance between studies and work… which I realli failed to do tat….

Ok…. hm… Millie… the happie, smilin, cute girl…. she tok to me yesterdae… hm… well, it was I who tok to her yesterdae 1stli… den she tok to me a few hrs later… well, juz some chit chat, tats all… hm… sorrie to said tat, I couldn’t find the sec 1 maths textbk for her… well, I mobilize all my juniors in my secondari sch and they still couldn’t find it… but its ok… I will nt blame them de….

Oh ya, before I end…. one of the girl which I dunno whether to laugh or cri… Yen Leng, msg me abt Jason ( my classmate ) ??? I dun even knw why she msg me tat for… She is the girl whom I called her several times to come dwn to the compani… and yet, she still wouldn’t go dwn… my blood is almost boiled le…. kaozz… lets hope tat this sat or sun… she goes dwn…. *pray*….

Went to sch in the mornin, to onli found out tat my class advisor, dora poon, is on sick leave…. todae, quite few ppl came to class…. and I saw the chance to “book” the computer to play football manager… well, I started wif barcelona (again) and was still examin on how this FM works…. den, came in the master… Rayner, he den suggested bth our team had a friendli… and there, he took charge of Real Madrid… well, we had 2 friendlies… and my team lost to his…. with results of 1-2, 1-5…. kaozz….

Well, tat doesn’t matters much… cause, Ms Joy came in later and took charge of the klass to teach us FMk… I wasn’t listenin cause, if there’s a com in front of me plus FM…. I will concentrate on tat….

Oh well, sad…. I could no longer go for the KL trip… due to the fact tat my GPA was so low… well, I still had a chance… for the Beijing trip and the India trip…. well, as I said b4, ” You Have To Fight For Yourself The Opportunities.”

Well, tokin back abt the mornin, b4 I went to klass…. I did wat I promised, gave A Li her white chocolates… oh well, I got to fulfill my promises, dun I??? Well, she was so grateful…. anyway, back to after klass…. saw lionel…. well, he is lucki enough to see rebecca… sigh… I didn’t get any chance to meet her, not even a glance of her…. anyway, when lionel asked me tat rebecca likes him??? I mean, I thought he alreadi knw and why did he ask this question nw when he alreadi has a gf??? I realli dunno why…. aniwae I jokinli told him tat rebecca is mine…. oops…. anyway, tats juz jokinli…

oh well, went back home…. and used my com…. listenin to Ocean’s sad love song…. sigh…. saw rebecca on msn messenger… message her, but she did nt repli again…. well, its the 5th time??? she did tat…. sigh….

hm…. den juz as I am listenin to Ocean’s song, my mind began to think of serene…. well, sad to sae… have nt realli saw her for quite a veri long time…. onli I remembered the last time, I manage to get a glance of her…. but nw, I dun even have any chance to see her in sch…. sianzz… sigh…. oh god…. why do u do this to me???

Lesson time as usual… den break for 2 hours !!! Till then, my classmates and me went to play soccer…

On the court… I started off as the defender / goalkeeper… Yesh, I proved myself again, tat I can do it… My defendin and goalkeepin skills makes me a good player for the time bein… my record remains the same as the last match which I was up… Onli lettin in 1 goal….

Then, 2nd 1/2 of the match, Ping Nam ( or vincent which I named him ) gave me the opportuniti to go play as a striker cum midfielder… I realli wanted to thank him, because todae is the dae where all my potential were forced out… I created chances for my team to score goals thru penalties… and the end…. 2 - 0…. My team won, and I became a player with great name left behind….

Well… tat was the best game I ever played, isn’t it ???

Tokin abt mornin assembli…. damn… I forgot to brin my counsillor badge… tats the 1st time, I ever did… and I promised it would be my last…. I am realli damn forgetful…. and in the end, I paid 1 dollar for the fine…. and well… stayed in the Audio Visual room to help out… Todae I shld be the flag bearer, but I had to become a A.V helper??? Damn…. I had to pass the place to Lionel… shit it… This is the greatest lesson I ever learned… and I will remind myself never ever make the same mistake again…

” Its good to make a mistake, but never make the same mistake twice. “

Den, BMD, my electives… well, met my “wife” A Li…. she looks quite tired and bored… ai ya, workin also makes her bored…. sigh….

” Its either you like the thing or you hate the thing. Since you have to do it, you might as well go and like and enjoy the thing. “

Went to sch as usual… Lesson went on as usual…. Maybe, its nth special… but a  girl’s reappearance makes my dae quite nice….

Ya, in the morning… its A Li and me… tokin and tokin…. disturbin each other like we bth had so much common topics… den, its BBN ( big brother nicholas ) a nick which I gave my friend, Nicholas…. well, I self proclaimed him as the big brother of PR… anyway, with these 2 and Wendy, another consillor, we went in the afternoon to MacRitchie Reservior…. to help out wif the cross country…

Its indeed busy… we all dun even have time to joke… I too…. was too serious and busy… u can realli sense my mood @ tat time…

After eveythin ended… Rebecca, A Li, Wendy, one guy and me… wne to Junction 8…. yes, tat girl who made my dae nice is Rebecca… Its so great to see her again… after we bth realli did nt tok for many wks….

We went to Junction 8 for some snack… cause Rebecca and me have dinner @ our own home… Well, we bth ate sushi…. ha ha… same thinkin…. anyway, after we finished our food… We bth tok abt many things… I spoke wat I learned frm my company… Pa Lian Dao….

Ha ha, dunno gt impress rebecca…. she was probabli stunn ??? Dunno, but her reaction is tat, she was surprised when I tok so mani things abt life… ha ha… tats me… I can tok mani things abt life…

Well, we did went to the MRT station together… but sad to sae… different lines… She stayed in Bukit Batok… while I… Seng Kang…. sigh….dunno when I can realli go out wif her again… ??? sigh….

I met Lionel todae @ Clementi bus stop b4 goin to sch…. well, knew tat his gf was frm my in charge klass…. RB… Well, he realli own me one big time caused, if tat dae I never asked him to come and help, how would he have forgotten abt nt able to chase rebecca and have his new happiness….

Den, schs as usual… I found out tat my FMk project… my team members were nt happie with one of the team members… Kimberli… caused, she juz dun respect any of them… I wasn’t at the discussion due to work…. and our topic was to have a tourist package for the elderly…. and kimberli make a joke out of herself… by givin one idea… Color theme tour ???? I mean who would go… and this idea doesn’t even sound any logical… even my FMK teacher, Ms Joy says this is irrelevant…. I think kimberli is makin everything so complicated… she does nt think simpleli…

Went for WPB lesson… my web publishin sux… I think my 2nd test will fail as badli as my 1st… Oh god…. Oh Serene, pls give me courage to pass….

Hm… gd thin tat A Li was nt in sch todae… I had the locker all by myself todae… Nice one….

Well… my warcraft game… have to start a new one and a new one… the game juz couldn’t saved … dunno if its campaign, den cannot saved…. damn…

As for my CM4… nw upgrade to FM…. Football Manager… have to wait for Sheldon to burn…. I juz have to wait b4 my barcelona could return….

Finalli…. so mani events goin on for SC and Interact Club…. so tired…. and also, one of the beauty of SC…. Joy will be leavin soon… so sad… SC is goin to have less beauty with 20 out of the 48 councillors goin to RC ( regional campus ) and probably, 18 leavin???